Thinking On How I Tan During Summer As Being Hispanic I Don’t Get Sunburnt Easy, Which Makes Me Think

this panel from the world guide of falin being surrounded by other girls while laios is all alone kills me because. that's it. that's the key difference in their journeys.

as laios states himself, he left the village in order to create a home for him and falin elsewhere. a home that won't collapse due to others' hatred and fears like their old home did, a home where they are loved and accepted unconditionally. but as he soon found out, even before earning money, or having walls surrounding him and a roof above his head- what he so earnestly desired was to meet other people who will accept him for who he is as well. instead, he kept being tormented by those around him, shunned and sneered at. his loneliness quickly became all-consuming until he truly had nothing left except for the monsters in the pages of his book, but even that became a target of mockery and destroyed. that's why ever since the day he left the village, he never felt that he truly made the right choice. so he kept running away: unable to resist and unable to accpet.

and an ocean away from him there was his sister, who never managed to fully fit in herself. but unlike him, she met a person who became a home to her and learned what a true friendship was for the first time in her life. and laios clearly realizes that too when he finally sees falin and marcille together, he can tell his sister obtained the greatest treasure there is on her own- the exact thing he never managed to find anywhere himself, thus coming back empty-handed to the sister he left the village for.

but when you read this part of the manga, laios's focus is on falin's loneliness, not his own. he talks about how it hurts thinking about all those moments she had to spend alone because he wasn't there for her, so it almost sounds like he's the one who couldn't bear her suffering and therefore decided to not let her go again. but we do get a glimpse of their first meeting after that almost-decade long separation in the manga, and then we see more of that in the world guide and daydream hour- and it becomes abundantly clear that it was falin who was trying to protect and save him from this pit of loneliness and depression he was in.

so instead of just doing his best to atone for leaving her behind in the village and making sure she is never lonely again, it might also be that laios was desperately clinging to the one person in the world he felt that accepted and loved him unconditionally. those words he used to describe his motivation to stay by falin's side are the exact words she would've used as well; she couldn't bear leaving him behind in this state. in a sense, they were each other's shackles.

but then she did. she died for him and their friends, and ironically enough, it was by leaving him alone like this that he was finally able to stand on his own and put his full trust in others. to have the courage to reveal who he is and give others the opportunity to accept him after such a long time of hiding. it was a long journey, but his hiding finally came to an end when he faced the others after shedding his monster form. and i love that the person who was falin's "home" all those years away from laios, marcille, became just as meaningful to him during their time separated from falin- the first one to find him and show him that he isn't alone anymore. just as he did for her.

so at the end of the story when falin talks about all the places she would like to go, it's not just that she wants to pursue her own dreams- but that she actually feels free to do so and go anywhere she desires. and one of the main reasons for that is that her brother finally found new people he wants to be with; his own home.

I like to think Laois is the type to carry around with him a pet rock that he got at like 5 years old since his parents didn’t think he could take care of of an actual pet and they did the same with Falin which Marcille treats like a step child

I believe in the larry harem supremacy

Thinking of that one Chimera Laios post idk the original poster(sorry) where Falin sees Laios the happiest he’s ever seen with her eyes a chimera. And it’s like HELLOO?!?? That’s amazing

I’m just thinking how’d she would explain that to literally everyone else.

“Like hello yes guys my brother y’know the one a good portion of you have a strong distaste for is the happiest ever when he isn’t human, free from moral, and the judgement of others as well as biases or connotations”

“I’m totally taking that super well, give me a minute.”

And in my little shipper brain I’m thinking of that in the Chialios brain worms, he saw it coming. He’d already observed him many times before seeing him crack the biggest unrestrained smiles when in the dungeon, the best laughs, the biggest wide eyes, the happiest he looked.

Something he’d only seen when being gentle and domestic with the other, it’d be crushing knowing your possible love interest feels the best inhuman.

Currently scratching out my brain from the thoughts. And sorry for the long text post : p

As much as I love seeing people gush over chilaios/laichil I feel like the more fluff side of the ship isn’t invested into apart from smut cause like them being domestic or just plain out being a couple apart from sex can be such a good source of ideas like how they around way other and with others present it makes me so ｡ (ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

Lovers...

(hopping on the sanitization woomys wagon)

can you imagine being THIS cool

Cuteness overload （＾Ｏ＾）

I am soooooo late but in my defence bluepoch was unreal for putting APPLe's and Horropedia's birthdays back to back

Future Foundation 14th branch, public relation division📢

After the tragedy the 14th branch is on the frontline helping to recover the world and spreading hope.

Keep reading

All I’ve down for the last 2 weeks is look at old man yaoi content and bed rot.

I love my life.