Where Are You Going? Well, I Don’t Know, Myself. Not Much To Say About Me But It’s Clear You Have

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Dolly (Jolene's Response Lyrics)

So I jumped on that "Jolene's Response" trend and I made it gay. Is this something any of you would be interested in hearing?

Dolly, Dolly, Dolly, Dolly

Believe me when I say I don't want your man

Dolly, Dolly, Dolly, Dolly

Stealing him has never been my plan

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I cannot compete with you

I was just something shiny and new

But you deserve better than that man

He was going to throw you away

All he wanted to do was play

But I'd much rather be with you

Dolly

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You're the one I really want

And I really think that we could taunt

That pathetic excuse of a man

Dolly

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I know what he means to you

But think about what he's put you through

Is he really worth it in the end

Dolly

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Dolly, Dolly, Dolly, Dolly

Believe me when I say I don't want your man

Dolly, Dolly, Dolly, Dolly

Stealing him has never been my plan

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Your love for him has made you blind

But I really hope that you can find

What really makes you happy

Dolly

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I'm glad you had this talk with me

I understand, but don't you see

The last thing I wanna do is hurt you

Dolly

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Dolly, Dolly, Dolly, Dolly

Believe me when I say I don't want your man

Dolly, Dolly, Dolly, Dolly

Stealing him has never been my plan

Dolly, Dolly

I like the second verse

I’ll come to you on a lavender breeze

Just close your eyes and you’ll see

When I’m holding you we are clean

And this is more than a dream

I’ll keep stacking up my two cents

Against the bills and the rent

So you can live in more than my head

I can’t wait to see you again

For now we’ll phone

When we should be sleeping

Hold onto hope

That this is the real thing

Oh, you’re my everything.

Yeah, I may have blood on my hands

I may be a broken man

Maybe I don’t know where I stand

But I’m finding home again

Please just let me rest

On the left side of your bed

Yeah, rinse the red from my hands

I love you without end

Oh, for now we’ll phone

When we should be sleeping

Hold onto hope

That this is the real thing

Oh, you’re my everything.

I’ll keep stacking up my two cents

Against the bills and the rent

So you can live in more than my head

I can’t wait to see you again

Please just let me rest

On the left side of your chest

Yeah, rinse the red from my hands

I love you without end

-Sweet Dreams on a Lavender Breeze-

Original lyrics BL

GUIDE TO THE MINDSET GLOW UP 🎀

♡ | positive mindset

easier said than done, but it has such a huge impact in our life. we as humans tend to always think negatively of everything, resulting us to give up. but what if it will work out? what we think constantly reflects in our reality and actions. why do we have to always blame ourselves for everything, why do we have to be anxious over little things, why do we have to always think of the worst when we can just flip the words, meaning, love and believe in ourselves.

- ways to have a positive mindset

the bus theory - when u see the bus that you missed u don’t actually run after it, right? you just wait for another one, knowing that it 100% will be here. think of your opportunities/relationships etc that you’ve "lost" as this bus.

the universe/god never says no; it either says yes , not yet or I have something better for you.

practice self-care, be gentle to yourself. you are waking up and always trying and it’s enough.

the moments you thought that are the "worst" are only moments now, and you’re still here. Be proud of yourself for that

a little rain doesnt have to ruin the parade

practice meditation. clean mind = better mood

journal journal journal (I’m going to make a post of journal benefits soon)

this absolutely doesn’t mean that you always have to be positive about everyone and everything. If you feel sad or feel like crying let it all out. if you feel drained allow yourself to sit all day and watch shows. it’s all about accepting yourself and not "I’m such a failure I did nothing today" instead "it’s okay, I have tomorrow where I can try again".

