99.9999% accuracy
โme timeโ and itโs just lay in bed reading fanfiction for hours
->Iโm comfortable with writing most of the tropes, so feel free to request anything <3.
-> However, I donโt write heavy angst with extremely sensitive topics. (I do like writing light angst tho.)
-> I will never write a cheating/ leaving significant other for the reader trope, sorry.
-> I DO write mature themes ($mut)๐
-> I may take around 2-7 days to respond to a request, especially if itโs a long one, but stay tuned because it will be worth it ๐.
-> Currently only writing for the Harry Potter / Marauders fandom
With love,
Slytherinsimp12 xx
Pairing: Fem!Reader x Fred weasly
Warnings: Fluff, Suggestive and Use of y/n
Summary: Y/n falls off her broom after a quidditch match and sustains a serious spine injury. She is supposed to be in bed rest at madam pomferyโs , but her bf ,Fred misses her a little to much.
Black clouded your peripheral vision, the world seemed to be spinning and you couldnโt make sense of the figures before you. Soon everything came into focus, a group of people circled around the bed you were lying on; the Gryffindor Quidditch team. Where were you? What happened? Why was everyone looking down at you?
โI think she is waking up,โ a girlโs voice announced.
Then it all came crashing back to you... You fell off your broom during the Quidditch match! You were trying to hit the Bludger away from Harry just as he was about to catch the Golden Snitch, but it hit you in the head and you fell, toppling down 20 feet.
โDid we win?โ You managed to croak, your voice barely a whisper.
โA determined lad she is, even on her death bed,โ George said.
โAnd there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. How are you feeling, Y/N?โ Hermione asked, smiling at you.
โNever been better,โ you joked.
โYes. I caught the Snitch. All thanks to you. But please be more careful next time, Y/N. Nearly gave me a stroke when you fell,โ Harry said, answering your question.
You smiled wearily.
Everyone was here, but the one person you wanted was nowhere to be seen.
โUh- Whereโs Fred?โ you questioned.
โRight here, love.โ A red-eyed Fred appeared.
โAww baby, have you been crying?โ you asked, teasing him.
Fred walked up to the bed and pressed a gentle kiss on your forehead.
โWeโll take that as a cue to leave then. Take care, mate,โ Ron announced.
After everyone left, tears escaped from Fredโs eyes.
โFreddieโฆ Iโm fine. Donโt cry, love,โ you said as you brushed his cheek with your fingers.
โDonโt ever scare me like that again, okay?โ
โOkay.โ You gave him a weak smile.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
โTHREE WEEKS!โ Fred shouted at George.
โThree bloody weeks Y/Nโs been on bedrest! I canโt take it anymore, good god help me!โ he cried.
โWhatโs with all the yelling?โ you asked as the Weasley twins approached you.
โThis big guy here is having a hard time keeping his little guy under control, since youโve been on bedrest.โ George smirked.
You couldnโt help but turn red after Georgeโs comment.
โOh bugger off, George,โ Fred scolded.
After George left, Fred cozied up on the hospital bed with you.
โI miss you so much, Y/N.โ
โI miss you more.โ
โYou knowโฆ there are things we can do that donโt require muchโฆ action. I wonโt even need to get out of bed,โ you suggested.
โDonโt tempt me, love. What if someone walks in on us?โ he asked.
โSo let themโฆโ you smirked.
(All rights reserved, ยฉ)
When we said โJamesโ, this was not the James we meant. ๐
(Not complaining tho xx)
Harry potter x Reader
Authorโs Note: Hey! This is my first time publishing a fic/ one shot, let me know if there are any mistakes ( I managed to remove how many ever I found). Open to requests <3. Mainly FLUFF and quidditch. Hope you enjoy it!
ยฐโโ.เณเฟ* Whereโs the trophy? He just comes running over to me ยฐโโ.เณเฟ*
It was the quidditch final. Slytherin versus gryffindor. Tensions were high and points were low. Harry had trained his arse off for this match, day and night, ignoring his school work, his friends and ignoring the one person he never wanted to ignore, you.
