Chapter 17: The Truth About Jin

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Chapter 16: A Fragile Return

The new term, the second year of Arthur’s nightmarish island sojourn, arrived with the noisy, unwelcome, and almost aggressive intrusion of the returning ferries. They disgorged their reluctant cargo of students onto the familiar, weathered pier – a chaotic, uneasy mix of fresh, unsuspecting new faces, their expressions ranging from nervous apprehension to a misplaced, naive excitement, and the more hardened, deeply wary, haunted-eyed returnees from the previous, blood-soaked, traumatic year. The island, which had been Arthur’s silent, mournful, and strangely, almost peacefully, isolated kingdom for many long weeks, was suddenly, jarringly, violently alive again with the cacophony of shrill youthful chatter, the thud of hastily unloaded, battered luggage, and the forced, brittle, almost desperate cheerfulness of the few remaining, equally traumatized teaching staff.

Arthur had somehow survived the long, profoundly solitary inter-term break through a combination of meticulous, desperate scavenging from the surprisingly well-stocked (if obscurely located and heavily fortified) emergency food larders he’d discovered deep in the school’s damp, echoing basement, and a grim, almost monastic, unwavering determination. His solitude had been absolute, his only constant, silent companion the still, unnervingly unchanged form of Michiru Inukai in her sealed, undisturbed dormitory room. He’d kept the room cool, the heavy blackout blinds permanently drawn against the harsh, unforgiving summer sun. The official story of her "tragic, contagious illness" and subsequent "peaceful passing" meant her room remained a sealed-off, almost taboo memorial, a place none of the superstitious or frightened staff dared enter.

But Arthur knew – or rather, desperately, fiercely hoped for – something more. Her body, even after all these weeks, was inexplicably, almost unnaturally, warm to the touch – a faint, persistent, life-like warmth that defied all rational explanation for someone supposedly deceased. This, for Arthur, was a stunning, almost terrifying confirmation that Michiru wasn't truly, irrevocably dead; that her extraordinary healing Talent could well be working in some profound, unseen way, fighting a slow, silent, almost impossible battle against the finality of death.

He hadn't breathed a word of this astonishing, terrifying possibility to a living soul. The reasons were manifold, each one a cold knot of fear in his gut. Firstly, any hint that he believed Michiru might return from the dead would invite immediate, intense, and deeply unwelcome scrutiny of his own "Talent." How could he possibly know such a thing? What "glimpse" could have shown him that? His fabricated abilities were already a precarious balancing act; any further probing could bring the whole charade crashing down around him. Secondly, and far more chillingly, was the thought of The Committee. If, by some infinitesimally small chance, news of Michiru's anomalous state, of his secret vigil and his bizarre hope, were to leak out, to somehow find its way back to Tsuruoka’s ears… they would undoubtedly descend upon her. They believed in the potential of powerful Talents to regenerate, he recalled that much with a shudder – it was probably the only vaguely true or insightful thing they’d ever inadvertently let slip about the true nature of these strange abilities amidst their mountain of lies. But their interest would be purely exploitative, monstrous. And if they discovered someone actively tending to such a phenomenon, actively hoping for it, they might see it as something more than just grief – they might interpret it as… defiance. Specks of resistance to their grand, evil designs. And if word of that got back to Nana, likely twisted by Tsuruoka to paint Arthur as an even greater, more unpredictable threat… That was a scenario Arthur certainly didn't want, a prospect that filled him with a unique and specific dread: going up against the full weight and force of the Japanese government, with all its shadowy resources, as well as a potentially re-conditioned, lethally focused Nana Hiiragi. The thought was unbearable.

