i feel like the first time i went diving into ao3 i couldn’t find, for the love of me, any blackinnon story that resonated with me.
and swear i don’t know what happened but suddenly i have like a ton of tabs open on my browser of stories about those two i want to delve into (i guess i wasn’t looking that hard after all).
the thing is i’m scared to start reading because i don’t want to feel like i might copy someone but worse than that, im scare to find something so good inside that might make me go: yep, never gonna be able to write that good. might just give up now.
does anyone relate to that feeling? 😂
it’s genuinely the reason i don’t ever write any wolfstar or dramione.
Regulus Black in his first public appearance after Sirius ran away:
I'll break it to you easy
This is hell, this is hell
You're looking and whispering
You think I'm someone else
This is hell, yes
Literal hell
We don't have to talk
We don't have to dance
We don't have to smile
We don't have to make friends
It's so nice to meet you
Let's never meet again
We don’t have to dance – Andy Black
the way regulus knew about the dangers of this very clearly a suicidal mission through Kreacher and yet not only did he not back out, he didn't even have any back up plans?? Or some safety measures?? like?? I have no idea what his exact reasons were for betraying Voldemort, to avenge Kreacher or just because he hates the very existence of a hocrux or to protect his family bla bla bla, but either way, he was so offended, and still, no one was forcing him to do this, he went ahead and used the same elf Voldemort tried to kill, in a way, to steal the hocrux all with the intention to get it destroyed and ofc, got himself killed. He didn't need to do any of this but did it anyways?? like why bro.
he had one goal, steal and destroy the hocrux using kreacher. he did all this out of pure spite, 100% a Walburga trait btw, he's literally her son. gosh what an interesting man you are.
Sirius and Lily being the hottest people at Hogwarts
🤝
Sirius and Lily not seeing each other's appeal.
at this point i might as well turn the whole ballet academy au into a proper short story otherwise most of the post will end up being urls lol
sirius: i wish you could’ve come with us tonight
marlene: …
sirius: you’re so… easy
marlene: ah, just what any lady wants to hear
sirius panicking: no, that’s not… that’s not want i meant!
okay but let’s consider for a moment it went BAD. seth cohen/summer robberts first time kinda bad. so they keep hooking up until they get to know each other so well, they basically are able to read each others minds. they went from staring at the ceiling in horror afraid to let the other one know they thought it sucked to them going at it non-stop.
Sirius and Marlene's first time having sex would make them stay in bed for a full 30 minutes, out of breath, glaring at the ceiling, bc neither of them could process that it actually happened.
i watched baby girl last night and this scene has me thinking about blackinnon foreplay ever since 🙃
I am traveling and 9 hours in a train is a lot of time to do silly sketches ( by the way super hard cause it moves like a lot ) I also tried to do regulus but got dizzy mid way.
I also read a fic of William turner X Jack sparrow that was too hot for reading it in public, took a nap, watched two house episodes and crocheted a few rows from my tapestry.
Super cool that I saw 🐄 and 🐑 also super epic running horses.
so i was listening to a podcast about rereading books from when you were a teenager and apparently in divergent trilogy’s there’s a character name marlene who was a born-dauntless and were part of the loyal-dauntless after the whole mind control thing and she dies (obviously i had forgotten all about it).
she was portrayed by suki waterhouse in the movies.
i can’t. too many worlds colliding.
no thoughts just shirtless sirius black with a small constellation of tattoos all over his chest and arms with a scotch in hand.
late millennial. multishipper reader. exclusively blackinnon writer (atm). sp/en.
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