Do you guys ever think about this panel. Do you think about how in this moment he realizes heโs about to be killed by the demon and he is SMILING!!!!!!! Heโs about to fulfill his one remaining desire, the one he hasnโt even admitted to himself, and itโs all finally going to be over.
Because Iโm thinking about it a lot, in fact I actually cannot stop thinking about it
Bonus in case thinking about it made you depressed:
forgot to post this doodle uhhhhhhh
light yagami hcs but theres actually a psychoanalysis for some of them
โ light has social anxiety. HEAR ME OUT!!!! he wouldnt admit it to anyone (himself included). for him it doesnโt manifest in the way where he apologizes for everything, stutters over his words, etc. instead; he grew up not able to make friends easily because it was always hard to relate when he was already so much more mentally developed than everyone else, and his mom caught on to this, so being the kind mother she is, sachiko tries to make him feel better about it because she thought that it upset him. same w his father. so growing up he was constantly told that he was just more mature than his peers and ir wasnt his fault, which caused him to develop a superiority complex, โi donโt have friends because im better than everyone else, and they bore me.โ was probably his thought process, similar to how tomoko (watamote) is w her social anxiety, he blames everyone else for his loneliness rather than thinking thereโs something wrong with him. again, similarly to tomoko, he changes the way he is to seem more normal even if he doesnt care to surround himself w people. he overthinks every conversation he has even before he becomes kira and is constantly questioning if he seemed normal enough ๐ง
โ light likes carrot cake. no reason for this one except i rly like carrot cake so he obviously has to be the biggest fan of carrot cake ever
โ if the death note didnt exist, and light didnt become kira and neither did anyone else, he wouldโve experienced gifted kid burnout for the first time in his life being absolutely bored out of his mind, and he wouldโve become severely depressed, borderline suicidal because it seemed like nothing mattered anymore and slowly but surely, he wouldve stopped having the motivation to participate in school, stopped trying to seem normal for the ppl around him, stopped talking to anyone in general, and likely became a recluse or kill himself. i say this bc i think the only reason he never became like that is bc he became kira, giving him a โpurposeโ in life (passing judgement)
โ light has a short temper, due to constantly having to mask around people. he tried to take his moms advice on making a friend in like 4th grade and when he came home, he went straight to his room, locked the door, and screamed into his pillow for a good 30 minutes from pure exhaustion and exasperation. safe to say he stayed polite after that, but never tried to have a genuine conversation with anyone ever again. this fueled his superiority complex probably, enforcing the belief that he was smarter and just generally better than everyone else around him.
โ if he ever met beyond, b would absolutely test his patience. im under the belief that if they were acquaintances for a while, light wouldโve tried to strangle b at least once. it would not work, and b would find that hilarious, because light doesnt like getting his hands dirty, and the first and only time he tries, he fails miserably. bloodmoon truthers i love you
โ he has 97 mental illnesses and is banned from most public spaces /ref (personally i hc him w npd, aspd, avpd, & ocd)
โ he got a cat when he moved out of his parents house and would absolutely go batshit (even more so) if anything ever happened to it. like a john wick situation. also the cats name is ai (ๆ), meaning love in japanese :3
โ bloodmoon hc #2 , in the situation where instead of dying, b finds light on the staircase and saves him, fixing him up himself instead of going to a hospital for obvious reasons. also light would give up ownership of the book to b, but would have the book with him at all times to keep his memories. light hates him at first both because b is a murderer and bc he reminds light too much of L. over time they become sort of replacements for each other. light sees L in b, and b sees A in light (physical similarities for both)
โ light despises apples. hes always pictured w them bc of ryuk, but thats exactly why he hates them. ryuk would have him buy every apple he sees, or just apple themed things and light would be sooo pissed and yell at ryuk for draining his wallet
โ light has a phobia of needles. whenever he has to get a shot or something heโll keep a tight-lipped smile but would be freaking the fuck out in his mind
ummm thats all for now methinks. yea ^_^ light is literally me so this is all very real trust
your average mafuyu but i gave her a fish.
General headcanons of mithrun and Kabruโs relations hip ? You can add some past!mithrun ones too ๐
Oooh sure!! Thank you for asking of course!!
