Passages from audios that have stuck with me, pt. 5 (sappy edition okay...)
Escaped Audios
"I can't do it! I just... I can't hurt you. Because- I can't let you go. There has to be another way. I don't know if I'm delusional, I don't know if I'll be making everything worse, but- I just can't do it. Because- because I want you. I want you so badly. I don't know what I'm doing, but I've never felt this way before. I want you so badly, I feel like I'm going crazy because even though the whole world is crashing down around me, all I can think about is- kissing you." (Matador Gothic Part Five: Rescuing Your Vampire Ally)
"No- don't leave yet. Because I- I've been thinking about a lot of stuff. About the things I regret. About the things I'm afraid that I'll regret if I do them. [...] I think that's all just me coming up with excuses, because I don't know what would happen if I- if I told you- I want you. [...] I haven't stopped thinking about you since the day we met. Ever since you came outside and brought me that to-go box. [...] Whenever I think of the future, all I do is wonder what I'd have to do to keep you in it. Every time I try something new, the first thing I do is imagine sharing it with you. Every time I listen to a song, all I can do is imagine it being the soundtrack to our first kiss. [...] I wasted so much time worrying about what I might regret doing that I never stopped to worry about what I might regret not doing. And I've taken chances on so many stupid things that I might as well take a chance on something that really matters. And I know- that no matter what- I'm going to regret not taking this chance." (My Greasefire Life Episode Six: Pancakes for Dinner)
"Hush. Don't cry. Everything is gonna be okay. [...] I know I'm dying... but I won't be gone. I'll still be out there... somewhere. Somewhere, there's a guy who doesn't know you yet, and his name is Benji, and he works at a Blockbuster on 4th Street. He doesn't know you yet, but he's gonna meet you and fall in love like he's never been in love before. He's gonna see you and realize that very second that he'd do anything for you. He'll drive across the country with you, start a new life with you, and never feel regret or fear again because he knows that, no matter what, you'll be there with him." (Chronus Seven: Part Eight- Finale)
"But... I don't expect... you could ever understand. And I don't want you to either. You mean too much to me. Because even if- I know- it's never gonna happen- even though- you have no interest in me... I'm in love with you. Isn't that the best joke you ever heard? [...] She's- she's crying. What's- what's the matter, Faithful? Eh? Why aren't you- smiling- you're supposed to- laugh at a bastard like me... right?" (Bastard Warrior: Treasure Hunt with a Bastard and an Artificer)
"But ah- yeah. He loves you. A lot as well. How much? Well, let me tell you. He looks at you, and he sees an angel. And he won't make a move... because he's unworthy of you. You're a lot stronger than he is. Ah, shut up. We both know you don't need to fight monsters to be strong. Being strong is sticking to your beliefs. Even when things get rough." (Bastard Warrior: Saving Your Bastard Warrior)
"When are you going to be a fucking man and admit your feelings for her?! I see the way you look at her. I see the way she looks at you! You're both so perfect together. And yeah, I have feelings for her, and sure I fantasize a little bit, but you know what? I am rooting for you guys! You're both... you're both so cool and... and I love you guys..." (Bastard Warrior: Getting Drunk with Your Idiot Lovers)
"I'm not taking pity on you! I love you! Yes, I do. I don't love anyone I come across. I'm capable of a lot, and I can love many people at once, but you fill my heart the most. As of right now, yes. So I'm more than happy to give what I have to you if I don't end up coming back. [...] It's okay. Maybe you'll see me again. And if you don't... I'll still be with you. [...] All I want is for you to be happy. To wake up in the morning and smile that you live for another day. I want you to go out there and find what you've forgotten. Catch up on things you missed. You deserve that much at the very least. Like I said... I love you. I always will love you." (Dontis: Sharing Secrets with an Incubus)
"It was the worst mistake. He did what no being should have done. That even the wisest cannot control. He loved me. And I could not give it to him in return. In his eyes swam a pain I had never been allowed to see. A secret he kept closest to his heart. He knew what I would do if I found out. And I was ready to run in that moment. But for the first time... I was stopped by a strange yearning to heal him... comfort him... to embrace the unbreakable and soothe his fears of being alone once again. And despite my own warnings... despite my mind yelling at me to go... I realized it was also my fear." (Dontis: The Incubus and the Vampire)
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Kyaaaa, yes, the boi gets all the ear scritches then (if he’s comfortable) >w<
The Shifters pt. 2
*spawns*
Last dooble for a while, I only get drawing motivation every 3 - 6 months, so I think it'll just be crochet stuff for the foreseeable future. Anyway, THEM- (with and without color filter, again sorry for any and all inaccuracies-)
Original ref: https://x.com/bangpaze/status/1492123697435787266
Random thoughts:
"I don't like the way Mage's eyes turned out, dang it... oh wait-" *adds eyebrows* "Ok, that's a little better-"
*wondering exactly how soft Mitch's and Vtuber!Mage's ears are*
*watching Mage's Mariokart stream* *notices they reference two Sonic memes* *le happy cry*
*spends 30 minutes scrolling through Obi's DeviantArt gawping at their skill looking for references
*SPENDS ANOTHER 30 MINUTES SCROLLING THROUGH THEIR BLOG LOOKING AT THE DRAWINGS TO THE ASKS*
"THIS SONA IS SO BADASS WHAT?!??!?!" (I apologize for messing up your sona, Obi, skill issue on my part 😔)
Soooooooo hahahaaaaaaaa…
I gravely misjudged how long 150 stitches would be with this yarn weight-
This went from “Ooh a cute tapestry pillow!” to “Frick this might just be a straight-up tapestry-“
I wonder if I’ll finish by the first deadline I gave myself lol-
THANK YOU FOR PLAYING AN AMAZING CHARACTER, I LOVE HIM, CLAW IS MY BOI NOW
I apologize for the person I became last night after 11 pm, you will be seeing her again-
"Blue Infinity" is now on my favorite audio series of all time list, we're adding it to the playlist.
