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Forduary week three: Support At least heâll always have his brother there to support him, right?
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so painful to think about tiny stan pines liking to draw and being so inventive and creative while thinking of himself as "a dumb idiot" and "the stupid twin"
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Just some kids having fun
I'm in love with you, Lee Minho. Please be happy always, I love your smile and seeing you happy đ€
(i need his new solo song on spotify right now đ©)
Seungmin x Harry Winston for ELLE Japan
Your friend makes you feel bad after a night out at the club, but luckily, youâve always had Hyunjin and Changbin to comfort you. Or maybe more than that, if thatâs what you want. Is that what you want? Content: Smut, Hurt/Comfort Warnings: Virgin reader, use of the word 'prude', reader is shamed for being a virgin (not by SKZ), kissing, fingering, oral f! receiving, p in v sex, no mention of using protection WC: 4800
Saturday mornings are great. After a long and tiring work week, you want nothing more than a day to sleep in and relax, finally letting the stress melt away from your body and mind. When you roll out of bed with a yawn you wobble into the kitchen, ready to make yourself a cup of coffee.Â
Maybe you would read a book today? Or you could always catch up on that k-drama youâve been wanting to watchâ
âGood morning, sleepyhead.âÂ
Strange. That almost sounded like the voice of Hwang Hyunjin, which is impossible, seeing as you just woke up and you live alone. Right?Â
Wrong.Â
âHyunjin, what the fuck are you doing in my house?â You groan as the coffee maker whirs to life, turning around to shoot your best friend a glare. He holds his hands up in mock defense, but your glare is no longer directed at him. Itâs at the whistling coming from the bathroom, your bathroom, as Changbin strides out and dries his hands on his pants.Â
âIâm seriously regretting giving you both a spare set of keys,â you mumble. Your whining goes unheard over Changbinâs shouting.Â
âOoh, coffee! Can I have some?âÂ
You have never known true peace. Not since Hyunjin and Changbin came into your life. Though as much as you fake groan and moan, you love them both deeply and unconditionally. Your friends donât really have a concept of personal space, which is very obvious this morning in particular, but you all know that if you were truly bothered and wanted them to leave, they would. You donât ask them to. You are slightly more aware of your unruly appearance, bedhead and long t-shirt that covers your legs and lack of pants, so you walk back into your room and throw on a pair of sweats.
Once your coffee is retrieved, you lay lazily on the couch and turn on the TV. Your legs are stretched out across Hyunjin and your back is leaning against Changbin.Â
âYou guys are so annoying,â you grumble. You sip idly out of your mug and let out a sigh, melting in between the two men.Â
âYouâre awfully snappy today,â Hyunjin says with a laugh. âBesides, you know you love us.âÂ
âIâm snappy because you buffoons decided to invade my home on my day off,â you say with petulance. You all know you donât really mean your words though, so after a loud and dramatic sigh the topic is all but forgotten.Â
Until your friend calls.Â
âShit,â you curse under your breath.Â
âWhy is Cheryl calling you?â Hyunjin asks, leaning over to peak at your phone.Â
âUgh, we had plans tonight. I completely forgot,â you say, swiping to answer her call.Â
âHey girl! We still on for tonight? I really want to go to the club, and Brad said he was going to be there!âÂ
You stifle back a groan before replying: âI donât knowâŠâ You were being honest. Partying has never really been your forte, as much as your friend has tried to push you outside of your comfort zone⊠it has been a long week and you wanted nothing more than to laze around with Hyunjin and Changbin.Â
âCâmon! You never go out with me. This is why you still havenât lost your virginity yet.â You stiffen at her words, letting out a soft chuckle and avoiding looking over at your friends, the ones that you know heard her judgmental words.Â
âUm.. yeah, sure! Iâll be there,â you finally stammer. Fuck. You really didnât want to go but you did want to end this phone call. So thatâs what you did. Finally bringing yourself to look at your friends, you give them an awkward smile.Â
âSo⊠Iâm going out with Cheryl tonight.âÂ
âWe gathered,â Hyunjin laughs. This time you donât suppress the groan that tumbles out of your mouth.Â
âIt canât be that bad, can it?â Changbin says. You shoot him a nasty glare that he definitely doesnât deserve.Â
âWell, Cheryl is kind of the worst,â Hyunjin agrees with you, though youâre not surprised. Heâs never hidden his distaste for your other friend, and he has always been dramatic.Â
Listening to Hyunjin and Changbin decide if you should go out tonight was much like listening to the angel and the devil on your shoulder⊠Hyunjinâs protests of how you should just stay in and forget that bitch, versus Changbinâs gentle persuasion of how itâs been a long time since youâve let yourself let go.Â