Oliver Wood was behind his tail the past month, working Harry like a dog. You would watch each-other during classes sometimes or exchange a few words during dinner. That was the extent of it for the past month. It was driving you insane; not being able to be with Harry. It was definitely not easier on him. He found himself constantly dreaming about you, and whenever he thought he had free time and came to see you , Wood would steal him away for practice.
Gryffindor needed to win today. No matter what. Then it would all be worth it. Harryโs efforts and time he spent on quidditch instead of on you would all be worth it if they won.
60:40, slytherin was leading by 20 points, but Harry needed to wait for gryffindor to secure 50 points before catching the snitch in order for them to win the cup. You watched anxiously, clutching your scarf , as Draco tailed behind Harry trying to knock him off his broom. Obviously, Dracoโs pathetic attempts failed because Harry was too good at what he did. Thatโs one of the reasons you loved him so much. He was so effortlessly brilliant at everything he did.
You jumped in excitement as Angelina throws the quaffle through one of slytherinโs hoops. The final 10 points needed for Harry to catch the snitch were secured by Katie Bell. Gryffindor and slytherin were tied. 60:60. Seeing this Harry chases after the snitch, flying through the crowd, and over you at some point. After a solid five minutes, madam Hooch blows her whistle , as Harry catches the golden snitch.
โAND GRYFFINDOR WINS THE QUIDDITCH CUP!โ Jordan Lee announced
The gryffindor team hurries to Harryโs side to celebrate, but he ignores them, pushing everyone out of the way, he eagerly jumps off his broom and sprints towards you.
Tears in his eyes, Harry hugged you so tight you couldnโt even breathe. Pulling away, he drew you in for a passionate kiss, it sent shivers down your spine. Your cheeks flushed and your stomach filled with butterflies. You kissed him back, tasting a bit of sweat and salty tears but you didnโt care. You knew everyoneโs eyes were on you, they were cheering loudly. But none of it mattered as Harry embraced you tightly.
โWhereโs the trophy?โ You asked
โI donโt know. I just wanted to come running over to youโ Harry smiled.
(All rights reserved, ยฉ)
โหเฟ ๐๐ค๐ช ๐๐๐ฃโ๐ฉ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐๐ค๐ฎ๐๐ง๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐หโ
James Potter x fem!reader
You had a one stand with your long term rival, James potter, before Christmas break. Now back at Hogwarts, James becomes more annoying than usual ; cock blocking you from seeing any other guy besides him.
โ๐ฌ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐โ
Angst and a very jealous James Potter
(Happy ending)
Authorโs note: Hey everyone! This is the clean version of the fanfic/ story. Here is the explicit version.๐คญ.
Happy reading <3!
The snow covered windows blocked any trace of sunlight from entering the dimly lit Potions class room. The smell of powdered sage and fresh wormwood wafted in the air , creating a perfect ambiance for potion brewing. Students were filled with more energy than usual ; having just returned from Christmas break.
You take a seat at the very front of the classroom, excited for professor Slughorn to start the lesson. All the excitement drains from your face when an all too familiar figure plops down on the seat next to you. His messy black hair covered his forehead, making his Hazel eyes appear brighter and larger.
โPsyched to be back, are we?โ James Potter said, flashing you that famous grin of his.
You were dreading this moment since last night; having to see James again after what went down before break. How was he acting so normal?
โWhat do you want, James?โ You asked, annoyed, refusing to make eye contact with him.
โItโs lovely to see you too, y/n. My holiday was great, thanks for asking. How was yours?โ He said cheekily.
โPiss off , Potter.โ You mumbled.
The conversation was cut short, thankfully, after Slughorn entered the classroom.
You didnโt understand why James was being so nice. He was never exactly unpleasant towards you, but you and James were rivals in all the things that mattered. Whether it was Quidditch or the Grades you got, you both always had to be better than the other in everything you did. This lead to the exchange of snarky remarks now and then , James teasing you whenever he had the chance. Sometimes, he would take it as far as publicly humiliating you in-front of the whole class by playing โpractical jokesโ on you. Thatโs why you hated thinking about what happened before Christmas break.
It was way past curfew, and the library was empty , except for an exhausted James Potter , sitting at the table across yours. You made the awful mistake of joining him for a cup of coffee. One thing lead to another, and the next morning you found yourself tangled in the sheets of the arrogant gryffindor boy. However, you thought that was the end of it, neither of you would acknowledge what happened and go back to usual. But, James clearly had other plans.