♡ | discipline > motivation

motivation comes and go, but discipline is forever. you are scared and not trying? It’s okay, do it while being scared. count to 3 and start doing something, take action. just DONT sit around. have a plan and don’t try to do everything all at once, or you will be easily drained . everyday do something better for 1% and you’ll see how just in a short while this 1% will be 100%.

a very good episode of mimi’s :

♡ | kindness to yourself is kindness to everyone

treat yourself with love and respect before others. everyone in this world is a human and I do not wish for you or them to spread hate. we all have bad days and this is exactly why we should so self-care or reach out to someone, but never blame anyone for anything.

you don’t owe anyone anything, but kindness and respect.

what you give is what you receive.

respect is not earned, disrespect is.

♡ | no one knows you better than you do

no you are not horrible for the mistakes that you’ve made. do you know what makes you horrible? not acknowledging them. if you wronged someone, apologize. even if it’s too late and the relationship is lost, I’m so proud of you for realizing your mistake and trying to do better. learn AND improve. accept yourself for all the pluses and minuses. you’re a crybaby? good because I’m too, and it’s absolutely okay. In fact, I think vulnerability is very powerful. you are human and you don’t have to be perfect. thrive for being better not perfection. do not listen to rumors or someone thinking that you are a bad person. you in fact know that you are not and it’s all that matters. why do you care if you are enemy in their story , they aren’t heroes in yours either.

insecurity is loud, confidence is quiet.

♡ | boundaries

to stay away from toxic people you have to have boundaries. I think the most common type here is "people pleasing" so here’s my post to help you to stop being one.

when someone does something that makes you uncomfortable, please let them know about it. you don’t have to tolerate this behavior. your own peace is the most important thing ever.

if they still repeat their actions then well … it’s time to say goodbye.

if you think that you will "lose" everything by setting boundaries please go back to the top and read the "ways to have a positive mindset" :)

watch youtubers, listen to podcasts etc to connect with people like you and improve your mindset alongside with boundaries.

here’s my list of my favs, but you can find waaaay more on tumblr

♡ | confidence

be confident, trust yourself, and never let anybody put you down. If anybody puts you down, it’s because they’re jealous. – Adriana Lima

do not compare yourself with ANYONE. the person you are looking at and saying "I wish I was her" might be doing the same. compare yourself with YOUR dream girl that you have in your head. your only competition is you.

after boundaries, positive mindset, discipline, naturally comes the confidence. loving yourself and staying true to yourself is what confidence exactly is.

no fake it till you make it, no difficult words, just you . take it easy.

♡ | tip: body language and fitness

this is more on the physical side but I advice you to learn a little bit about body language. It helps you to appear confident and attractive. my "go to’s" are entering the room with high head and good posture, never sitting on your phone (as in checking the weather app awkwardly etc not when someone calls or texts u) when coming to an unknown place.

fitness helps to relieve stress and clear out your mind when you don’t want to meditate. and by fitness I don’t mean intense workouts, a 5 minute workout that you enjoy is enough. also walking 10.000 steps a day also counts as fitness to have a healthy and balanced life.

I , for example, have a playlist with different workouts and I do each on of them on different days, whenever I feel like choosing one. sometimes I don’t even work out I just walk 7-10K steps :)

— the end ♡

in conclusion I just want to say ITS OKAY ITS OKAY ITS OKAY. You are fine. You are enough. Make mistakes, be sad, improve, be disappointed, try, love, learn, thrive. The purpose of this post is for you to understand that DONT exist , LIVE. Because life is worth living for. You were, are, will be okay.

Okay so I am actually kind of pissed abt this one. Usually cancellations I’m chill with but like this show was one of my favorites. Thanks a lot Netflix

*pokes head out*

Okay, so does anyone remember the basically Avatar the Last Airbender renaissance? Where everyone started getting back into it, and there was even a playlist of AtLA musical numbers?

YouTube

Avatar: The Last Musical

Yeah, Balance helped me get through my thesis when I was near-on breaking down. It gave me sanity for much longer than I would have had without it.