You take Changbinâs advice. And the boys donât leave the house as you get ready, instead hooting and hollering when you walk out of your room in a little black dress, hair and makeup perfected. You smile sheepishly and try not to blush, but youâre used to their antics by now. When Cheryl comes to pick you up, Hyunjin stands behind you at your door, trying to comfort your nerves.Â
âHave fun tonight,â he says, rubbing soothing circles into your back before bringing you into an embrace from behind. He rests his head on your shoulder. âDonât let Cheryl convince you to do anything youâre not comfortable with, yeah?â Itâs unspoken what he means, and you wonder if heâs referencing your conversation with Cheryl from earlier before youâre being pushed out the door.Â
Smoothing your dress, you plaster a fake smile over your face before greeting your friend who is so excited about the evening.Â
***Â
You should have listened to Hyunjin.Â
Thatâs your first thought as Cheryl drags you into the club. Itâs immediately apparent that she doesnât really have interest in hanging out with you, and that she would much rather cling to her new situationship, Brad. Ugh. You needed a drink.Â
You do just that, ordering yourself an alcoholic beverage of choice. As you are sitting at the bar, occasionally glancing over at Cheryl, you see some other guy walk up to her and start chatting idly. You have no particular investment in the conversation until you hear her say, âBut my friend Y/N is single!â Oh no. No no no.Â
She always did this. Youâre not even sure why you agreed to hang out with her anymore. Maybe because youâre a pushover? You canât help but wish that Hyunjin and Changbin were here to rescue you from this situation. The thought makes you laugh, knowing that Changbin would try to radiate an intimidating energy to get guys to back off and Hyunjin would cling to you dramatically.Â
âHey, pretty girl.â The man approaches and takes the seat on your other side. Taking a deep breath, you turn and give him an awkward smile, already thinking of ways you can turn him down gently.Â
âHi,â you respond, staring at your drink. The man immediately starts talking. His name is Drew, heâs like 10 years older than you, and he really likes golfing. You nod politely, but after 10 minutes you realize you havenât even been able to get a single word in. This guy doesnât really care about you, you realize, he just wants to hear himself talk.Â
âExcuse me,â you say, standing up. Drew shoots you a nasty look but dismisses you nonetheless, finding someone else to talk to that hopefully cares more than you do.Â
âCheryl,â you say, trying to get your friendâs attention. Sheâs making out with Brad. Just great. âCheryl!â You say it again, louder, touching her shoulder in the process.Â
âWhat?â She snaps, shooting you a dirty look.Â
âI want to leave.âÂ
She scoffs at you. âYou always do this,â she says, rolling her eyes.Â
âI donât care, Iâm sorry. I just really want to leave.â âI tried hooking you up with someone! Canât you just leave with whatever-his-name?âÂ
âI donât want to leave with Drew,â you respond bluntly.Â
âUgh. Can you stop being such a prude? This is why youâre still a virgin.â She turns over to Brad and laughs with him. Theyâre laughing at you. For not going home and hooking up with a man 10 years older than you. You feel tears prickling in your eyes, being the target of a joke everyone seems to understand but you. Wordlessly, you shoot your friend the nastiest glare you can accomplish in the moment and leave.Â
You start walking before you can really think. Itâs dark outside and cold, and you donât really know where you are. Cheryl drove, of course. You canât help but think that the whole night has been one big mistake. Sighing, you take out your phone and text your group chat, knowing exactly who would come and help you in a time like this.Â
Y/N Starting sharing their location
Y/N: Hey can someone come pick me upÂ
Binnie: đ Hyunjinnie: On my way!Â
You slump against the cold concrete, letting yourself cry a little bit. Sure, you ruin your pretty makeup that you spent so long on, but who the fuck cares at this point? Wiping your eyes, you see a familiar black car pull up. Before you can stand, Changbin is already getting out of the car.Â
âAre you okay? What happened?â He pulls you to your feet, examining you for any signs of injury. You look at him, lip trembling, but when your eyes meet you canât help the sobs that escape. âOh, sweetheart,â he says, pulling you into a big hug. Heâs warm, and you can smell the musky scent of his cologne from here. You let it comfort you before pulling away.Â
âCan we just go home?â You ask.Â
âOf course,â he says, opening the car door for you to get in. Hyunjin shoots you a worried glance from the driverâs seat, and you give him a pathetic smile.Â
