Honestly Why Couldn’t I Just Have Been Bullied More? Maybe Then I Would Be The Same Weight Of When

look at his socks

LOVE LOVE LOVEEE

literally brings sm memories

✨Family photo✨

some doodles

Ong it be the most soul crushing feeling.

LIKE WHY CAN'T I HAVE FUN TOO?

mentally a living corpse

Am I really talking to myself again? -_- yeah, I am...I mean it's pure yap anyway. Not like anyone would care about that, not even me. But I wish someone would enjoy or care enough about me to want to listen to me.

To love me enough to just hear out every word I say even if it's nonsense, to correct me if I'm wrong or to just stay by my side.

Wish I could share my thoughts and feelings without feeling like a burden.

Everyone tells me to stop surrounding myself with problematic people, but once I try to surround myself with better individuals, I'm the problematic one

It's like I know I have more to live for yet I'm stuck here.