Latest Posts by somerandomfella23 - Page 3

2014 youth

I just want to tell everyone everything sometimes.

Hate how I can't find joy in what I used to love because it reminds me of them. so annoying

Can you not talk to me like you talk you talk to each other??? Like is it impossible for you to not quiet down when I come into place? I'm still a person, I still want to blabber and laugh and joke with you. I still miss you and I hate it because I know you don't give a fuck about me. Not a single one.

Am I really talking to myself again? -_- yeah, I am...I mean it's pure yap anyway. Not like anyone would care about that, not even me. But I wish someone would enjoy or care enough about me to want to listen to me.

To love me enough to just hear out every word I say even if it's nonsense, to correct me if I'm wrong or to just stay by my side.

Whyyy did I do that, there is no reason for me to isolate myself again. Actually nevermind, I'm thriving and laughing more than ever by myself.

Guys isolation is key♡

more photos. from a party.

Ok but real

I feel ungrateful. Having some people that might care and are actually nice to me. But I want more, I want others. I want to so desperately be part of something I'm clearly not.

I want more, I've always wanted more.

― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

“I crave physical affection. I crave skin on skin. play with my hair, hold my hand, touch me, kiss me. I crave you.”

— (via difficult)

I dont like talking about the things I like because my parents never showed interest when I tried to tell them about it. when they started trying, it was too late. and it always seems forced. I hate it. I hate them for it, for what they unknowingly planted in me. that my interests are not important and that no one will ever care enough to listen. because why would they, if my own parents won't?

Will you wait for me?

It's like I know I have more to live for yet I'm stuck here.

Just like the c u n t that u are

What if it's just me? I just have myself and that is it?

Real

At night everything is more intense.