shining-splashstar
hiiii I'm Nekomorius Nyampharos Hydrangea🇧🇷 I draw whatever interests me in the moment and im stuck on this damn forsaken planet.
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I hope this posts in order! @twink-on-the-brink @gracefulvaudeville
miss me miss me now you gotta kiss me-
Pavlova if he ever met Cotton Candy
You're counting all your sheep in disguise
Caught up in the world of lies
im extremely ill rn(in a way of. im hospitalized) so thats all you guys are having. its really bad m sorry
I DONT EVEN PLAY THIS GAME
Some more Wolf Shadow Milk and Kitty Truthless. We need to send Wolf Shadow Milk to the dog pound to be euthanized.
(warning: suggestive image under)
summer is coming, my friends :D
Ok I have to talk about the translation here.
In JP, Yoru says 私とやりたいのか？(watashi to yaritai no ka?) "You wanna do it with me?" which ofc, has common usage in referring to participation in sex with someone.
The availability of that implication is interesting here following my recent thread about Yoru and Denji's relationship.
In that it sounds like Yoru's reminder to Denji about what their relationship is based around and who holds the leash because of it. An owner reminding her growling dog of the promised treat if he behaves.
It's a romance that operates on a level of superficiality that's thinner than every woman Denji has had that run in with so far at least with its current presentation, that it feels like Denji being thrown a bone that's well bare-bones. Esp with the appearance of Chimerasaw Man here. Like ok the hero kinda gets what he's always wanted but is this realllyy what he wants? If he just wants to get it on with Yoru why get mad that she's devilishly cruel? She's after all, his "only woman". Yoru nipping his alternative convictions to keep him obedient.
But the double entendre of the phrasing works for misdirection too!
Especially so when it's the virtuous, just replica of Chainsaw Man that Yoru takes aim at!! That it's this voice of justice that inquires Denji if his conflict with Yoru is a falsehood and Denji's like NOPE she's just that bad!!
And Yoru responds by saying it's cold, that she's going home! The coldness befalling them in Denji's awareness, his distancing from apathy, ignorance because of Yoru's actions.
The heat Yoru represents for Denji thus far in the place of his family, so he doesn't have to face the cold.
But knowing now that Famine was in fact Death kinda further solidifies my thoughts on Denji's continued distancing of what death carries for him. Death as the bogeyman essentially. Denji inching closer towards fire/sex for warmth so he's further from the cold (the snow). The poignancy of his house w Nayuta and the pets going up in flames as he leans into being the CSM bc the heat from the fire that destroyed his normal beckons to him in the wake of his loss, him telling Pochita his next dream is "I want to be Chainsaw Man". Denji reminiscing Power and Control in what is already lost as Yoru makes him hers. His family the frozen potstickers that Yoru cooks with the heat she provides through sex and romance in making him her family as the potstickers take a messy form through her cooking and love. But then Denji cooks the potstickers himself to revive that normal in some fashion against the backdrop of death with him and AsaYoru at the center strung by their family.
Just as the heat of Makima's tea warmed up his cold hands at her house in his grief over Aki as her dog, the comfort of not having to think.
AND THEN THIS????
The heroic Chainsaw Man defended, saved by the cluster of his fandom just as much as they've become his collateral.
That these civillians are made inextricable from this embodiment of Chainsaw Man as justice as what should be Denji's justice as a hero. The heart that made him a saviour to the people in the first place.
I see what is represented here to be a case of Denji's heroism being presented to us via Chimerasaw Man in Denji's actions and his heart vs Yoru in Denji's desire and material goal. The way Denji's hero's journey is officiated through Makima's promise, teaching of sex by defeating Gun.
And we see it again in Yoru's promise of sex, love by defeating Death. The notion that Denji's heroism is marked by achievement reached by being unthinking, unfeeling. Motivation pushed by plot over character nuance.
If Denji has Yoru, he doesn't have to worry about saving lives, only killing Death matters, only having sex matters.
But there's more than what meets the eye, just as fondling Power's boobs wasn't the only reason Denji cared enough to save Power, but because he empathised with her feelings for Meowy.
Chimerasaw Man using the coldness of the snow in Denji's hands and the height which his heart and body falls in his remembrance of it against him as a mirror of justice.
Him saving Asa from falling in this shared cycle of pain and grief in his inheritance of Aki's that led Aki to saving Angel.
The way we're presented w this just 2 chapters after ch.200 as its counterpoint.
What does being Chainsaw Man mean for Denji? Is Chainsaw Man all sex and violence or is there still heart behind his story despite it all, with a life like his in a world like csm.
What makes The Chainsaw Man Denji and vice versa.
how i look with they/them in my bio
If anything this was my friends fault
callies i don't think i've posted here
New Secret Knots comic: "Cryptid".
Holly and pure vanilla are always one to care for others despite themselves,, I just love this moment that highlights Holly caring nature AUGHHHH
this ship came out as a result of me misreading at night but anyway OLD QUEEN YURI
The buzz at the Hot Topic where all the mall goths flock 🦇 There’s something here for all geeks alike! Whether you’re emo, scene, metal, punk, rock, gyaru, kawaii, grunge, cringe, virgo, vegan, or some alt thing I didn’t mention already because my god there’s a lot of them, we got you covered!
non-reblog post for visibility :p (sorry for the pings) Goth trio inspired by @slamvan's post !! I wanted an excuse to draw these guys because Ive been feeling rlly euck lately
click for higher res -Reblogs appreciated!!-
#Oshi_no_Ko #推しの子
#fanart #ファンアート
星野アイ
washing tamagotchi
Why Crowley is such a fan of Queen...
full team finished!
evil online e-couple you cant go anywhere online without seeing pictures of
i like working at plant store. sometimes you ring up someone and there's a slug on their plant and so you're like "Oh haha you've got a friend there let me get that for you" and you put the slug on your hand for safekeeping but then its really busy and you dont have time to take the slug outside before the next customer in line so you just have a slug chilling on your hand for 15 minutes. really makes you feel at peace with nature. also it means sometimes i get to say my favorite line which is "would you like this free slug with your purchase"
I'm gonna make the most girl failure x stunning put together girl thing you have ever seen. New cookie run ocs are being made JUST so I can make one shots of them.
French Fry Cookie and Milk Shake Cookie. WILL. HAPPEN.
Yes, I am a straight man. Yes, getting the shit beat out of me in an all-male mosh pit is an erotic experience for me. We exist
Sprinkling circus !!!
Go my gozyugers
Forbidden love
I love you, freshly baked Matcha