You notice when Changbin starts playing your favorite songs in an attempt to cheer you up, and admittedly you already feel better, though you donât speak a word for the rest of the drive.Â
***Â
When you finally arrive in your apartment, youâre not surprised when Changbin and Hyunjin follow you in. You let out a loud sigh and face the two men looking at you expectantly.Â
âIt went just about as I expected,â you said with a dry laugh. When neither of your friends say anything, you start speaking. The words come out faster than youâd like and you know that youâre word vomiting, but itâs fine. They were used to it by now. âCheryl was dismissive the whole night and tried to set me up with this guy she had just met, he was like, 10 years older than me and he kind of gave me the creeps⊠and when I told her I wanted to leave she told me to just go home with him.â You take a deep breath, gauging their reactions. âWhen I told her no, she called me a virgin prude and laughed at me, so I left.âÂ
The look of anger immediately spread on their faces and you found your own heating up from embarrassment. You looked down out at the ground, willing the tears that pricked at your lash line to go away.Â
âY/NâŠâ Changbinâs gentle voice soothed you and you immediately fell into his embrace. You spare a glance at Hyunjin and know that heâs absolutely furious. You wince.Â
âHow dare she,â he starts. Changbin gives him a warning glare and tightens his grip on you.Â
Pulling away, you tuck your hair behind your ears and look at them sheepishly.Â
âMaybe sheâs right,â you laugh. âMaybe I shouldâve just gone home with some random guy. Maybe I shouldâve just lost my virginity and gotten it over with.â
âDonât say that.â Itâs Changbinâs stern voice this time that pulls you out of your thoughts.Â
âButââ
âNo,â they say in unison.Â
âItâs just⊠everybody else seems to be okay with going out, partying, loosening up, sleeping with people, and then thereâs me.âÂ
âY/N⊠thereâs a reason why you havenât⊠slept with anyone yet, right?â Changbin asks. Hyunjin looks at you expectantly.Â
âI mean, of course. I was waiting for the right person.âÂ
âSo youâve suddenly changed your mind?â Changbin says softly.Â
âNo, but thereâs no right person, Changbin. I donât know what Iâm waiting for anymore, because thereâs never going to be that perfect person. Iâm never going to be enoughââÂ
âThatâs not true,â Hyunjin says sternly. You give him an exasperated glare and turn around toward your room.Â
âIs there something youâre seeing that Iâm not? Because as far as I can tell, thatâs the exact truth and you know it.âÂ
âYou donât have to sleep with anybody just because sheâs pushing you to. Sheâs putting a lot of pressure on you and that makes her a bad friend,â Hyunjin says. âVirginity is a stupid, made up concept anyway. Donât do it if you donât want to.âÂ
âI do want to, though!â You say, exasperated. âI just want to see what everybody else sees. Maybe I donât want to fuck around, but I want to have sex!â
Before you know it youâre pushed up against the wall by Hyunjin, his head buried in your neck and his breathing heavy as if he were trying to control himself. His actions make you dizzy and your breath hitches from his contact on your skin.Â
âHyuneââÂ
âWe could help.âÂ
âWhat?â Your stomach drops and your breathing increases at his implications. Youâre sure you misheard him.Â
âWe could help you, if you want. Youâre more than enough to us, and you should know that. Sleeping with us wonât change that, or make it any more true, but if you want to do it that badly, weâre right here.âÂ
You gulp. âYou mean both of youâŠ? At the same time?â You allow yourself to look at Changbin who is standing with his arms crossed and his eyes dark.Â
âIf youâre comfortable with that, yeah,â Changbin nods, meeting your eyes before looking away.Â
âYou should want to do it for the first time with someone who really cares for you,â Hyunjin explains. His hands take place on your hips and start to rub small circles and you find yourself arching into him, already seeking his touch. âNot some random guy at the bar whose name you donât know and wonât even try to make you cum.â You gasp slightly and Hyunjin smirks, his breath hot against your neck. Changbin lessens the space between you and finds himself at your side, mindlessly brushing a strand of hair behind your ear.Â
âAnd we really care for you,â Changbin adds. You nod at his words as Hyunjin starts to nip at your skin, letting his tongue trace circles until he finds the spots that make you breathless.Â
âWhat⊠if Iâm really bad?â You stutter.Â
âYou donât have to worry about that. Weâll show you how to do everything⊠make you feel good. Plus, itâs just usâŠâ Changbin leans in and makes contact with your lips. The kiss is chaste, testing the waters, though you let out a small moan against him. When he smiles against your kiss you smile as well. Alright. You can do this. Itâs just Changbin and Hyunjin. Youâve known them forever and you do trust them more than anything, even if they do annoy you and break into your house on your day off.
