omgg!! idk about the memory streams because it's very hard for me to observe my memory and thought processes but i absolutely do switch just like you! for the longest time i thought i wasn't a system because i didn't switch the "traditional" way or i didn't know it was a switch until it was already done because i was waiting for the telltale "out of body" feeling which never came
tysm for posting this comic, it was very helpful for me!
Hi I’m a newly discovered system and its been causing me a little stress that I (the host?) don’t experience blackouts or full amnesia, but then I read some of your old posts about feeling like everything’s in grayscale and emotional amnesia and was like “:0 that’s like me!”
I was wondering if you would be okay describing what it feels like when someone else fronts? That’s something I’m trying figure out for myself and maybe hearing other people’s experiences would help ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
(Also all the comics are amazing keep up the good work 👍)
so the uhhh. so the person fronting never really feels like they "disappear" or get pushed away it just feels like they Change Into A Different Person . but we still Exist while not fronting but nobody remembers what that's like because w. yeah no i don't get the technicalities of how this works i'm not worrying about it too hard
Rose O'Neill knew what was up
Cuttlefish can change color to fade into the background. It can do it amazingly fast.
I hate all of those old "Diana's/Artemis' Bath" paintings. Yeah, take myths about a virgin goddess not wanting to be watched naked... and make them into male gaze nudes.
That's just sexism, plain and simple.
Terfs don't touch this post.
that sucks! the only sign of being endo is being convinced that you're a system who formed without trauma. everything else is fakeclaiming
TW:: Fake claiming, bit syscoursy?
Plural culture is not being allowed in traumagenic discords because my system has "signs of being endo" [many fictional introjects, big headcount] but not wanting to join pro/neutral endo discords because they make us uncomfortable.
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So much more than "I feel like I'm someone else" , DID is so often "I feel like I'm in someone else's life". Like, this is not my house, these are not my clothes, that is not my cat, you are not my friends, but I've got to carry on anyway as though they're all mine and just hope that no-one notices that I'm walking in someone else's skin
The one thing I don’t like seeing from endos is some of them saying “your trauma makes your privileged! No one will believe me but they’ll believe you!”
Trauma doesn’t make anyone privileged. The views that trauma is privilege is terrible. That’s abuse that someone has been through, assault someone has been through.
If you’re saying that someone is privileged because they have trauma… you really need to do something to help yourself out. That’s a terrible mindset to have.
No one believes in endos because of the harm they cause to systems and singlets that are trying to be there for systems. Endos and non-traumagenic “systems” don’t need to be included in everything.
Anti-endo spaces are made so systems can have space from endos and that community, but endos and proendos force themselves into it any way. Why? Because they hate it when someone speaks up against them.
It’s not something you should feel entitled to.
This is why I will never support endos and proendos or “systems” made without trauma. You don’t exist. Your mind CANNOT fragment without trauma and that trauma IS NOT a privilege to have.
i made this exactly one year ago and i still think the idea for it is good
it can happen to you every moment PSA please dont rotate 2d creatures
“Platonic chelldos” are you hearing yourself? Did you play the same games? Go stand in the corner. Shame. Shame on you.
i think one of the most offensive questions out of ones that i get asked often is "why don't you just leave ukraine"
22 ꩜ rus,eng ꩜ autistic, a DID system ꩜ juggalo ꩜ genderfluid, any pronouns
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