So, he kept his vigil, his astonishing secret, locked tight within his own breast, the faint, persistent warmth of Michiru's hand beneath his own questing fingers his only, fragile confirmation. It transformed his lonely watch from one of hopeless grief into one of almost unbearable, anxious expectation. The terrifying unknown, of course, was the timescale. If such regeneration were even possible, how long would it take? Days? Weeks? Months? Or, God forbid, years? He didn’t know. Nobody did. But he had vowed to watch over her, to protect her, for as long as it took. He would not let her become an experiment. And he would not, he swore, allow her, if she did somehow return and was left alone, terrified, and uncontrolled, to eventually transform into one of those monstrous “Enemies of Humanity” that Tsuruoka cultivated, a fate he dimly understood from his anime memories to be a horrifying potential endpoint for unchecked or traumatized Talents.

When the other students returned, flooding the familiar corridors and common rooms with their unwelcome, boisterous vitality, Arthur Ainsworth was a visibly, profoundly changed individual. He was thinner, almost gaunt, his ill-fitting school uniform hanging loosely on his still-teenage frame. His eyes, sunk deeper into their sockets and shadowed with a perpetual weariness, held a haunted, faraway, almost unnervingly intense look. His interactions, always stilted due to his lack of a phone and his painfully rudimentary Japanese, were now even more clipped, his pronouncements, when he was forced to make them, often bleak, cynical, and unsettlingly prescient. He had become a pariah, an outcast, a figure of fear and morbid curiosity amongst his peers – the “creepy Tanaka-kun.” This strange, unending May, which had bled into a sweltering, oppressive summer on the island, felt so utterly disconnected from any concept of season or normalcy he had ever known; it was just an endless, timeless expanse of dread.

Nana Hiiragi was among the returnees. Her own transformation, Arthur noted, was less overtly physical but no less profound. The almost manic, candy-coated cheerfulness that had once been her primary, impenetrable camouflage was noticeably, significantly muted, replaced by a more sombre, introspective, and almost melancholic air. When her violet eyes, shadowed with a weariness that seemed too profound for her young face, inevitably met Arthur’s across the crowded, reawakened canteen on that first chaotic day back, he saw a complex, unreadable flicker of emotions – surprise at his continued, stubborn presence, perhaps a lingering trace of the raw guilt and profound confusion from their last terrible encounter, and a renewed, deeply wary, almost fearful assessment. The air between them, whenever their paths crossed, was thick with unspoken things.

Arthur knew he needed an ally, or at least, someone who wouldn’t immediately dismiss his dire warnings as madness. His thoughts, inevitably, reluctantly, turned to Kyouya Onodera. Kyouya was a consummate observer, a cold, logical, and entirely dispassionate analyst. He was, Arthur suspected, perhaps the only person on this godforsaken island who might, just might, possess the intellect and the detachment to believe even a fraction of the unbelievable truth, or at least to find his warnings pragmatically useful.

He found Kyouya in his usual self-imposed sanctuary in the furthest, quietest, most dust-laden corner of the school library. “Onodera,” Arthur began, his Japanese hesitant but firm. “We need to talk. Urgently. About what is coming.” Kyouya slowly closed his ancient book. He regarded Arthur with that unnerving, unblinking stare. “Tanaka. You look… remarkably unwell. Even more so than before the break.” “This island… it has that effect,” Arthur managed. He sat. “Listen to me. The Committee… they will create food shortages. Severe ones. To make us fight. Civil war.” Kyouya raised a skeptical eyebrow. “Your ‘glimpses’ tell you this?” “Among other things,” Arthur confirmed, his expression grim. “And Nana Hiiragi… she uses blackmail, manipulation. She is a tool, yes, but a thinking one.” He paused, a bitter irony in his voice. “I’m supposed to see the future. But I’m trapped in this bloody, repeating past, watching it all happen.” Kyouya listened with an unnerving, focused stillness. He had witnessed too many of Arthur’s strange, unsettlingly accurate “predictions” come to pass. “Deliberate food shortages,” Kyouya mused aloud after a long silence. “That would create precisely the chaos you describe. And Hiiragi… I have had my own suspicions.” He looked directly at Arthur. “What do you propose, Tanaka? Given your… unique perspective?” “Propose?” Arthur echoed, a harsh laugh escaping him. “I propose we try not to starve. We watch our backs.” He then hesitated, the weight of his incredible secret about Michiru immense. He couldn’t reveal the full truth, not yet, not even to Kyouya. It was too dangerous, for Michiru, for himself. But he had to say something. “And… I am keeping Michiru Inukai… safe… in her room. She deserves that. The Committee… they would not understand her… her condition.” He chose his words carefully, hinting at something beyond mere death, hoping Kyouya’s sharp mind might grasp the unspoken. “She is still… warm.” Kyouya’s expression didn’t change, but Arthur saw a flicker of something new in his eyes – not disbelief, but a profound, analytical curiosity. “Inukai Michiru sacrificed herself,” Kyouya stated, his voice flat. “A most… perplexing event. Her current… anomalous condition… is noted, Tanaka.” He paused. “If what you say about the Committee’s intentions is true, then this year will be… significantly more trying.” It wasn’t an alliance. Not yet. But Kyouya Onodera was listening. And Arthur, though still burdened by the full weight of his secret hope for Michiru, felt a fraction less alone in the encroaching darkness.