âOkay,â you say with a shaky breath.Â
âYeah?â Hyunjin licks a thick stripe up your neck which makes you hiss, quickly swallowed up when Changbin leans in to kiss you again.Â
âYeah.âÂ
You walk to your bedroom and lead the way and even though they had been inside hundreds of times before, this felt different. The air was permeated with the thick scent of desire. You sit on your bed, looking at the floor. âNow what?âÂ
Changbin sits down in front of you, tilting your head up to meet his eyes. âNow you relax and let us make you feel good, okay? You can tell us what you like and what you donât like, and anytime you want us to stop we will. Immediately. Does that sound good?âÂ
You nod your head, your skin becoming flushed.Â
âWords, baby.â You donât admit how those words make your heart jump right out of your chest.Â
âRight. Yes. Okay.âÂ
Hyunjin sits on the bed next to you and you tilt your head to look at him. He starts by grabbing your hair and pulling you into him to meet his lips, and this time the kiss is hot and full of both desire and anticipation of what is to come.Â
Meanwhile, Changbinâs hands have come up to touch your thighs. Youâre still wearing your dress from your night out so youâre more exposed to him than you usually would be. His large hands touch the insides of your thighs and you donât even realize that youâre squeezing them together until he is pulling them apart, gently but with intent. His thumbs draw circles on the insides, watching the way you react to each movement.Â
You let out a breath into the kiss which Hyunjin takes as an opportunity to deepen the kiss, allowing himself the opportunity to swirl his tongue against yours.Â
When Changbinâs fingers finally make their way to your clothed core you let out a moan. You canât help it. His two fingers slide up and down the fabric thatâs already wet, though he focuses on bringing attention right to your clit. You buck your hips up into his hand.Â
âSo needy,â Hyunjin laughs, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear. Breathlessly you look at him in the eyes and turn away, embarrassed.Â
His fingers make their way to your chin, turning your head to meet his gaze again.Â
âItâs a good thing,â he says. âYou donât need to hide. Not from us.â With that, he pulls down the front of your dress, revealing your tits to him. He doesnât break eye contact when his thumbs start to graze over your nipples in soft circles, teasing.Â
âBaby, can I take these off?â Changbin asks, his thumbs in the waistband of your underwear. You nod your head vigorously, letting out a soft chuckle from both of the men at your eagerness. When you lift your hips Changbin slides the material off of your legs, now discarded somewhere across the room.Â
The breath he lets out when he looks at your glistening core leaves you dizzy. âSo pretty,â he all but whispers. âJust for us.â He wastes no time before touching you again with purpose. When one of his fingers teases your entrance you realize youâre already a writhing pathetic mess for them. He dips his finger into your entrance shallowly, collecting your wetness before taking it and circling it right back to your clit. Hyunjin continues his ministrations as well, thumbing your sensitive nipples while leaving wet kisses across your neck and face.Â
âYouâre doing so good for us,â he whispers against your ear. You whimper. Your eyes are screwed shut, focused on all of the sensations on your body so you donât even realize it when Changbinâs tongue makes direct contact with your clit, warm and wet. You gasp and lurch forward at the contact.Â
âWhatâre you doing?â you moan. âOh my God, Changbin, whatâ?â
âItâs okay, I got you baby. I got you.â His tongue flicks up and down against you, and when he pushes his tongue flat against your clit and you feel his warm breath on your entrance, you finally hear the filthy sounds that are coming out of your own mouth. You try to muffle them with your arm but itâs quickly pulled away.Â
âDonât,â Hyunjin says. âLet us hear you. Let us hear how good weâre making you feel.âÂ
âItâs so good⊠Bin⊠Please donât stop,â you plead, eyes meeting his from where he sits between your legs.Â
His finger starts thrusting in and out of your core at the same time Hyunjinâs lips meet your nipple, tongue flicking across one bud while his hand comes to pinch the other. It feels like a well-orchestrated plan plotted against you, you think. Youâre babbling now about how close you are and your hand intertwines in Changbinâs hair. You buck your hips up against his mouth, trying to ride out your release and he lets you use his face for your pleasure happily. When he curls his one finger inside you harshly you cum, pulsing tightly on his digit.Â
You have half the mind to apologize for being so rough and caught up in the moment, but when you finally open your eyes you gasp. Changbin looks at you with all lust and desire and dark eyes, absolutely entranced by you and with your release completely covering his mouth. When Hyunjin comes off of you with a pop he looks quite similar, and it surprises all of you when you initiate the kiss this time, immediately open mouthed and trying to get as much of him as you can.Â
âSlow down, slow down,â he says with a shallow breath, pushing you away. âAre you okay? Do you want to keep going?âÂ
