Yes

Finally got my password ehm-

Sup my old dudes! I just want to state that utmv art related is gonna be more less in this blog or even worse that I don't even post everything here. My accedental disapearance [cuz of my bloody phone] just affect me so much that have caused a lack of investment in the fandom. [Im still interested in UT but Im not really that active]

But looking on my past self. I can't help but feel nostalgic. My old drawings are just a complete goldmine. And I can finally see some improvement in my art and Im happy about that!

Whats really heartwarming is I've been a part of a community that is nice and very passionate about their work <3 and the fact that Zu is still standing strong, drawing and interacting their followers is just so astonishing!

And for the people that wondered where the actual heck am I, heres what happened:

> My bloody phone became really glitchy

> Dang no more gadgets to communicate my homies with

> hehe NEW GADGET GO BRR

> modules

> forgot that I had a blog

> actually remembered that I had a blog while Im showering

> "Damn whats the password again?"

And I finally got my password back by looking at my old books that I've collected since the 2020's lmao

All jokes asides, Im actually happy that I got this account back! I really have a lot to catch up.

Are u a girl? If u are I kinda think u have a period

I have this weird problem with my stomach. I kinda hurts every once in a while, but it mainly just feels really awkward and idk why

Oh... better not to waste time with this and see a doctor (ò_óˇ)

UPD:

Hmm... is it possible to call a doctor at home? In any case, it's best not to take the medication yourself (´-`)

Take care <3

YESSSSSSS-

Why. WHY DIDN'T I EXPLORE THIS BLOG EARLIER?!

Dunno ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

But do you like it?

I like it both dude!! I like to crew too cause you're the one that have to guess who is the imposter! Do tasks, protect your crew, Check for clues, find bodies and even see the imposter kill your crew! And run in the emergency button anddddd....

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This dude was not the imposter

1 imposter remain

And actually fail to convince your crew that you are not the Imposter!

You see!

FUN

So Zu I'm playing among us and in 1 hour of playing it I got imposter [halleluyah] and while I'm walking in the reactor I saw one dude that is alone in security looking at cams so I killed them. And this one dude accused me and said "this dude is the imposter"

I'm freakin mad cause that's the only time that I got imposter 〒_〒

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Ohh, that's not fair at all... (>_<) I'm sorry it happened to you, but hey, if no one saw you, you did great! >:3

UPD:

> I like to play as the crew more. In my opinion, playing as The Impostor is a bit boring. Guessing traitors is much more fun and completing tasks too.

Same bruh! *^*

Why does all of my fave artist is girls

I saw one of my fave artist and said they got a girlfriend: OK ok it's a boi guys

She is lesbian:

WHAT?

*insert sanctuary guardian earthbound meme*

Dude are ya a dude?

BRUH

Cream!

Dream belongs to jokublog

Cross belongs to jakei95

The flip? Why is this so beautiful dude-

I’ll love you to death <3

Cross’s love for dream never stopped, no matter how painful the consequences were. He knew that he wasn’t the same anymore, and he knew that S!D didn’t love him anymore- but…but he could never stop loving him! He was sick- he was put in such torture, but he would go through it, no matter how bad it was.

  S!D felt that something was wrong, and it was getting worse- no matter how he pushed the narrative that everything was fine, and that he didn’t feel a thing for cross- that he wasn’t the same; he couldn’t help but be…. Worried- the last time he was so cold and harsh with cross, he heard sobs in the bathroom, and honestly, he didn’t know how to feel about it- pity? The negative feelings were sure real good, but it felt-… disgusting-

  Each morning, cross would be awake way before S!D, which was surprising,  considering cross was the lazy type, and that S!D wakes up pretty early, but he assumed that every sans wakes up pretty early considering the “nightmares” they get, but each time S!D wakes up earlier, cross wears his hoodie and hides his face, and covers himself with his blanket as much as possible.

  Then one day, S!D woke up after cross again- but the other’s bed wasn’t covered; he leaned to make it for the idiot when he noticed some blood on the pillow- and not only that, but he also saw some petals on the bed- wait- he was probably injured when he went looking for nightmare- but he also went into other AU’s to relax? So THAT was why he didn’t find nightmare yet- he forced himself to believe it, and he went to the kitchen, ready to argue with him when he heard loud coughs, not the usual ones someone would have- was he sick?

  He entered the kitchen very slowly, making sure the other didn’t hear him, but the sound that cross made was heartbreaking- he sobbed, coughed, almost puking- he looked like he was choking- S!D couldn’t help but feel bad for cross- the other was almost agonizing on the ground, but when he noticed that the other was coughing a big amount of blood, he ran towards him- “CROSS-” his instinct didn’t let him chose whether he should help him or not- it was already decided.

  But as soon as the other got closer, cross fell to the ground, almost going unconscious- “C-CROSS!” he didn’t know what to do, but he got on his knees- and held his face, what was wrong?

