Growing Up Undiagnosed Autistic Is Like 'huh. I Wonder Why I Feel Almost Like An Alien Compared To Everyone

growing up undiagnosed autistic is like 'huh. i wonder why i feel almost like an alien compared to everyone else and why i have this feeling that i'm fundamentally different from everyone else in a way that i can't really comprehend. how peculiar that it feels like everyone just gets these things i cant possibly wrap my head around. its awfully strange how despite also being mocked and ridiculed for being different, people will also tell me that i'm overthinking and i'm just 'normal like everyone else''. and then time passes and then you have The Realization.

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3 weeks ago

For me, it's the words "brat" and "bratty". I don't care if you're a Military Brat, even hearing the word in a benign context (i.e., not an old crank justifying the hatred of children) makes me feel like all the blood is rushing to my head, and my eyes instantly fill with tears. I do try to control myself in such situations. I know Ye Olde Military Brats wear your label with pride. You can have your Brat Tamer kink, but never talk to me about it. Even if I'd ordinarily agree that a kid is rude or badly behaved, I'd choose any other word that'd work. And the whole Brat Summer thing is almost funny, but it's had me cringing hard. For some reason mentioning Bratz dolls is fine. (I was never into them, but I understand the context is just about toys.) Even seeing "brat" and "bratty" in print feels either like I suddenly can't read, or like a slight jumpscare. I also dislike "twerp", "twaddle", and "whore".

I have misophonia and logomisia...


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3 months ago
Not Sure It Even Looks Like Me, But It Was Fun?

Not sure it even looks like me, but it was fun?

Who am I gonna tag? I'll try to think of someone.

@theguarddogofallyourfeverdreams

@beezelmon03

Me (kinda sorta a little bit maybe)

Me (kinda Sorta A Little Bit Maybe)

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3 weeks ago

Neurotypicals be like: “don’t put yourself into a box!!”

Then demand that you fit into theirs.

2 months ago

My big sis was really into it! So as long as I can remember there were always AG books in the house. I became extremely obsessed when I was 6, and then my mom got me Felicity for Christmas that year. My sister was mostly over it by the time she was 15. But for me, at age almost 20, the obsession has never died and I'm looking for the next doll on my list: Maryellen.

American Girl fans of Tumblr, what was your very first exposure to the brand?

Mine was finding a Meet Kaya book in my primary school's library.


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2 months ago

I'll tell y'all if my wish comes true 🌠✨😉

If You See This On Your Dashboard, Reblog This, NO MATTER WHAT And All Your Dreams And Wishes Will Come

If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.


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2 months ago

💖✨🌼

reblog to reassure the next person who reads this that everything is going to be okay and it’s all going to get easier soon


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2 months ago

Even when you're almost 20💖✨

its okay to hurt when you loose a loved stuffed animal. its okay to hurt when your plushie gets a stain, or a tear. theres nothing wrong with you, your emotions are valid. they never stopped loving you. you are even more wonderful for caring so much about something so small. please be gentle with yourself.


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2 months ago

If you're fifteen or older an still sleep with a stuffed animal please reblog this.

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shirestrawberry144 - That Strange Nerd You Probably Don't Like
That Strange Nerd You Probably Don't Like

20 years old and still watches kids shows

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