Out of all the hardships, I thank the universe for this❤️🩹 🧿
Howl's Moving Castle (2004)
“Hoping for a glimpse of the warmth we once shared…”
Because in the quiet corners of my mind, shades of blue line these walls, each hue a whisper of memories I cannot bear.
They peel themselves from the starless sky, slipping into my bed on nights when sobriety is a fickle friend, and the days offer little solace, each amber light a reminder of you.
But every golden ray falls short, just shy of three PM, when I find myself in a crowded bar, lost among laughter that feels like a distant echo.
There you are, woven into the fabric of strangers' laughs, your essence lingering in a song I've skipped four times on this lonely drive to nowhere.
We exist in that second booth by the window, in the fleeting joy of a good day spent with faces that are not yours.
Even your absence brings the ghost of you to the party, especially your absence— it makes our gathering all the more vital, as if to defy the void you left behind.
Yet within these painted blue walls, darkness reigns supreme, and no light can alter this melancholy hue.
I am forever haunted by your specter, a bittersweet reminder that love lingers long after it has faded.
One day...I am going to wake up, look over and find you peacefully asleep beside me, I will admire how beautiful you are and I will draw you closer, showering you with tender kisses.
will you?
wired headphones >>> airpods
She loves her dad more than me istg
He does not know, that the world pauses for him, breath held,
Watching the art of him falling, calling it beauty While he calls himself blank.
If only you knew, how spellbound I am for you, watching the chaos of you, turning into stillness,
Watching your sorrow as it knows how to make everything shine.
(Darjeeling’21)
They/Them | 22 | INFJ | Geography major | Spilled emotions and Stills | Instagram sumedhachattopadhyayy | Alter Ego: @monetsirises in Tumblr.
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