Chapter 37: The Weight of an Impossible Idea

The fire in the cave, which had earlier seemed a small beacon of warmth and fragile hope, now seemed to cast long, dancing, almost accusatory shadows on the faces of the assembled survivors as Arthur Ainsworth’s words settled into the damp, smoky air. His proposal – to return to the island academy, that wellspring of their collective trauma, under a false identity, to somehow teach the “truth” to a new generation of unsuspecting Talents – hung between them, heavy, audacious, and bordering on the suicidally insane.

The silence that followed was profound, broken only by the incessant, indifferent roar of the waterfall outside and the sharp, sudden crackle of a log shifting in the flames. Arthur watched them, his own heart pounding a nervous rhythm against his ribs. He had laid it out, his desperate, improbable plan. He had endured their questions about his past, his origins, the unbelievable truth of his connection to their world. Now, this. He felt a familiar wave of English reserve, a sudden, almost overwhelming urge to apologize for having spoken at all, for having suggested something so clearly preposterous. Debating infiltration strategy for a secret government death school versus arguing over minor discrepancies in the petty cash tin back in the Crawley borough council office… a lifetime ago, on what felt like an entirely different, blessedly sane planet. Though even then, he mused with a flicker of grim internal humor, some of those protracted budget review meetings, especially on a bleak, rain-swept Tuesday afternoon, had felt like their own peculiar, soul-destroying form of psychological warfare. This, however, was several orders of magnitude beyond that.

It was Nana Hiiragi who finally broke the spell, her voice low, laced with a disbelief that bordered on horror. “Return?” she whispered, her violet eyes wide, fixed on Arthur as if he had sprouted a second head. “Arthur-san, you can’t be serious. Tsuruoka wants you dead. You said so yourself. He knows you’re an anomaly. Going back there, willingly walking back into that… that abattoir… it would be…” She trailed off, unable to voice the obvious conclusion.

“Extremely dangerous, yes, Hiiragi-san, I am acutely, painfully aware of that fundamental truth,” Arthur acknowledged, his voice quiet but firm. “I have no illusions about the personal risks involved.”

“The risks are not just personal, Ainsworth,” Kyouya Onodera interjected, his tone as cool and analytical as ever, though Arthur thought he detected a new, sharper edge of concern beneath the characteristic stoicism. “Your plan, while… bold… is predicated on a cascade of highly improbable variables. Creating a convincing new identity that can withstand even cursory Committee scrutiny? Fabricating academic qualifications that would allow you access as a teacher? Infiltrating their system without immediate detection by someone like Tsuruoka, who is already aware of your… unusual prior knowledge?” He shook his head slowly. “The logistical hurdles alone are monumental, perhaps insurmountable. And that’s before we even consider what you would do if you did somehow succeed in gaining entry. How does one ‘teach the truth’ in such an environment without triggering every alarm, without immediately being identified and neutralized?”

