27 NB New To ED MDNI 5'

i wish i had someone irl to be accountability friends. It would make things eaier.

Reasons to lock in

Every outfit will look good

For the sculpted face

For the summer bathing suit

For the jealous stares

To finally feel confident

For people to worry about you

For the thigh gap

The tiny waist

To respect the person in the mirror

For the sense of power

To be prettier

To be dainty and light

To look elegant

To accomplish your dream

For the vs angel figure

Stop pretending you’re trying when all you do is sabotage yourself.

You swear you want this, but your actions prove otherwise.

Do you think change happens to people who give in every time their stomach begs for food? It doesn’t.

Change happens to those who know how to suffer—who choose to suffer.

You’re weak because you keep choosing comfort over progress. And if you don’t see a difference in the mirror tomorrow, you have no one to blame but yourself.

Hunger isn’t the enemy.

It’s the only path to freedom.

Do you want to be proud of yourself for once in your miserable life? Then stop feeding your failures.

Every time you eat, you’re choosing to stay disgusting.

Every time you listen to your cravings, you’re proving you don’t want this badly enough.

Hunger is your friend. Embrace it, suffer through it, and let it carve you into someone worth looking at.

Be hungry, or be disgusting.

The choice is yours.

But don’t you dare whine about hating your body if you can’t even endure the price of fixing it.

Prompt 2: judgement

1. What are three things I’d change about myself if no one could judge me?

If no one could judge me I would make myself less nice. Im too often a pushover and people pleaser and I want to be stronger in myself. I would be slender and strong. Like one of those folks who doesnt look strong but can pick up nearly their own weight. Quietly powerful. I would be louder. I have been taught for so much of my life to keep quiet and deal with things. I want to be able to be LOUD. I'm not good at that even when it's appropriate.

2. What is my biggest fear about how others perceive me? People look to me for guidance and being a rational voice. Its nice to know that Im seen that way sometimes, but Im only human. I am fallible and I get things wrong. I fear giving bad advice and suggestions and leading folks wrong.

Id love my back to look like this!

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Reasons to not eat

- Not be uncomfortable to change clothes infront of friends

- Not be embarassed to talk about my weight

- compliments from others

- to feel comfortable in clothes

- look good in anything

- to look prettier

- to not feel disgusting

- to be taken seriously

- to not be looked down by others

- to not get fat shamed by your freaking friends

- to love myself

Telling the bees

The custom of "telling the bees" is a charming and ancient tradition where beekeepers inform their bees about significant events in their lives, such as deaths, births, marriages, and other major occurrences. This practice is believed to have its roots in Celtic mythology, where bees were seen as messengers between the human world and the spirit world. The presence of a bee after a death was thought to signify the soul leaving the body. The tradition became particularly prominent in the 18th and 19th centuries in Western Europe and the United States.

To tell the bees, the head of the household or the "goodwife" would approach the hives, gently knock to get the bees' attention, and then softly murmur the news in a solemn tone. This ritual was believed to keep the bees informed and prevent them from leaving the hive or dying. The custom underscores the deep connection and respect that people historically had for bees, viewing them as integral members of the household and community. (The Historian's Den)

I can easily see how you can turn this in a magical tradition with some little adaptation: plant flowers and plants for bees in your garden, invoke the spirit of the bees, keep bee-telling to the bee-spirits and take care for the plants. I am sure that one day the spirit of the bees will be your ally and that you will learn from it. And a big plus: you are helping the bees to survive in a world full of mono-cultures and poisons. Witchcraft and care-taking for your environment can go hand in hand if you wish to.

I want to be abel to move like this!