So. Since then, the creator has dropped at least three bangers, Top of my School, Price of Perfection, and Saving Face. They are Great. She's auditioned for Canada's Got Talent and actually made it to the stage (I auditioned for AGT twice and got nowhere close, so the fact that she got that far is astounding and pretty cool).

Now, she's making a short musical film. As per the introduction of their fundraising page:

Hello! We are a team of student filmmakers from Cornell University studying film production, media studies, and performing and media arts. We are currently fundraising for Cornell University film project Silence. Written and directed by award-winning student filmmaker Katherine Lynn-Rose, Silence is a short film that explores familial love, connection, and culture through the lens of a musical film. As a team of BIPOC filmmakers, we hold a deep appreciation for narratives that authentically reflect our lives, experiences, and cultures, and it is our aspiration to bring such stories to light.

Anyways. Fundraising. She needs funds to get there, and they're aiming for 2k. So far, they've got $450.

If you can't donate, can you at least spread this? Absolutely zero shame (cause I think she'd hate that anyways). I just think she's really skilled and think it'd be cool if she and her team gets to make a film. I'd like to see how they communicate their vision.

Anyways, here's the link. Bye!

Indiegogo

Silence - A Cornell University Advanced Film

Raising funds for a Cornell University Advanced Filmmaking project: a musical short film. | Check out 'Silence - A Cornell University Advanc

I made a little something something for one of my favourite Batman villains!

Love that horror movies have the most iconic musicals. It’s so sad I can’t see Scream’d in person I am LAMENTING

Some Disney songs that are really cute in Dutch

Pocahontas - Colors of the wind

Beauty and the Beast - Bonjour

Beauty and the Beast - Tale as old as time

Beauty and the Beast - Something there

Beauty and the Beast - Happy ending

Lion King - The cycle of life

The little mermaid - Part of your world

Oliver and Co - Why should I worry

Oliver and Co - good company

The sword in the stone - Higitus figitus

The book of the jungle - bare necessities

The rescue aid society theme

The rescuers - Someone's waiting for you

Treasure planet - I'm still here

Frozen - In summer

Frozen - Love is an open door

Alice in Wonderland - Painting the roses red

Tangled - I see the light

Toy Story - You've got a friend in me I know it's a Pixar

Feel free to add 🍁

Shattered Mirror (Original Lyrics)

I stare at you as the fight begins once again

It’s the same thing over and over, almost like it will never end

Why am I the subject of your anger when I am not causing it

When we can fight the good fight, and both never lose

Your phone screen lights up, texts from him causing us both to cringe

You say “I am so over him”, but you told me that when you lost your cool

I watch you fade, little by little, knowing he’s to blame

But how can I stop you when you are like a moth to a flame

I know it isn’t fault, it’s just part of his twisted game

But I wish you would wake up, and realize that you aren’t the same

Your fire dwindles, his hand closing in around it

Can’t you just see for yourself that you need to take aim

Fire the gun and take back your own name

It seems a star has lost its light

How can you see out of those glossed over eyes?

Can you tell me how we got here? 

Fighting over some douche who can’t even see over his own meat

I miss you so, so please don’t let him take you away from everyone who loves you so

No, this isn’t your fault, but please just see that there is better for you

Even if your curse yourself and call yourself names

You can’t stand looking at yourself in the mirror, so you let others break it

You catch fire when you’re most confident but you let yourself be extinguished

Just understand that the face looking back in the mirror is the only face you will ever have

So don’t let others change it for you

This probably goes back to your childhood

How your mother would do the same

That doesn’t mean you have to repeat the behavior and let yourself feel vain

Seeing you for you will be the best medicine

And help fix your ailing brain

It seems a star has lost its light

How can you see out of those glossed over eyes?

Can you tell me how we got here? 

Fighting over some douche who can’t even see over his own meat

I miss you so, so please don’t let him take you away from everyone who loves you so

I’ve seen you stop this, over and over

And everytime you say it’s the last you go back to him

I believe in you so just let me know

No, this show will never be over

SABRINA CARPENTER Taste (2024)