if i was sisyphus id eat a bit of dirt off the slope every time on my way up until the slope is no longer steep enough for the boulder to roll down. it would be end of suffering in 47 days
When Taylor Swift said “everybody wants you everybody wonders what it would be like to love you” and when Hole said “they really want you and I do too” and when Harry Styles said I know I’m not your only but at least I’m one, I heard a little love is better than none”
i have to stop going there (the alternate world in my head)
It's just how different suffering can look and feel. You see movies and shows where you see a character in pain but the lens makes it pretty, the suffering is beautiful and then you look at yourself and nothing about your pain is pretty, nothing is worth looking at. So you tell yourself this is not real- that your pain and your agony don't really exist and you're just being dramatic but if you could see what you feel, would you still be so harsh on yourself?
-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned
literally all I do is daydream about impossible scenarios
me. me when a poem says something ive felt before
Honestly it’s so hard to be the coolest friend who understands everything and calms everyone down
Moon and sun in 19th century paintings.
Луна и солнце на картинах 19го века
Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights.
Art~ Safet Zec, 1943.
― David Foster Wallace, Consider the Lobster and Other Essays