We tell everyone we’re better now; Parties with friends, Vodka and cokes [diet please] Late nights and lie ins [missed breakfast] New places and meals out [I can’t eat there]
We tell ourselves we’re better now; No more hospitals, Living our lives [clinically underweight] Moments making memories [I ate more that day] No longer obsessive [197 calories]
We keep saying we’re better now; Listing tiny steps, Seemingly important victories [leaving the illness between the lines]
Causally didn't weigh for a while and now I weigh 139.6lbs/63.45kg 🙃 I plan on getting back on track with IF and med res
Depression
Anxiety
Suicidal thoughts
Scars
Self hate
Body mobifications (piercings, tattoos, etc)
Eating disorder
PTSD
OCD
Personality disorder(s)
Or anything else that society sees as “bad” or “unworthy of love” because everybody matters and needs love
“Hunger will not betray you like eating will”
“Hunger hurts, but starving works”
“Hungry to bed, hungry to rise, makes a girl a smaller size”
“Calories won’t make you happy”
“Starving is willpower”
“Pleasure to the lips adds pounds to the hip”
“Do not reward yourself with food, you are not a dog”
“If it was easy, everyone would be thin”
“I’m not telling you it’s going to be easy, I’m telling you it’s going to be worth it”
“Eat to live, but don’t live to eat”
“Hunger is your friend and it won’t betray you like eating will”
“Your stomach growling is the sound of your fat screaming”
“Everything looks good on skinny”
“Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“
“The greasy fry it cannot lie. Its truth is written on your thigh”
“Giving into food shows weakness, be strong and you will be better than everyone else”
“I made myself fat, I can make myself thin”
“If I eat anything, I’ll eat everything, so I eat nothing”
“Waking up thinner is worth going to bed hungry”
“Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels”
“Every calorie you eat equals another step towards destruction“
“Eating will not solve anything”
“Ballerina or beanbag?”
“No one ever got skinny sitting on their behind”
“You could die at any time and once you are dead, you will be that weight FOREVER, do you want to look fat when everyone comes by to see you in the coffin?”
“Eat less, weigh less”
“Starve my pain away, make me beautiful, make everything okay, turn my problems into bones, crush them up, gather the remains, blow away the dust“
“Junk food is cheap but thin is priceless“
“Never trade what you want most for what you want at the moment, it only leads to failure”
“For every day that you binge, it pushes back the day of your ultimate goal weight by a week”
“You only fail if you stop trying“
“You are not hungry, you are bored, learn the difference”
“ You will not regret getting skinny, but you will regret overeating”
“Do it so that people ask, “has she been eating?”“
“I am not there yet, but I am closer than I was yesterday”
“Need motivation to lose weight? Just sit in front of the mirror naked”
“If you are not hungry enough to eat an apple, you are not hungry”
“Dear stomach, you are not bored, you are hungry, so shut up”
“Stop eating, you must be beautiful”
“So you can show everyone who doubted you, you can do it”
“Coffee and smokes, and cold diet cokes, that’s what pretty girls are made of”
“Stay strong, and starve on”
“Inside us is a thin person struggling to get out, but she is too sedated with a few pieces of chocolate cake”
“Keep calm and hunger will pass”
“The fact that you are not where you want to be should be enough motivation”
“You’ll never get skinny if you keep on eating”
“An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person“
“The thinner is the winner“
“You cannot taste perfection, you can feel it“
“If you aren’t thin, you aren’t attractive“
EVERYONE DRINK WATER RIGHT NOW AND REBLOG TO KEEP THE HYDRATION GANG CHAIN GOING
✨🔘 Magical Restart Button 🔘✨
Benefits
Pauses weight gain and ensures that you quickly lose any weight gained the past week from bingeing or overeating
Destroys binge eating and emotional eating urges
Ensures that you have a burst of motivation, determination, and discipline that will last for 5 days.
Negative effects?
None. No negativity attached.
*sigil on button stands for motivation, binge prevention, weight loss, and luck.
If you're a transfemme and can't or don't want to tuck, you are amazing. Your body is good. Your body is feminine enough - you don't have to do anything to "prove" it. No matter what is best for your mind and body, you will always be good. To hell with the idea that you must alter yourself to be a "true" woman - you are already there.
Like I said my body is against me currently and for some reason I ate terribly today
Today's Log: Blueberry Jam
Peanut butter
2 GF blueberry waffles
Peppermint mocha Kcup
Almond milk
SF peppermint mocha syrup
Plain potato chips
Slice of Goudah
Light Greek yogurt
French onion dip powder
Liquid IV acai berry flavor
SF berry gum
6 GF thinmints (serving is 4)
Stuffing casserole
Moving to edtumblr bc all other servers are going to hell ✨ Follow and I'll follow you back none under 14 please
Of fucking course
What sick bastard doesn’t
Not pro, please recover if possible. Definitely some triggering content ( mostly eating disorder related), please don't report (feel free to block if I'm triggering you) TW weight mention ahead. Ht: 5'4/163cm SW: 180lbs/81.6kg CW 138.7lbs/62.9kg GW 105lbs/47.6kg UGW 85lbs/38.5kg
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