Don't Say That Uncle. I Don't Hate You, And I Don't Think Everyone Hates You
Don't say that uncle. I don't hate you, and I don't think everyone hates you
Hey... uh, I know I've been distant. It’s just... it feels like no one’s really there, like I’m stuck in the middle of nowhere, forgotten. Like I’ve been replaced. But maybe that’s just me, right? People always move on. They leave. Nothing stays, and I’ve got to get used to that... even though it tears me up. Maybe it’s just my fault because I’m scared to hear what others have to say…. I know, I’m not a burden, but god do I feel like I am..
I’m so damn tired of feeling like this, like everything’s closing in. It’s like the nightmares are always there, waiting. I can’t... I just... I can’t do this. I hate myself for it.
Fuck! FUCK! FUCK!!! *grunts super loudly and hits the floor*
WHY CAN’T YOU JUST MOVE ON, BUCKY? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO FUCK UP EVERYTHING ALL THE TIME?! YOU ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO RUIN SOMETHING GOOD, DON’T YOU? NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, YOU JUST KEEP DRAGGING EVERYONE ELSE DOWN WITH YOU! EVERYONE HATES YOU—THEY ALWAYS HAVE! THEY HATED YOU BACK THEN, THEY HATE YOU NOW, AND YOU KNOW WHAT? THEY’RE RIGHT. YOU CAN’T DO ANYTHING RIGHT. YOU’RE JUST STUCK IN THE PAST, AND EVERY TIME YOU TRY TO MOVE FORWARD, YOU FUCK IT UP! WHY CAN’T YOU JUST LET GO? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO CLING TO EVERYTHING LIKE IT MATTERS? PEOPLE DON’T NEED YOU. HELL, THEY’RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU.
YOU KEEP THINKING YOU CAN FIX IT, BUT YOU CAN’T! ALL YOU DO IS RUIN EVERYTHING. YOU HATE YOURSELF, AND YOU GET WHY EVERYONE ELSE DOES TOO. SO WHY CAN’T YOU JUST GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD, BUCKY?! JUST LET IT GO!
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