I Said That A Very Long Time Ago!!! Best Decision Ever And I Could Do It Any Other Way!!!!

I dream about this every day ever since I was a young child growing up and "playing" dress up in my mother's closet to the time I discovered pornography and had the first ever sexual encounter I had with a partner and ever since then I knew that I was going to be a bride

I cannot wait untill I can do this!!!

I need to get there. I boy mode too much.

I cannot wait!!! I have always known that I was destined to wear the dress and I have been working to achieve my dreams everyday!!!

I have not had that kind of oppertunity in ages. I really wish i could have kept the clothes i would often take from my Mom's closet to crossdress with when i was a kid growing up, same goes for her vibrators that i had also stumbled across during those times. if it wasn't for me having these experiences when i was growing up and learning about pornography back before y2k. I probibly would not have experimented when i did or like i did. initially, when i would dress up wearing my Mother's clothes, makeup& perfume, it never felt wrong, it always felt like i was in the right clothing, when i would watch porn i would always aspire to imitate what the females were doing in those films. this would only reinforce that i am destined to be a woman. As i got into my teenage years i went astray from my feminine destiny and would hide my true feelings of being a woman and my sexual attraction to men and my gender identity, although during my in the closet years would only prove to be the most sexually active period of time i had with men. as i would be on the out in highschool i managed to realign my female gender identity with my sexual preference for men. these days, I have all my own lingerie, dresses, heels, breast forms and makeup, so i really dont need to her stuff anymore. I have spent the last 15-20 years learning about fashion, how to apply makeup, and compiling my wardrobe and im always going to be adding to it as the years go on. However, bout 2 months ago my Mom decided to get rid of whole mess of brand new with tags on it sports bra's and I wound up taking all of them, not having seen several were old and used. Feels good when my Mother and I are the same size bra/tops as I found out that was notbalways the case once upon a time.

It is true.... Mistress has made me do it as recently as last month... And even posted proof of me confessing that truth, while wearing my Mother's nightgown and panties, here and elsewhere as punishment for being disobedient.  So everyone can see what a pathetic sissy beta I truly am.

I need to keep repeating this as a daily chant. i had almost purged the other day. i would have clue what i'd have done with myself had i gone through with that notion. i have been well past the point of having more complete womens outfits than i do mens clothes. i need to be this

New year, same goal

Anyone else have the same resolution this new years

Always have been!!!

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I already love getting fuuccked before i learned of this . knowing how to have an orgasm like this was next level

tumblr are pieces of shit!!! Why "hidden"?!

My clitty is absolutely useless. when he puts a cage it, it becomes an accesory and if my boyfriend does cage my clitty hopefully he asks me to marry him