- It would take them a couple of years to get together, Kabru realizes how he feels for Mithrun first but waits for the right time to say. Mithrun, however, after years of thinking โheโs a friend, a really really good friend who crosses my mind at least twice every hour, whose smile makes me feel warm, who i will die forโ finally understands his affection for Kabru, blurts out his confession immediately.
- They would keep their relationship between closed friends, publicizing it means more trouble for the newly found kingdom and kabruโs prestige and position as the court counselor because people think elves are untrustworthy, they would be like โthe advisor is banging an elf?! Weโre doomed as a kingdom!โ Lol. Kabru doesnโt really care because he loves that man to his grave, but mithrun is worried he will be the downfall of kabruโs career.
- They donโt argue a lot, but when they do Mithrun is usually the one to apologize first because it scares him to death whenever it crosses his mind that this trivial gripe theyโre having might be taking up what little time Kabru has left with him due to the lifespan difference. They both desperately want to resolve the fight and get back to being lovey dovey as soon as possible lol.
- Mithrunโs parents know about his relationship, but they donโt care that much as long as he keeps it a secret and doesnโt disgrace his familyโs name because in their eyes their son had died 40 years ago. He doesnโt see them a lot, once every 10 years or so, one time Kabru insisted on meeting his family if they are going to get serious, he begrudgingly agreed, a terrible idea as it ended with Mithrun teleporting his soup to spill it on his parentโs head and storming out holding Kabruโs hand after they made snarky comments about Kabru.
- Kabru likes to be the little spoon, Mithrun doesnโt mind this.
And hereโs my headcanons for past Mithrun:
- Despite his arrogance, he was extremely self-conscious, always fretting over how people perceived him, how a strand of his hair was out of place. He spent a lot of time on the upkeep of his appearance like doing a 10 step skincare routine twice a day even though elves have naturally flawless skin.
- Most of his ex-lovers were people for whom his brother had feelings, he would specifically court them to โwinโ over his brother, trying to prove to himself that he is superior. These relationships didnโt last because his partners felt like his love for them only goes so far.
- Ever since he was a child he was made aware of his bastard identity, he was told that because of his silver hair and eyes he was lucky enough to be taken in and brought up as a lawful child. Because of this he hated (and loved) his eyes and hair, even though they were his ticket to life of luxury, he felt like he was reduced to less than a person, he was rather a replacement for their legitimate but flawed son. (Now that you think about it lol his situation was kinda the opposite of Kabruโs, who was literally almost killed by his fatherโs family for his eyes)
- Because of him being born from infidelity, he had to make up for it by surpassing his brother, in fact he spent a third of his life doing so only to be shipped away to the army in place for his brother. Just like that he was thrown away.
you ever think about how Mithrun actually spent most of his life as a silver eyed insecure pretty boy with a lot of pent up anger and resentment in that 5โ1 body? What was it, like 140-ish years? And how heโs only been in his current state for about 40 years now, which is just a drop in the bucket for elves? But itโs probably felt like an eternity to him.
Do you think he misses his old self? I think he thinks he lacks the ability to care about the pastโ other than the demon partโ and he refuses to admit that he despises his old self but also wants him back. Lord, give him one more chance..
Or it was the demon who told Msrn that his friends 'disappeared' in the dungeons.
โOOH CHRISTOPHER PIERREโ (a Ghost and Pals fanfiction)
Hi guys this is literally the worst thing Iโve ever drawn
In Ace Attorney 2: Justice For All, itโs never really made clear whatย โProsecutor Miles Edgeworth Chooses Deathโ actually means or how exactly Phoenix interprets it. We can only speculate what happened after the end of the first game, when Edgeworth disappeared.
However, there is this strange conversation in the middle of Farewell, My Turnabout, where Edgeworth gives a surprisingly thorough and emotional breakdown of the mental state of witness Adrian Andrews and what motivated her to attempt suicide after the death of her mentor, Celeste Inpax.
Thereโs something familiar about this descriptionโฆ Someone who appears strong and career-driven, but is actually just imitating their mentor, and after that mentor diesโฆ
It was my first instinct to assume thatย โProsecutor Miles Edgeworth Chooses Deathโ was entirely metaphorical, but with this scene Iโm convinced that an attempt really was made, and that the reason Gumshoe knows is because he found Edgeworth and stopped him.
{No one wished Christopher a โMerry Christmasโ yesterday (yes, Iโve started expecting holiday wishes at this point), and all I could picture in my mind was this:}