i am peer pressuring myself to rip the internet out of me like the leech it is. please point and laugh at me for being online. go on. scrutinize like you have never scrutin'd before
1/13/23- somehow i managed to update my batb fic- changed the title so it's less basic
And i wrote a oneshot!
OAAAAAAAAA LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK
what a beautiful day to remember that trans people of color exist and deserve better
EXAMS ARE OVERRR
go on get up. leave your room. give the sunlight something thats an ease to fall onto. something itd be overjoyed to outline the shadow of
lord the way this strikes me dead in the heart. but if I did this to any of my friends I would end up blarghing out a 30 minute speech on why I love them and look Weird
you need to be earnest. you need to tell people that you love them. you need to speak on how you’re feeling honestly. you need to be sentimental. you need to stop letting the fear of other people laughing at you have so much control over how you express yourself. you need to get over yourself. you need to be embarrassing but true.
I PULLED MY PHONE OUT OF MY POCKET BUT THERE WAS A RECEIPT THERE SO IT PULLED OUT A RECEIPT WITH IT AND THE RECEIPT FLEW INTO THE TOILET
my dad likes to call the stretches of time where you’re not creating “dreaming periods” and says that they’re meant to allow you to absorb all of the beauty, life, and inspiration from the things around you so that when you’re able to create again, you will have fanned your spark back into a flame. sometimes its hard to see those moments as anything but stagnation, but he always says that they’re natural and healthy and needed—things that should be embraced rather than feared.
1/10/23- Finished a oneshot! I have yet to get it beta'd but here's a snippet:
"She thought of casual touches sparking fire across her skin and quiet mornings, intense gazes and wanting, afraid yet still reaching out."
Yes i know the structure is a bit flawed, but hence the beta. Made some progress on my to-be long fic, tho i don't know where to end the chapter.
three things:
I hate chemistry
I want to scream
And i want to share my trashy fics with you all as much as you guys want to read them which is not much but it's still something
Trump is probably going to remove the TikTok ban shortly after his inauguration and secure a chunk of the youth vote.