A month had passed and you noticed the fact that James had gone back to normal. Back to being your annoying rival. Nothing else. You didnโt understand why it bothered you so much. This is what you wanted.
One morning, during breakfast, you received a box of sweets from honeydukes and a bouquet of enchanted flowers that turned into butterflies at your touch.
โWho are they from!โ Lily said, jumping with excitement by your side.
โI donโt knowโฆ thereโs no note.โ You said as you blushed uncontrollably.
โSomeoneโs got herself a secret admirer! I personally think theyโre from that Ravenclaw boy, Marcus, sheโs been talking to.โ Marlene shouted, too loudly for your liking.
At this comment, Jamesโ head jolted up, his eyes meeting yours and his expression almostโฆ hurt.
That evening after dinner, you made your way back to your dorm, when you were greeted by a distressed Marcus. His face was badly beaten, a large bleeding gash was across his forehead and he had an enormous black eye.
โOh Merlin! Marcus what happened!!??โ You yelled.
โY/nโฆ just to be clear, I did NOT send you any gifts this morning. I think itโs best if we stayed away from each other.โ Marcus said, as he practically ran away from you.
โWait! Marcus! Atleast tell me who did this to you!โ You shouted after him, but he was already 10 feet away.
The day after, in charms, a kind boy from Hufflepuff was teaching you the right way to hold your wand while performing a certain spell.
โSo you want to hold it at an angle of 45 degrees, whilst making a โSโ motion with your arm.โ He explained, guiding your hands with his. You couldnโt help but smirk, because obviously he was flirting with you. From the side of your eye, you caught a very irritatedโฆ almost jealous looking James, staring daggers at the Hufflepuff boy.
About an hour later, you went to Madam Pomfery to get some ointment for your finger; you nicked it during potions, when you found that kind boy who had just helped you in charms, lying on a bed. His face was swollen ten times the normal size, and his body was shaking uncontrollably.
โMadam Pomfery! What happened to him?โ You asked, worried.
โNasty Hex. He claims one of the Gryffindor boys did it.โ She explained.
Weeks went by, but you noticed something extremely unusual. Every single guy from your year was avoiding you. Even the ones you thought were your friends. Something wasnโt right.
โLily! Wait up!โ You called after the red headed girl as she walked to class.
โHey y/n! How you holding up?โ She asked, a pitiful expression plastered across her face.
โHow am I holding up? What do you mean?โ You sounded almost offended.
โOh sorryโฆ I thought you noticed by now-โ
She countered.
โNoticed what? Noticed the fact that every single boy is avoiding me. Yea. I have bloody noticed that. Do you happen to know why the hell that is? โ I questioned.
โOhโฆ erm. I really shouldnโt get involved but, James has been beating up and threatening every guy who speaks to you.โ
She told.
โYou canโt be serious.โ You hissed through your teeth.
โIโm sorry, love. I thought you already knew. Iโve got to get to classโฆ. Iโll catch you later!โ Lily said, as she walked away.
You were furious. Where ever James Potter was, he better watch out, because you were going to END him. You burst into an empty class room to make sense of everything, and thats when you saw him. James was sitting on a desk, with a few books spread open in front of him.
โINCENDIOโ you pointed your wand at his books, setting them on fire.
โWhat in Merlins name are you doing!?โ James shouted, as he jumped up and away from the flames.
โWho the bloody hell do you think you are, potter? You pathetic excuse of a man. Beating up guys who talk to me? It was a one night thing. Get over it. You are NOT my boyfriend.โ You said, practically up in his face, with your wand poking at his chest.
โHow oblivious are you? It may have been a casual thing for you, but it was not bloody casual for me!โ He spat back.
โI sent you flowers y/nโฆ. And you thought they were from someone elseโฆ I ache every second that I am not with you. I burn for you y/nโฆโHe whispered, lowering your wand and getting closer.
Whatever gap there was between your faces was closed by James smashing his lips into yours. You gave in. You finally just gave in, and kissed him back.
Why did you have to resist for so long? This is what you wanted. This was secretly what you wanted all along. Now you were regretting everything you just said to him.
Pulling away from the kiss, a soft โIโm so sorryโฆโ escaped your lips.