Escaped, you did freaking amazing with this. The writing, script, soundtrack, all of it, just the storytelling was so freaking good.
And the cast was incredible, goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... still loved how Scythe sounded like Captain Barbossa while playing Claw (freaking love Captain Barbossa). Also Saku as the Water Spirit was peakkkkkkkkkk.
(Also I really love this ⬆️, most of the time when I follow a creator, it's because they interact with their audience lol)
Why are the people in this circle so freaking cool. And is it a circle? Possibly a polygon of some sort...
(I have a headache, I should not have stayed up so late. Worth it tho)
... I apologize for using this as an opportunity to spam Shadow the Hedgehog memes-
Best of luck getting your boba queen-
I just wanted to make a quick boba run.
Instead, I sit here in my car. Stuck waiting for roadside assistance to rescue me.
Send memes or I shall perish from boredom and frustration.
HELL YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-
ORBITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
Yo yo yo yo! What it isss everyoneee 😋
I FINISHED (HUZZAH!)
ANYWAYS HERE ARE THE SUPER DUPER AWESOME PEOPLE THAT LENT THEIR ART SKILLS AND KARMORS TO ME:
@nessypanda-art, @riooooooooo, @roachco-k, @waterbottlegal15, @callmecupio, @silverlavenderskull5, @creatortools, @pelvicsodium, @spiderjumper, @soup-sloth, @shaingles, @what0kx, @multibetasfh, @solzticesoulz, @bookwor-mmm
TYSM UR ALL AWESOME IT MEANS SM TO ME MAN
OKAY RANT TIME:
I ACTUALLY CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO LIKE RHIS, DESPITE ALL THE EFFORT. SMTH ABT IT IS JUST.. DUDE
IF IT WASNT FOR ALL THOSE AMAZING KARMORS I WOULDNT HAVE POSTED THIS. Like ever.
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Normal people have fanfic lists. I have... whatever this is-
Words by Parker: Listen she is definitely mother- or maybe cool auntie-
Mental state: HOW ARE SHE AND JESSIE GETTING ME FLUSTERED LIKE THAT SHEEEEEEEEEESH-
Favorite series/audios: An Adventurer's Heart, Welcome Foolish Mortal, Endgame
Audio I thought I'd dislike but ended up loving: Renegade Shadow (werewolf audios can be touch-and-go for me but I enjoyed this-)
Random thoughts:
Took me a bit longer to finish cuz FINALS WEEK. Passed all my classes though, finished junior year, and am free to watch more people let's goooooo-
Okay, one thing I lovedddddd is her writing style, but also the fact that she has narrations of her own stories as well as audio roleplays, that was just really cool to me.
"An Adventurer's Heart" was SO GOOD, I loved Riley's story!!!! And the script fill was super well done, loved the collabs.
THE HOLIDAY AUDIOS WERE SO CUTE OMGGGGGGGGG- they reminded me sooooo much of the parties my mom would host when I was a kid- and it made me think it'd be nice to have a group that big to plan something like that with- (at the moment tho it's only two close friends I trust enough but it'd still be fun-)
"Renegade Shadow" was super interesting to listen to- finding out about how the werewolves live and their society, the differences between werewolves, how they coexist with others- also I gasped when I found out about Shannon-
Could also see it becoming a TV series...
Also veryyyy excited for "Smoke and Mirrors" when it comes out, I feel like I'm going to enjoy that a LOT.
This was the only thing keeping me sane while I organized my library, why was younger me so voracious with books-
Also the next victim is Atonal, Scribz got me interested in another channel again smh-
Kid!Me: "Whoa! Shadow's so cool and edgy, I love him!" Adult!Me: *quietly staring at the screen while Maria describes her symptoms* "... Yeah that's exactly what Mom goes through."
Please advise, lol, HOW DO I REMIND MYSELF TO DRINK WATER?
sooooooon....