heeeyeyeyey okay so i just finished a fic ive been writing but idk how to promo fics on this site so...
it's a 5+1 fic, shouta centric, hizashi/shouta, dadzawa, the whole nine yards. id day the desc for the fic explains it well, but basically 5 times shouta cares so much for other people to the extent he breaks and one time he realizes people would do the same for him.
pls go read it because this took so long lol
For fear of feeling - Chapter 1 - shoutashii - 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) [Archive of Our Own]
there are days in the dorms where shouta will come back after patrol bloodied and beaten without that little extra energy to take him to his and hizashi's room, so he crashes onto the sofa as soon as he walks through the doors because this smell, these sounds, they are safe.
morning will come with quiet conversations and muted tv. he gets such a bad adrenaline crash that hizashi has managed to bandage him and the kids have managed to wipe the blood and debris from his face and hair without him waking. when he wakes up he'll shower and go back to the dorms, he sees the look on the kids faces; no child should have to see the person they view as an unmovable pillar so bloodied and broken.
Izuku and ofa, but he's been able to hear and talk with the vestiges since he gained the quirk,,
Nana: I don't know,, I think izuku and endeavours kid make a good team
Banjo: no way! Him and that frog girl are like- perfect!
Yoichi, pinching his nosebridge: Izuku and Tsuyu look like the couples in every glmv ever, thay could be siblings, please don't.
hitoshi, walking into 1-a after just being transferred: i came here to study, not to make friends.
izuku, subtly smiling: I came here to break bones and make freinds and I'm all out of bones
hitoshi, backing away: shit
Natsuo getting moved to the pediatric (children's) unit to shadow for a week and seeing Touya in the eyes of every little boy and girl.
He ends that week early.
The way I am everything schlatt has ever taken the piss on,, yes I am a teenage girl raving over a old ass crusty little man,, no I will not stop
GNAWING AT THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE
Hizashi is such a good character and yet we get so little of him. RAAAAAAH
Like he lost Oboro too and he struggles with that. His anger during that moment when they realized their dead friend was being used by villains sticks with me.
And I think about how all he wants is friends and he finds that in Shouta. He puts up a facade and the only person to really see him for who he is Shouta.
Their friendship deserved screentime. I want to see them being that rock for each other and the way that their friendship has evolved since the loss of Oboro.
I also want to see him solo. What he feels, thinks, his own love for his work and students separate from others. His passions. His drive. His ambition. I want to see what he thinks of his busy life. I want to see him feeding stray cats and him dealing with grading papers. I want to see his living space and whether it's cluttered or not. I want to see him play instruments and his process with planning things out for his radio show.
I just want to see Hizashi. I want to see him as a full human with his own complex thoughts and processes when it comes to his approach to life.
Just give me Hizashi
Shouta obviously needs to be able to use his capture weapon to hold his own body weight, and also needs to be able to brace landings between buildings so his arms and thighs gotta be WHAM. While hizashi is a bfg, he still needs to fight because no hero is a one trick pony, but his fighting style is more like mina's, so he's still got muscle, but alot less than shouta and alot more lean in general.
nightmare being fulfilled by taking horror, dust, killer, and cross in because the last time he tried to help people, he enhanced the negative emotions of everyone around him, froze his brother for 400 years, and lost all resemblance of what he once looked like ushjssjsjsjsj he makes mee illlllll melting awahahy
moments before aizawa hands in his two week notice