i had a dream where ivmet judge and he turned my teeth to maggits . i wokw up screaming at three am and woke up my dad who asked if i wanted to dance anx never die but i wasnt actually awake and then the kid showed up with a dog without a head and melted jnto blood that dripped upward. am i in danger
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the judge would've loved those horrible tiktok lion memes
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Some sketches/drawings I made at school (first one is the most recent, did it today because I was falling asleep during the lesson)
Blood Meridian - XXII - The judge pays a call
Me when whenwhen UHHH- 👁👁
The Judge - all day, all night, every fucking where until I'm dead...
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Only girls with crushes on soldiers who died 80 years ago knows real frustration
the governor’s favourite - from Chapter XIII
i plan on rereading blood meridian cause i haven't stopped thinking about how both the judge and dutch tried getting the kid and john to view the world through their lens, and how both the kid and john denied them their vision. like there's something about monsters seeking companionship and thinking they've found it, they've found the perfect protégé, someone who has the capacity to view their vision of the world, etcetera etcetera. a companion of the dark gift. someone who shares the same dark pleasure.
the way dutch says, "you never had the stomach for this." / "you never could see what i see, john. you were too scared." something about how he says, "come closer i've got surprise for you." something about how he says, "you always were a bad liar, john."
and how the judge tells the kid, "come here if you're not afraid" and "you came forward to take part in a work. but you were a witness against yourself. you sat in judgement of your own deeds. you put your own allowances before the judgement of history and you broke with the body of which you were pledged a part and poisoned it in all its enterprises. hear me, man. i spoke in the desert for you and only you and you turned a deaf ear to me." something about how the kid says, "lies, lies by god lies." and the judge says, "think again."
the parallels.. o(<
rraaaaahhh!!
literally addicted to him!!!!!!
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Probably I'll write something about the judge and one of my oc. Idk when, but I'll do it, I swear. Just give me some time (btw, idk if I should post a WIP art about them in my Arcane AU)
"When the lambs is lost in the mountain, he said. They is cry. Sometime come the mother. Sometime the wolf." 20yo, she/he/they, AFAB. Mostly WIPs or art, maybe even some fanfics; won't post a lot (I have a hyperfixation with BM, God forbid to someone like me to have a hobby 😔). Always free to talk.
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