โI know, love.โ James said, as he tucked your hair behind your ear.
โNext time Potter, be better at expressing your feelings.โ You joked.
Wrapped in the arms of the boy you tried so hard to hate all these years, you couldnโt love him more.
(All rights reserved, ยฉ)
An interesting way to word it
behind every hot girl there is unhealthy, slightly concerning, spiritual connection to harry potterโs dead parents dead friend group
Pairing: James Potter x fem!reader
Summary: The day after you and James share a kiss, he invited you to watch him play quidditch. You get jealous seeing him with another girl. You meet his friend group. Things donโt end well.
Warnings: Lily is mentioned as Jamesโ friend for the sake of reader x james,( I love jily), Cursing , Rude Sirius, Angst towards the end.
Authorโs note: Hi cuties xx. I hope you enjoy pt.2. Iโll be posting pt.3 soon. Feel free to leave comments or send requests if you have any suggestions/improvements/ ideas for this pt and pt-3. Follow me to keep up the updates. <3.
Part 3 (finale) uploaded!
Part 1 and Part 3
โโโโโโโโโโโโXโโโโโโโโโโโโ
You woke up to the sound of your dorm mates bubbling over todayโs quidditch match. Your head was throbbing with pain; you barely got any sleep last night. Then it all came crashing back to you, the late night stroll that lead to your kiss with James Potter. Bloody hell. Did it really happen? Or was it just an extremely vivid dream. Dubious about the accuracy of your memory, you got up and quickly got dressed , and headed to breakfast.
The great hall was filled with the chatter of excited students; they were all raving about todayโs match. Gryffindor versus Slytherin. Well that explains the dung bombs last night.
Your palms were sweating with nerves, you were so not ready to see him yet.
Right on cue, you spotted James sitting with his friends, and stuffing his face with food.
โIโve got to fuel up for the match. Dโyou think having this amazing body was easy?โ James gloated coyly.
Your stomach filled with butterflies, how pathetic. There James was, an arrogant git, attacking his food like there was no tomorrow. Yet, you couldnโt help let out a small smile.
โY/n!โ James shouted across the hall.
Your face flushed red out of embarrassment. You tried looking away , but it was too late. James jogged over to you.
โHey pretty.โ He smirked.
โHi.โ You said plainly.
โSo, today is the quidditch match. You coming to see me play?โ He grinned.
โUhโฆ I donโt know. Iโm not really a sports kinda person.โ You told.
โOh come on, just come to see the legendary James Potter in action, love.โ He pleaded.
Merlin, how could someone be so obnoxious yet so charming.
โTone it down a notch, โprongsโ. โ You teased, making air quotes.
โIโll see if I can come, iโve got a lot of reading to catch up on.โ You continued, walking away before he could reply.
The encounter left your stomach rumbling. Thanks to that idiot James, you couldnโt even think about keeping down any food right now.
You hated how James left you feeling. You didnโt like anticipating your face in a red flush, you didnโt like seeing double vision in a rose blush, and most of all, you didnโt like feeling vulnerable by the mere presence of someone, let alone a boy. A boy that half the school is in love with.
Going to the quidditch match was a bad idea, letting James in was a bad idea, it went against everything you told yourself from your very start of Hogwarts. Yet, you found yourself doing exactly that.
You decided you could spare a few minutes to watch the quidditch match. You gaslit yourself into believing you were going for the sake of โenjoying and learning the sportโ, and not for James. You made your way into the Y/H stands, trying your best not to be noticed by the messy haired Gryffindor chaser. Although, you hardly doubted he would notice you from 50 feet above.
The match dragged on for 3 whole hours, and you were appalled by the fact that you stayed the whole duration. You watched a handful of matches your whole life, but this one, this one was different. It had something to do with the fact that, James was so effortlessly good at what he did.
Gryffindor won even though Slytherinโs seeker caught the snitch. They were leading by a 100 points, and James had thrown the quaffle into the hoop more than 20 times. Even you knew that the victory was mostly his doing. The Gryffindor team jumped off their brooms, and started jumping with excitement, adrenaline pumping through their veins. You wanted to congratulate James, it was the decent thing to do, right?
