And To Be Loved Is To Be Changed :)

WAIT- I HAVE THE MOST HEART-BREAKING IDEA

So we all know Spider spent time with the Recoms, and I've seen in many fics that it's a common headcanon that Lyle loves to listen to music through his holopad, (I've only seen it in Let It Be Enough). One day Spider catches Lyle tearing up with his headphones in his ears, and he goes to make fun of him. But all Lyle does is offer one of them to him, and he takes it. Playing through the device is possibly the saddest song Spider has ever heard, and Lyle tells him it's called 'Beautiful Boy' by someone called John Lennon.

Now imagine Spider taking the bullet for Neteyam in the final battle in ATWOW, and instead of Jake and Neytiri going to pull the same sob story they always do in fics (the 'we're so sorry we didn't raise you' type of shit), Quaritch comes and snatches him up in his arms.

Neytiri is going full battle mode, not because of the human boy in her enemy's grasp, but because her enemy is right there. She reaches for her bow and pulls back the string, only to freeze when she hears a soft, broken voice rising from the midst of battle.

Quaritch is singing to Spider as he dies, blood pouring from his chest, sobs wracking through his body. But all the child can focus on is his Dad, his Father, his Sempul singing his favourite song. Quaritch sings in hushed whispers, cradling his precious miracle in his arms as the Sully family stands there with shocked faces.

And as the last few lines of the song draws near, Quaritch almost doesn't want to finish it. Because he knows that when the song ends, so does Spider's. But his son has spent his entire life paying for someone else's mistakes, his mistakes. So he finishes it, through clouded eyes and a breaking heart, he sings.

before you go to sleep

say a little prayer

every day in every way, it's getting better and better

beautiful, beautiful, beautiful

beautiful boy

darling, darling, darling

darling Spider.

As Spider's eyes begin to close, he feels his pain slip away. Gone is the anger, gone is the hatred, gone is the sadness and the despair. All that is left is the warmth of his song. Not the songcord he'd made alone in the darkness of his room, not the Omatikayan songs he'd watched Neytiri sing to her children. No, this was his song. And it would be forever.

Quaritch places one final kiss on the boy's forehead, before whispering a final goodbye.

"Goodnight, Spider. I'll see you in the morning."

"Bright and early."

:P bit of a drabble ngl but i've had this in my head forever.

All this pain and for what? To finish me off?

Drawing Genya really acted up my carpal tunnel 😭😭 I gave up on him and pulled out the sticky notes and tape 😔

Spoiler for The Arcana

I just finished up Muriel's upright ending and-

I'M GOING FERAL💖💖

Redrew a few of my old ocs. The one with the bat ears is Lurdium and the one with the prosthetic arm is Arcanum :D

The way this man has a death grip on my psyche 😔😔

VAMPIRE WIVES!!!