Ur Soo Pookie Core Bro. You Dont Deserve To Breathe The Same Air As Us, You Deserve To Breathe Air 2.0.

hi everyone :-)

having friends with DID is so goofy /pos

wdym anya from mouthwashing is sitting on my bedroom floor?

no no. squeet!

YOUR SO MEAN and I. I'm gonna squeet about it.

NOOOOO MY BIGGEST WEAKNESS, BEING TWEETED ABOUT

Then i run you over

WHY???????

how are you today jerald

Im gonna abort myles

The way he looks at it is so..

🎊AUTISTIC CREATURE 🎊

hey! so youre a disgusting abomination and you dont deserve to breathe the same air as the rest of us

hey! what???

it's eight in the morning.

I DONT CARE!!! THAT TUMBLR ORIGINAL ART DOESNT DO AS WELL!! I LOVE MY GIRL JOAN AND YOU SHOULD TOO!!

(info dump ahead)

SHES A TATTOO ARTIST IN VEGAS IN 2008!! she's my current Call of Cthulhu character's "best friend." (in quotes because of. an interesting explanation.) I LOVE HER SO MUCH SHE IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME. also I have her on my art fight profile because I NEED ART OF HER OMG please if you. want to. I will revenge you I promise guys.

HER AND ELLERY ALSO. Tried. to date. before they realized that they were 1. both trans and 2. a gay man and lesbian woman respectively. Joan was the only one (for a large part of his life) that understood Ellie. (she also gave him that nickname!!) She lived with her sister and took Ellie in after stuff with his dad fell apart. they lived in Tennessee but moved to Nevada for college because Joan had dreams of the night life and big cities. she loves it there! she just wishes she had her best friend by her side.

maybe one day, right?

if my DM DOESNT HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT!! (shout-out to @crystalizednerves for being the BEST DM AND PARTNER EVER. dude the way this freak writes and tells stories is absolutely to die for. only person I'd let kill my beloved characters <3)

I hope it happens.

why are you such a freak

okay fetus baby

GUYS HE'S REAL!!!

this is my call of Cthulhu character, Ellery!! (yet another reference sheet for art fight, pray for my carpal tunnel 😔😔😔) HE'S THE BEST FRIEND OF THE ILLUSTRIOUS JOAN!!! he's also the most normal fellow

RANT BELOW THE CUT

OKAY OKAY SO. this freak. I CANT PUT TOO MUCH BACKSTORY HERE BC SOME FRIENDS WILL SEE THIS AND THEY PLAY THIS CAMPAIGN SO. LOOK AWAY. FREAKS.

he's unfortunately my least traumatized character this far, but he is FUCKED up. like I feel kinda guilty for how fucked up I made him.

HE HAS HUGE SURVIVORS GUILT because he killed but not killed someone. (he could've saved them but he didn't because sleepy) then he left all his friends out of fear!!!

tried to drive to Vegas after college to find Joan, didn't work. crashed car. dad died back in Tennessee. SO HE GETS A JOB AT A CASINO AND SIGNS A LITERAL SOUL CONTRACT!!

he's totally gonna make this out alive (he is missing a fucking arm. it was his 3rd day)

he also made a deal with a patron of an old god. because. he thinks he's hot. GAY BOY.

yeah this. this campaign is buck wild and I've barely played in it. thanks to @crystalizednerves for BEING AN AMAZING DM!!!! holy fuck I hope Ellery doesn't die a cruel death!!!

THIS IS MITZI!! she is my call of Cthulhu character for the AMAZING @randowisp CAMPAIGN!! yet another art fight reference sheet!!

as per usual, lore dump under the cut!!

OKAY OKAY SO she is a janitor at a hospital that I assume horror stuff will happen in? (please pider be kind to my girl PLEASE.)

SHE IS A CHRONICALLY ONLINE GIRL FROM THE YEAR OF OUR LORD AND SAVIOR 2015. she's also one of my rare straight characters. (someone remind me that not everyone is queer coded please) I WANNA GIVE HER A LOVE INTEREST BUT IM JUST NOT SURE ON HIS DESIGN!! she has a little sibling too and she is probably my least traumatized character!!

she loves Tumblr and Myspace and just the internet in general!! she also is a bit of a hikikomori and really struggles leaving her house, but her family helps her with this!! she loves them more than anything. her love interest also is a huge factor with this!!

long story short, she had an online friend group when she was younger that was HELL because of one guy, Kylar. HES A FREAK AND I HATE HIM SO MUCH. but she's good now and that totally won't come back to bite her in the ass!!! totally!!!!!!

I think I've sorta figured out why it bothers me so much when people simplify Harlan Ellison to just being a very hateful man or say that he's "rolling in his grave" about every dumb fandom behaviour (he would not care about you shipping the characters, be serious) or compare him to AM/say he's his self-insert.

lt's bcs this language does not allow him to be viewed as the complex person that he, and every person to exist, is.

I think it's good to criticise creators and Ellison was VERY worthy of criticism, but he's not some being running on hatred and hatred alone as so many "fans", primarily the ones who discovered he existed less than a year ago on tik tok, seem to describe him. Criticise him on his stubbornness to accept his wrongdoings, his underlying misogyny and racism in his writing, his defence of Ed Kramer, etc.

In the same breath, I'd also like to say I think, when it comes to someone as complicated as Ellison, it's also worth noting the good deeds he did alongside his wrongful behaviour.

Ellison, as he would frequently mention, was outspoken about his political beliefs and was a part of many movements. He protested the Vietnam War, he was a part of the civil rights movement, he joined the writers strike, and was passionate about the rights of creators.

He was also a major hypocrite and always believed he was right, and no one was worth listening to even if they had more experience than him in that topic. He was especially reluctant of listening to people's criticisms of his work and it's depiction of minorities.

He was complicated. He was not an especially just or kind person, but he was passionate and outspoken and more than just angry little man.