Feverish And Forsaken. On My Second Glass Of Mulled Wine. Never Kill Yourself

Hi sir ! I was wondering, how did you end up casting Jon Hamm as Gabriel ? Did he submit an audition tape, did you offer him the role ? He is brilliant in the show and a perfect match w David and Michael.

I knew Jon was a Good Omens fan, because he had told me that when he was young it was his favourite book, so I emailed and offered him the part (apologising that it wasn't in the book).

Ineffable Fandom manifesting S3 :D.

Something possessing or influencing Edwin or taking his form and getting angry at Charles in ways that Edwin never would, not getting violent because that would make the jig immediately up but raising Edwin’s voice, clenching Edwin’s fists, things Edwin knows not to do

And after it’s all resolved Edwin is upset at Charles for something, maybe putting himself in danger, maybe something else, it doesn’t matter - what matters is that Edwin rounds on Charles to snap at him, and Charles flinches.

the thing that always gets me ESPECIALLY about autistic representation in media is that we are universally portrayed as happy-go-lucky, whimsical children, completely oblivious to the fact that the world constantly judges and scorns and HATES us.

We notice. I noticed. The reason I am as messed up as I am today is because i spent 20 LONG years in an environment where every day i was subjected to that. To noticing.

what an absolutely neurotypical view of us. Coddling themselves, getting to act like the way they treat us is fine because we don't understand that our peers dont respect us. Why would we? We're so subhuman to them, it's like asking if your cat notices you playfully insulting it.

Every autistic person I've ever met is on some level bitter and angry and TRAUMATIZED at their upbringing. Of having to go through school as the laughing stock, as the weirdo with no friends who no one wants to talk to, as the animal in the corner you can make do cheap tricks so they can experience some Simulacra of what genuine human connection is.

Now tell me, does it sound like I didn't notice?

I once again offer you: hogs

I made another thing.

With apologies to Neil Gaiman.

how I imagine it happened

found family fr 💚🧡💜

(aka I found my new fav frame of them and thought of the audio)

i told him I wasn’t interested he just keeps coming back

"you are one of gods strongest soldiers" i say, not even believing in either of those institutions

Me watching some of the worst people I know get jobs when I can’t find even one that responds to my application

is this anything?