As you were walking up to the ground, a red headed girl beat you to him. She hugged him rather intimately, and placed a kiss on his cheek. Your stomach churned. Maybe it was the nausea from not eating or maybe it was seeing that girl being so close to James, you didnโt care. What were you doing? Coming to a quidditch match for the captain of the Gryffindor team? You didnโt expect him to notice you, then why were you so offended when he didnโt? Without thinking, you ran out the filed, wanting nothing more than to forget about the stupid match, the stupid kiss and stupid James fucking potter.
The following night in the library ,you were drowning in a pile of books, struggling to finish all your assignments.
โWe need to stop running into each other like this.โ A voice whispered into your ear from behind.
โAlthough, you seem to be more interested in running away from me than into me.โ James continued. Well youโd he damned. He did in-fact notice you at the match.
โI donโt know what youโre talking aboutโ you mumbled, refusing to turn around and look at him.
โCโmon, love. Donโt be coy. Why did you run away like that? Still flustered after last night are we?โ He pressed.
โPiss off, Potter.โ You spat, trying to walk away.
โWait! Donโt be like that. Do you want to talk about what happened last night, is that it?โ He asked, gripping your wrist, stopping you from walking away.
โNo. Clearly youโd rather talk to that red headed girl you were being so โfriendlyโ with earlier. I get it, the kiss was no big deal. Itโs coolโ You lied.
โNo big deal? Ouch.โ He said, removing a fake arrow from his heart.
โThat red head earlier was Lily Evans. Sheโs my good mate. Trust me, you do NOT need to worry about Lily, plus Iโm certain sheโs got a thing for Snivellus.โ James explained.
โSnivellus?โ You questioned. What is up with him and these stupid nicknames?
โLong story. Anyway, why donโt you join me and the lads in the Gryffindor common room tonight. Weโre celebrating the win.โ Was James asking you to meet his friends tonight? No way. There was only one person you found more insufferable than James, Sirius freaking Black. He was obviously going to be there.
โUm- I- I have uhโฆ errands-โ you tried to come up with an excuse but James cut you off.
โIโll see you tonight.โ He said, as he winked and disappeared into the dark.
A few hours after dinner, you reluctantly made your way into the Gryffindor common room. Everyone seemed to be asleep. The room was dimly lit, with cosy sofas arranged next to a roaring fire. You spotted James , Sirius, Remus , Peter, Lily and Marlene sprawled in front of the fire place.
You cleared your throat, making your presence aware.
โY/n! You came!โ James greeted, pulling you into a side hug.
After introducing you to the group, James insisted you sat right next to him on the sofa. At some point during the night, his hands found their way to the small of your back, tracing gentle circles on it. You didnโt want to admit it, but you were starting to enjoy yourself. But that didnโt last long.
Sirius insisted on playing a game of Truth or Dare, where he mostly targeted you. You managed to dodge most of the questions, which really pissed Sirius off.
โOk. Fine. If youโre not going to answer any of the questions, Y/n, why is it that you have no friends? Why do you walk around alone and eat alone all the time like some depressed loser.โ Sirius said bluntly.
Heat spread from your ears to your neck. Your face burned with embarrassment. That did it.
โFuck off , Black.โ You flipped him off , as you stormed out of the common room.
โWhat the hell, mate?โ You heard James say.
You were walking so fast it could be considered running.
โY/n, wait!โ James called after you.
You tried to ignore him, but he caught up with you in the corridor because the stupid stair cases decided to move, again.
โY/nโฆIโm so sorry. Ignore Sirius. He can be a real dick.โ James said.
โHey, look at me.โ He tilted your head up to meet his eyes. They were filled with regret. He probably regretted calling you tonight. What was he thinking? Did he expect his friends to like you? In what world would that be true? You saw how they picked on people like you. How they bullied those different from them. Why did you expect anything else?
โWhat are you thinking?โ James asked, brushing his thumb against your cheek. He was standing extremely close to you again. Practically hovering. Before you could answer, he pulls you in, locking his lips with yours. A sudden warmth spreads through your body. You close your eyes, the subtle pressure of his hands on your waist sending jolts of electricity down your spine. This was wrong. Stop. Pull away. You thought to yourself, but your body wouldnโt comply. You kissed him back with more aggression than you anticipated, running your fingers through his hair. After what felt like an eternity of pure heavenly bliss, James pulled away.