Michiru Inukai, who had been listening with a growing expression of wide-eyed anxiety, finally spoke, her voice small and trembling. “Arthur-san… it’s… it’s too dangerous. Please. Isn’t there… isn’t there another way? A safer way for us to fight? Perhaps we could… try to find other escaped Talents? Build a community somewhere far away from here, somewhere they can’t find us?” Her plea was heartfelt, her gentle nature recoiling from the thought of Arthur deliberately placing himself in such mortal peril.

Arthur looked at Michiru, his heart aching at her innocent, desperate hope for a simple, peaceful solution. “I wish it were that easy, Michiru-san,” he said softly. “But Tsuruoka, The Committee… they won’t stop looking for us. For any of us. And they won’t stop their program on the island, or the new camps they are building. They will continue to find, to indoctrinate, to… process… Talented children. Hiding, surviving, it’s important, yes. But it won’t stop them. It won’t change anything fundamental.”

He turned back to the group. “Kyouya-san, your points are all valid. The risks are enormous. The chances of success, admittedly, are slim. But what is our alternative? Do we remain here, in this cave, in these mountains, for weeks, months, perhaps even years, always looking over our shoulders, gradually being hunted down one by one as Jin-san’s resources, his ability to shield us, inevitably dwindle? Is that a strategy for victory, or merely a plan for a slower, more protracted defeat?”

He saw Nana wince at his blunt assessment. She knew, better than anyone, the Committee’s relentless, unforgiving nature.

“My proposal,” Arthur continued, trying to keep the desperation from his voice, “is not without its severe flaws, I grant you. But its core objective – to reach the next generation of Talents before they are fully indoctrinated, before they are turned into weapons or victims, to plant the seeds of doubt, of critical thought, of resistance from within one of their key institutions – that objective, I believe, is sound. It is a way to fight their lies directly, at the source.”

Jin Tachibana, who had remained a silent, unreadable observer throughout the exchange, finally spoke, his voice as smooth and cool as polished river stone. “The concept of ideological infiltration is a proven, if perilous, strategy, Ainsworth-san.” His pale eyes flicked towards Nana, then back to Arthur. “However, the specific target you propose – that particular island academy – is Tsuruoka’s personal fortress. It is where he forges his most dangerous assets. It will be guarded with a zealotry bordering on the fanatical, especially now, after the… recent embarrassments of our collective escape from his mainland facility, and Hiiragi-san’s subsequent, rather public, defiance.” He paused, a faint, almost imperceptible smile touching his lips. “Your chances of surviving such an endeavor, even with a flawless new identity, are, I would assess, statistically… negligible.”

“Perhaps,” Arthur conceded, his own internal Englishman recoiling at the sheer, almost cavalier understatement of Jin’s assessment. Negligible. Yes, that was probably about right. “But as I said…” He looked around at their grim, uncertain faces, at the firelight reflecting in their haunted eyes. “Anything we do now, anything meaningful, won’t be quick. And it certainly won’t be easy. Or safe.” He sighed, a deep, weary exhalation that seemed to carry the weight of his impossible, displaced years. “But something needs to be done. We cannot simply let this stand. We cannot allow them to continue.”

He held their gazes, one by one, trying to convey the desperate sincerity, the grim resolve that underpinned his insane proposal. “So, that is my idea. My only idea, at present.” He spread his hands in a gesture of weary openness. “Unless, of course,” he repeated his earlier challenge, his voice quiet but firm in the sudden, renewed silence of the cave, “anyone else has any better ideas?”

The fire crackled again, the only sound for a long, tense moment. The weight of their situation, the sheer, overwhelming audacity of Arthur’s plan, and the stark, terrifying absence of any readily apparent, less suicidal alternatives, pressed down upon them all, a heavy, suffocating blanket of grim reality. The debate, Arthur knew, had only just begun.

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