If You Could Instantly Be Granted Fluency In 5 Languages—not Taking Away Your Existing Language Proficiency

born in a "ur so sexy" world, meant to live in a "u may as well take my heart, it is already full of you" world.

devotion this salvation that. what about fallen saints. saints who once were adored and perfect in the eyes of their god but fell from its grace. saints who once served their divine so faithfully they were seen as extensions of it, yet were given an order they could not fulfill. saints who couldn’t bear the prayers of the innocents ringing in their ears. saints who were once blessed with power and glory. saints who discarded it all in exchange for freedom.

August 5, 1926 Journals of Anais Nin 1923-1927 [volume 3]

in my diary i call her demon lover

how do I explain to my friend that in the last ten pages of tsh, the alcoholic shoots the druggy, we find out that the incestuous sister of the alcoholic was hooking up with the homicidal sociopath, and that homicidal sociopath shoots himself in the head partly because his narcissistic father figure ran off to the Middle East unexpectedly, and the druggy survives the gunshot wound but hallucinates the paranoid victim of a murder that this group commited a few months prior along with a bunch of other dead people while he’s in the hospital, and then somehow everyone brushes this whole ordeal off as if it were completely normal

a man undercover, but you tore me apart

why is everyone obsessed over romeo and juliet when the holy trinity of gay tragic lovers exits!? like alexander the great, achilles and apollo didn’t lose hephaestion, patroclus and hyacinthus for everyone to forget about them!! like they’re the same but one is a myth, the other is a book, and the one that was real

18 April, 1939 Letters to Véra by Vladimir Nabokov

the book fair in my city is tomorrow i’m preparing to go bankrupt now

girls just wanna have fun