“Oh Abu Dharr! Don’t Look At The Smallness Of The Sin But Look At The One You Disobeyed.”

ek muddat se tirī yaad bhī aa.ī na hameñ,

aur ham bhuul ga.e hoñ tujhe aisā bhi nahīñ.

Firaq Gorakhpuri

Every time you begin a new month ask yourself

(1) what should I stop doing

(2) what should I start doing

(3) what should I keep doing

Baaz aa, baaz aa, har anche hastee baaz aa. Gar kaafeer u gabr u bot parastee baaz aa. Een dargaahe maa dargaahe nowmeedee neest,Saad baar agar towba shikastee baaz aa.

Come again come again whatever you are come again, if you're a kafir or idol- worshiper come again. This home of ours is not a home of hopelessness, even if you've repented one hundred times, come again.

Ibn Uthaymin رحمه الله said:

“The test intensifies

when the relief is close.”

[Sharh al-Mukhtasar ‘Alaa Buloogh al-Mar’aam, 376]

I don't know who needs to hear this out but; please, please don't give up on your deen. It doesn't matter how many sins you have done or for how long, just come back. Start again, try again, pray again, cry, yearn, JUST DON'T GIVE UP.

Sometimes u just need to stay quiet, not because u don't have anything to say, but because u just don't want ur words to get wasted..

Mymind

Ibn al-Qayyim رحمه الله said:

‎“Be on the side with Allah and His Messenger even if all of mankind is on the other side.”

‎[al-Fawa'id pg 167

O my Lord, forgive me and my parents.