  He noticed some petals falling off his mouth, and a huge amount of them were splattered with blood on the floor- wait- what? Why did he even have flowers inside his mouth- did- did he…?

  Cross sobbed- but as soon as he opened his eyes, he tried to wipe his face and hide his mouth “d-dream? W-what are you-“ but S!D just blurted out- “what in the world is happening to you cross?!” he now knew that he felt somewhat worried about him- I mean, how could he react differently?!

  “…i- dream-“ cross let out the tears he held back for what felt like an eternity- “i- I love you, I love you so much- s-so I don’t care if it kills me- but- it still kind of hurts-“ he tried to laugh, but ended up coughing another bunch of petals- S!D paused, he didn’t know how to react- he couldn’t answer-

  “it’s fine, I’ll be fine- if- if I wanted this to stop- I’ll- I’ll have to stop loving you, and i- I don’t want that- even if you say you don’t like me- i- I promised that I’d stay with you, and I don’t want to force you into liking me back just to “save” me from this disease- “ he wiped his tears, and avoided his gaze, when he felt a drop of water fall on his face, a tear? Was S!D crying?

  “…cross-“ why is he crying? he was not the same idiot who actually believed in people- he was not the same person who wanted to be with cross even if the other probably stayed for his aura, he wasn’t the one who rejected cross’s proposal to protect him- because now, he doesn’t love ANYONE at all- yeah! Yeah- …..yeah….

  …..

  What a stupid lie

  He didn’t accept his proposal to protect him, but it ended up literally killing him- he assumed cross never loved him, and that he was as fake as the others were, but he ended up staying with him no matter how much he tried to hurt him- he wanted to love him, no matter how painful the consequences of the disease were-

  He could lie to himself all he wanted, but cross loved him, and he loved him too-

  “I thought… this disease was…fictional-“ S!D felt horrible- but cross held his chest trying to breathe in- “i- I did too before meeting you” he smiled, but S!D’s eyes shot wide open- wait- no… he covered his mouth in shock- so cross actually knew that he didn’t fully like him back then- but he still- he still….

  S!D sobbed- just how horrible did he feel like in just a day- “cross- I’m so sorry-“ but cross managed to smile, and brush it off- “it’s okay-“ “NO IT’s NOT-“ S!D interrupted him, and cross was almost surprised- “it’s not okay- you’re not “fine”! you’re flippin DYING-“

  S!D buried his face in his hands, and cross tried to respond, but the other took his hand and held it as tight as he could- “how did I doubt you after everything you did for me- and I claim I love you? I’m so sorry cross-“ he wiped his tears, and cross stayed silent, waiting for the other’s words-

“I’m sorry I made you go through all of this- I wish I could’ve saved you earlier, but maybe I can still prove myself that I still can” cross didn’t have time to question him about that when S!D leaned closer, and let his lips meet the other’s-

  Cross felt like the pain he once had inside his whole body melting away the more he stayed in that position- so he closed his eyes, glad to finally be able to feel so relaxed and good- and as soon as S!D pulled away, he whispered “I love you cross”

  Cross felt like the weight on his chest finally disappeared, and he was truly able to rest, so he replied- “I love you too, drea-“ he suddenly fell unconscious on the other’s lap, totally tired.

S!D suddenly realized the situation he was in, and what just happened, so his face was covered with a deep blush- ugh- did he actually go that far? ….it was totally worth it.

(hello again, writing anon here! sorry i didn’t post it yesterday, but i had lost a bit of the writing, and it was getting quite late, so i didn’t want to wake up late to school- but now i just got back home, and I’m kind of tired, but also exited! plus, i have something else to give you today with the writing ;) thank u for waiting♥️)

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Oh my god,,, (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) You’re one surprise after another <3 This one is amazing, thank you so much! ♡

Perfection doesn't exist-

What I'm wrong

Ink and Error are basically like Goku and Vegeta from Dragon Ball Z Abridged and you can not change my mind on that

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The DBZA series playlist

The DBZA movies playlist

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Error created by loverofpiggies

Hi! I read your ask to Zu and I wanted to say some things to you if it doesn't bother you...? If it bothers you, just delete the ask that's ok! So, of course I don' know your artstyle but hey I'm sure It's not this ugly. We're always harder on ourselves than others! Did you try to show it to someone ? I know the feeling... I spend so much time looking at my drawings telling myself it's bad... But now that I met people here on Tumblr I feel less often like this ! (Part 1!)

Thank you very much! I'll try my best💞 I've never got an ask before and sorry if I deleted the 3rd one sorry, I'm just not sure how ask works btw thank you again for saying this to me! qwq

Thank you..

Zu I just want to say... I'm sorry, I can't submit my dumb traditional art because I've been losing motivations lately and my uncle just died, I'm so so sorry. I'm just gonna send you that on the future when I my skills improved. Zu I love you!

Oh dear... my condolences (◞‸◟) please don't be sorry, take your time, and for improving your skills too! I hope you get better soon ♡