โShould we head back?โ He asked.
Then you came back to your senses. Reality was a harsh slap in the face. Deal with it now, so youโre not left wretched later.
โI canโt ,James. I canโt do this. I donโt know what I was thinking. I thought I could handle your friends, the crowds and the constant attention your around. But, truth be told, I really canโt. Itโs all too much for me. Youโre too much for meโฆyouโll probably be fine, maybe even better off without me. This was a big mistake.โ You said, gesturing between the two of you.
For the first time in history, James Potter was left speechless. His face was engulfed with hurt. You didnโt want to hurt him, but it was better him than you.
(All rights reserved, ยฉ)
Tag list ๐:
@colouredbyd , @d1lf-loverrr , @dollysh
me core ๐
Pairing : Remus Lupin x Reader
Summary : The stress of your final year at Hogwarts was getting to you, with NEWTs coming closer, you were an absolute mess. You were avoiding everyone, especially him.
โMeet me at our spot?โ Remus asked one afternoon, obviously you couldnโt say no. The stress of exams lead you to confess something you never thought you would.
Warnings: Fluff and Mild language.
Authorโs note: Hey cuties, this story/fic has no specific gender for the reader , so Iโm just gonna tag it โx readerโ. I wrote this as a way to cope with my own exam stress ๐( instead of studying ofc). Happy reading xx.
โThe essay on โThe Draught Of The Living Deathโ is due this week, remember -16 inches of parchment! Class dismissed.โ Professor Slughornโs announcement met with disappointed sighs from the students. Great, you thought to yourself. One more bloody thing to add to your to do list. You ran your fingers through your hair, coating them in grease. Oh god. How long had it been since you washed your hair? You didnโt even look in the mirror anymore, infact you were pretty sure you werenโt even wearing the whole uniform. They werenโt joking about NEWTs (nastily exhausting wizarding test) , it earned its name. But itโs fine, studying is good. Studying is better than thinking about him. You forced yourself off the desk and tried not to collapse on the floor due to exhaustion.
โYou look like hell.โ Remus said, placing a hand on your shoulder.
โGee thanks, Moony. Always knew how to make a girl feel good about herself.โ You replied, sarcastically.
You and Remus made your way to the great hall for lunch, and joined the rest of your friend group.
โMerlinโฆ. What happened to you, y/n?โ Sirius asked.
โWhat is it with everyone today?! Am I the only one whoโs not able to keep up with all the work the professors are throwing our way?!โ You snapped.
โWell, we do have our NEWTs this year-โ
James said, getting cut off by Lily.
โOh leave her alone! Iโm just as exhausted as you, y/n. Honestly , Iโm hanging on by a thread.โ
The lot of you finished your lunch in silence, exam season was really getting to everyone.
You made your way to the library, not lifting your gaze from the book in your hand, when you bumped into a tall figure.
โBloody hell, youโre really loosing it, arenโt you?โ Remus joked.
โYea. How arenโt you?โ You asked, but you already knew the answer. Remus Lupin ,the smartest student in your year. He never got anything less than an โOโ in all his exams, yet he always remained calm and collected. You wanted to ask him how he did it, but you didnโt want to sound like you were praising him or anything. Ew. You guys didnโt do all that sappy bullshit.
โEh, you know me.โ He said, casually.
โIโm worried about you, love. You seem so stressed. Meet me at our spot? After classes? Itโs been a while since weโve had one our โchatsโ. โ He said, giving you that warm Remus Lupin smile that always made you melt. Ugh. Get your shit together, y/n.
โUm. Yea. Okay. Iโll see you there.โ You smiled and walked away.
After an unbearably long time, classes had finally finished for the day. You remembered your promise to Remus, dropped your things off in your dorm, and made your way to the Whomping Willow. It had been โyour spotโ since third year, when you found out about Moonyโs furry little problem. You saw Madam Pomfery guiding him to that eldritch tree one night, curiosity took over and you decided to investigate. Remus wasnโt thrilled when you confronted him, but he grew fond of talking to you about things he couldnโt talk to others, not even the marauders. They knew about him being a werewolf, but they didnโt understand or listen to him like you did. So, atleast once a week, you and Remus found yourselves sitting under the Whomping Willow and emptying out the greatest sorrows of your hearts. You laughed and laughed for hours, till neither of you even understood why you were sad in the first place. Remus had this effect on you, he made you feel seen. Not that no one else saw you, but seen in a way no one else had before. Seen and heard. You didnโt want to admit it, but Merlinโฆ. The things you would do for Moony.
