Fuck It, I Said To Them All, A Radical Surgeon Of My Own Life. Never Discuss. Cut.

Have you ever looked closely at a car windshield?

The edge of the glass is painted where it is glued to the car but it has these small dots between the clear and painted glass.

These are there for a reason. When the sun hits the glass the painted areas and the clear areas will absorb heat at different rates. This causes the glass to expand and contract differently putting stress on the glass.

These dots help the glass to warm up more evenly over a larger area so the glass does not suffer stress that could cause it to spontaneously explode.

Fun fact: the Tesla cybertruck doesn’t have these.

Yes, the glass will spontaneously crack or explode in the sun.

"We do not have the responsibility of making gay life look good to straights so that they will accept us. I am not at all interested in promoting a cleaned up image to a straight world which is twice as corrupt and ten times as sick."

Vito Russo

Photography by Betty Lane, 1978

I encountered a drug called "Dextromethorphan" when looking up things that react with grapefruits for a fic. I found out it's been banned in Sweden since the 90s, so I couldn't use it for this specific story, but if you've got any interesting history I'd be happy so know!

Are you ready for this? Like. Ask yourself. Are you really ready for this?

In 1954, a researcher with the US Public Health Service received $282,215 (1954 dollars) from the US Navy, ostensibly to find a non-addictive alternative to an opiate drug called codeine (used for pain and and as a cough suppressant).

So the researcher found a bunch of people who had substance abuse disorder and tested 800 substances on them, trying to find ones that couldn't cause physical or psychological dependence, even on people who were prone to that sort of thing.

(Now, you might be asking if this experiment was ethical. The USPHS was concurrently doing the infamous Tuskegee Syphilis Study, so while I couldn't find any concrete answer, imma guess no.)

Out of these 800 tested substances, we use 3 today: propoxyphene (used as a painkiller), diphenoxylate (used as a diarrhea medication), and dextromethophan (a cough suppressant (and, as of 2022, part of a fast-acting antidepressant)).

Importantly, it was later noted that all of these are addictive substances and today most of them require a prescription. Though depending on where you are in the world, you might just have to be over 21 and show an ID.

You might think this sounds like a pretty standard story.

You would be wrong.

Because while the US Navy was the one handing the money to the USPHS, the US Navy had come by it via the Central Intelligence Agency.

Yes. The good ol' CIA.

So what stake did the CIA have in a non-addictive codeine replacement? Nothing, it turns out. That's just what they'd told the US Navy. What they really wanted was an incapacitant- a drug that causes incapacitation like unconsciousness or continuous hallucinations- without killing. Incapacitants are also useful for discrediting prominent political figures by making them look like they have severe mental health concerns, which was another reason the CIA wanted them.

This was part of a project called MKPILOT.

And wouldn't you like to know which of the three listed above they liked the most? Dextromethorphan. Because at high doses it causes severe- and incapacitating- hallucinations (this is also why it is banned in Sweden).

The problem with it is that it requires really, really high doses (about 3 grams, which would have to be packaged in some other substrate)- this would make it difficult to slip into a drink or food.

(It should be noted that around the same time, the US Army was doing research into a much more usable incapacitant called 3-Quinuclidinyl Benzilate which required as little as 150mg of the substance to be useful- it was featured in a MacGyver episode and I did a nice little review of it here. While I have no sources that say the CIA was directly involved in funding this, based on their extensive funding of similar DoD projects at the time, they probably did.)

But you wanted to know about how grapefruit interacts with dextromethorphan:

A substance in grapefruit (along with seville oranges, limes, pomelos, and possibly pomegranates) blocks the pathway by which many drugs are metabolized in the liver. This causes the levels of drug in the body to be much higher than expected. In the case of dextromethorphan in particular, it can mean that the drug stays in the body a lot longer- up to 24 hours instead of the usual 3-4 hours. It can also make side effects and toxic effects significantly worse, leading to hallucinations and sedation, even at low doses normally used for coughing.

circus circus detail – it looks like this structure, which dates the opening of its hotel in 1972, houses its main power generators. this whole complex, opened in 1968 as an extraordinary bacchanal of a casino, has come to seem like more and more of a las vegas modernist masterpiece as everything around it is replaced by generic 21st century chintz. las vegas, nev. february 2024

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Howard Johnson Hotel – Spring '74. The hotel at 115 E. Tropicana Ave, Las Vegas, has had nine names since opening in 1973.

Timeline

'73: Howard Johnson Motor Lodge Hotel. Corrao Construction began the work in Fall '72. Oesterle Nevada Corp opened the 340-room hotel in Fall '73. Partners include Sala & Ruthe Realty and Harley Harmon. (Ground breaking for new Howard Johnson's held. Review-Journal, 9/10/72)

'75: Paradise Hotel & Casino. New sign was built in '76.

'77: 20th Century Hotel & Casino.

'79: The Treasury Hotel & Casino. Operated by Herb Pastor.

'82: The Treasury bought by O'Donnel & Philbin, closed in Jul. 

'85: Pacifica Hotel, opens without a casino in Jul. serving gay customers. Pacific uses a stripped-down version of the Treasury sign.

'85: Polynesian Hotel, in Oct. “Officials of the Pacifica Resort near the Las Vegas Strip recently announced the name of the hotel is being changed to the Polynesian Hotel in order to divorce itself from gay clientele” - Reno Gazette Journal, 10/8/85. Polynesian closes Oct. ’86. 

'89: Hotel San Remo. Operated by Sukeaki Izumi.

'91: Second tower addition. 

2006: Hooters Hotel & Casino

2019: Oyo Hotel & Casino. 

'72 – Rendering of Howard Johnson Motor Lodge Hotel

'74 – Lounge at the Howard Johnson’s Hotel. Classiclasvegas

'75 – Paradise Hotel & Casino. Construction of a new sign is seen in this photo taken 1/15/76.

'77 – 20th Century Hotel & Casino

'79 – The Treasury Hotel. The sign was built out to this size, with various showgirl statues on the sign and around the parking area, by YESCO. Classiclasvegas

'85 – Reporters covering the opening of Pacific Hotel. Images from Tom Hawley’s Video Vault at News 3.

'85 – Polynesian. New sign by YESCO.