Slavetoaesthetics - Whole(wd)some

First time I drank piss

My ex used to destroy me.

He was the first guy I dated after my ex raped me and he loved how fucked up i was. He had a huge 9 inch cock and loved to tie me up and fuck my ass. We never used lube, he’d just fuck my face or pussy first.

He likes to leave me tied up to his bed or put me on all fours on the floor and use me as a footrest in between fucks.

He’d done so much to me at that point but I’d always beg for more. He would sit on my face and force my tongue into his ass (he was the first guy who’s ass I ate too). He would hit me. One time on my birthday, my dad was out of town and he made me text him back while he fucked my ass.

One day I stopped at his place before I went to college that day so he could use my holes that day. I would wake up 2 hours early some days to ensure he used me.

I walked in and he was waiting for me

“We’re trying something new today. Strip.”

I took my clothes off as fast as I could, instantly wet. I had no idea what to expect we’d already done so much.

“Good whore. Get on your knees and crawl after me.”

I followed him outside to his backyard. I was so nervous. It was the middle of the day so most people were at work but it was a townhouse complex and not very hidden. But he didn’t put me in the corner of the backyard for at least some privacy, I was right in the middle so everyone could see.

He asked me something about how I had promised I would be a good whore for him and if I meant it. I said yes. He asked if he could do anything he wanted to me. I said yes.

He told me to kneel and close my eyes and open my mouth. He told me not to move or close my mouth or he’d beat me. I was thinking he was going to make me lick his ass in public.

I’m sitting there for like 10 seconds and all of a sudden I feel a warm liquid on my face. I try my hardest not to move. I suddenly realize he’s pissing on me.

We’d never talked about piss play before. I felt so degraded that my own boyfriend knew I was so stupid I’d let him piss on me without talking about it first.

He then aimed for my mouth. The taste wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. I could tell he’d prepared for this and drank a lot of water. It was so hot that he planned it.

I held his piss in my mouth and didn’t swallow. He had told me not to move. Eventually he filled up my mouth and piss overflowed all over my body. He aimed his cock towards my hair. He knew how long I had spent on my hair and makeup to look good for school. He slowly stopped pissing and wiped his cock on my hair.

He told me to close my mouth but not to swallow yet. He told me I needed to get used to the taste of his piss because I was going to be tasting a lot of it.

He said a lot of degrading things after that while he jerked his cock in my face. I don’t remember most of them but a couple stand out.

“I bet you’re soaking wet right now, aren’t you? You’re disgusting.”

“I didn’t realize you were this fucked up, I bet I can get away with doing a lot more.”

Eventually he shoved me so I was on all fours. He told me if I let any piss out of my mouth that he would beat me. He told me I needed to mentally link the taste of piss with pleasure and that he was training me to be a dirty piss whore.

He shoved his cock in my cunt. I was so wet I could hear his cock fucking me. I started getting close to cumming already. It was so hard to keep my mouth shut and his piss was starting to taste bad from being in my mouth for so long.

His cock was drenched from fucking my cunt. He pulled out and started to push his cock in my ass. He used my ass so often it was easy, it didn’t even hurt me anymore. I just felt an insane amount of pleasure. Having my ass be so ruined that a 9 inch cock doesn’t bother me with a mouth full of piss made me feel so degraded. He was so deep in my ass and eventually, I actually came. He had trained me before to cum from having my ass fucked.

He fucked my ass until he was close. He pulled out and turned me around. He came all over my face.

“Swallow.”

It took me a couple times but I managed to swallow all of his piss.

“Clean my cock”

I licked every inch of his cock. I then took my fingers and took every drop of cum off of my face and into my mouth.

I never made it to class that day. He decided I should drink as much piss as possible that day until I crave it.

God, fuck....

Thinking about being strapped to a chair with weak restraints, and a dildo is in my ass, slowly fucking me. Every time I pull on my weak restraints, it gets a little faster.

In the beginning, the dildo is barely moving at all, and I'm focused entierly on attempting to break free. The bindings creak and groan, but every time I get close to snapping them, the dildo hits just the right spot, and I lose concentration for a second.

Then about 10 minutes in, the dildo is now going in once every 5 seconds. A steady, healthy pace. My eyes go a little unfocused every now and again as I'm still struggling (admittedly weaker though, so I make less progress). A screen in front of me turns on, showing a recording of a different person in the chair as me. By the looks of things, they've been struggling a while, and they broke.

"Nnmf! Pl-please! Fuck me!"

"I c-can't resist! I'm t-t-too weak!

"I can't str-struggle! I'm h-helpless!"

Their moans and admissions fill your ears. It's like the trap itself is telling you that this is what you're going to become (and you're kind of liking that idea).

After 20 minutes, sweat beads on your brow. The dildo is thrusting every second. Now and again, your face goes slack in pleasure. You're breathing heavily. The restraints just feel so hard to break, but you still need to try. One more push, you tell yourself. One more pu- the thought is scattered with a thrust. You instinctually moan out. You push. You creak. You try and break your restraints.

30 minutes later, and the dildo is thrusting twice every second. You're moaning like a slut in heat. You cum for the 4th time in 5 minutes. "I can't resist!" Is it a plea for help, or and admission of submission? You don't know anymore. And you don't really care~

(Thank you to @inkyswish for the idea!)

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