The weather was pleasant in an odd way. It wasnโt too sunny nor was it gloomy, it was a perfect mix of clouds and slight wind.
โY/n!โ Remus waved at you, as he laid down under the tree. There was a knot in the tree he would press with the help of his wand, to stop it from crushing you both to your deaths.
โHiya, Moony.โ You laid down right next to him, turning to his side to face him.
โNot handling the NEWTs stress very well then?โ He asked.
โWhat does it look like?โ You said, gesturing to your pathetic state.
Remus reached into his pocket and offered you some chocolate. You couldnโt refuse. This was one of the things you loved about him so much, no matter when no matter where, your moony always had chocolate with him. He even smelt like it at this point.
โI miss you.โ Remus whispered.
โIโm right here.โ You smiled, a tinge of guilt settling in your stomach. You had been avoiding Remus. You loved him so much, he was your person, but you started to develop new feelings- feelings you didnโt recognise- towards him, so you being you, decided to distance yourself from him. He was your best friend, he was moony for Merlinโs sake. Whatever stupid new feelings you had were best kept suppressed.
โNo youโre not. I get it, y/n. NEWTs are stressful, but you cannot keep pushing me away like that. Youโre my best friend.โ Remus complained, tucking a strand of your stray hair behind your ear.
Friend. That word friend made something inside of you hurt. It was strange, you never thought being called โbest friendโ by Moony would make you feel any shade of sadness, but thats what it was doing.
โWell, thatโs the problem, isnโt it?โ You blurted out. You didnโt care if he knew now, it was paining you too much to keep it all in.
An addled look spread across Remusโ face.
He took you by your wrist and rolled you towards him, pulling you into a tight embrace. You both started to laugh uncontrollably.
โOi! Loony Lupin! Let me gooo!โ You protested, squirming against his grip. You didnโt want to admit it, but you felt so safe in his arms. Nothing could go wrong right now, not when Moony was holding you.
โNever! Not until you tell me what that meant.โ He chucked into your shoulder.
You stopped laughing and looked him dead in the eye. Canโt you tell? Look me in the eye, Remus. Canโt you tell that Iโm in love with you? You thought to yourself, but obviously, you couldnโt say that.
Suddenly, you noticed how close the two of you actually were. His hands were around your waist, both your faces inches away, you could feel his warm breath against your cheeks.
You jerked upright, escaping his grip, and stood up.
โRight, ermโฆ Iโm gonna go-โ You mumbled.
โY/n! Stop! Why are you being like this?โ He shouted after you.
โWhy am I being like this? How thick can you be!!?? Honestly Remus, for someone so smart, you really are dumb.โ You spat, not caring what he thought.
โWhat are you talking about, y/n?โ He stopped you from walking, standing too close to you for your liking.
โIโm bloody in love with you, you fool.โ You managed, your voice barely a whisper.
Well, thats the end of your friendship with Remus Lupin. He was probably gonna laugh in your face now, with the rest of the marauders of course. But wait, he wasnโt laughing- his eyebrows creased as a delicate smile spread across his face.
โOh love, why didnโt you just say so?โ He closed the distance between the two of you by pulling you into a deep kiss. You kissed back, maybe too eagerly, but you didnโt care. You had waited for this for so long, your insides felt like a rollercoaster, as he wrapped an arm around your waist.
You pulled away and looked at his face, he was completely undone.
โMaybe instead of avoiding me and drowning yourself in school work, if you had told me how you felt, you wouldโve found out that I felt the same way.โ Remus said, kissing your forehead.
You smiled. Remus and you, under the Whomping Willow- your spot. Everything was okay now, you felt normal again, after so long.
(All rights reserved, ยฉ)
Fuck drugs. Have you ever been addicted to reading angsty fanfics about Harry Potter's dead parents and their friends? That shit will kill you.