âYes, please,â you whine. âI need someone inside of me. Please.â They both gulp, but Hyunjin quickly regains his composure.Â
âYou want just anybody inside you, hmm?â He teases.Â
âNot just anyone⊠You, Hyune. Then Changbin. I can take it, please.â They both groan.Â
âYouâre going to be the death of me, you know that?â Hyunjin laughs. He helps you out of your dress completely now and it drops to the floor. You now stare completely bare in front of your friends and you think about covering yourself up but it seems they know you better when a hand reaches for your wrist to stop the motion. The words remain unspoken this time, but you know, not in front of them do you need to hide yourself.Â
Changbin pushes you down gently to lay down on the bed and he lays on his side next to you. The way he stares at you almost makes you queasy, because you know deep down itâs not just lust and desire, but something more⊠The need to be with you, to see you, for you to be his implicitly. You wonder if he knows that you already are. That youâve already belonged to them for the longest time. You kiss him and he kisses you back.Â
In front of you, Hyunjin pulls down his pants. You prop yourself up on your elbows to watch and try not to let yourself become intimidated. He strokes himself a few times before he positions himself at your entrance. He looks at you, waiting for permission.Â
âGo ahead, Hyunjin. Please.â Your words are soft but you know heâs heard you when his tip breaches your entrance. Itâs already a bit of a stretch and you take a deep breath, tilting your head back. Changbin rubs circles into your arm to soothe you and you find that it works. Hyunjin shallowly thrusts out and then back in, allowing himself to get just a bit deeper. He slowly repeats the action until heâs flush against you, his hips meeting yours. The feeling is foreign but not painful, you decide.Â
You watch Changbin lick his finger and then move it down to your clit, gently applying pressure. While Hyunjin hasnât started moving yet, this allows you to relax a little bit more and your brain decides suddenly that it feels really good. Â
âYouâre doing so good for us,â Changbin says, repeating Hyunjinâs words from earlier.Â
âSâgood,â Hyunjin agrees. âSuch a good pussy. You feel so good around me, love.â He starts to thrust now, though slow and gentle, and you start moaning. It feels different than anything youâd ever experienced before, though you know you really like it.Â
âFaster,â you say. Hyunjin follows your directions instantly, watching and scrutinizing every reaction you make to ensure itâs completely pleasurable for you. Changbinâs hands are all over your body, grounding you; his hands rub up and down your arms and your tits, touching any area of skin accessible to him.Â
Your hips start to buck up to meet Hyunjinâs. Youâre getting close, you realize, though when Hyunjin picks up your legs and puts them over his shoulder, you gasp. Heâs now reaching impossibly deeper inside you, and at this angle heâs able to completely control the pace. He hits that gummy spot deep inside you, one that you had never achieved reaching yourself before, and when he hits it your orgasm washes over you without warning.Â
You cum with a cry, pulsing tightly around his cock. His moans are louder and you can tell heâs getting closer too but he fucks you through your orgasm. As your breathing steadies he pulls out of you and releases all over your stomach and you watch in awe.Â
Taking two fingers, you scoop up his release and put it in your mouth, sucking it off your fingers. The two men groan at your actions which makes you smirk.Â
âChangbin?â You ask, beckoning the man.Â
âAre you sure, baby?â He asks, looking into your eyes for any signs of discomfort.Â
âWant you too,â you say. Itâs Hyunjinâs turn to slump next to you and he does so, wrapping his arms around you while Changbin takes his position.Â
When Changbin pushes into you you let out an unabashed moan, pushing yourself into Hyunjinâs chest to ground yourself. He shushes you and combs his fingers through your hair. The stretch is different this time, as Changbinâs thicker but Hyunjin is longer.Â
âFeels good, Binnie,â you say.Â
âI know,â he responds. âI got you. Let me take over, okay?â And he does, at first cautious of his pace to not hurt you, but he soon follows up with a brutal pace that has your head spinning. He feels delicious inside of you just like Hyunjin did, and when you get close this time you donât feel embarrassed by the loud sounds that come out of your body. Youâre so close to your peak, almost there⊠when Changbin pulls out. You make a sound that comes out as a whine, but before you can complain further youâre flipped onto your hands and knees.Â
Changbin teases his cock up and down your wet slit, sensitive and already so close to an orgasm, and the sound you make is downright pathetic.Â
âYou want it?â Changbin teases.Â
âOh my God, please⊠Changbin please, I was so close, donât tease,â you beg. Hyunjin practically coos and his lips meet yours right as Changbin sinks back into you. You feel delirious from the pleasure and it doesnât take long before you cum again. Hyunjinâs kisses drink up all of the moans and breaths that come from your body as Changbin pounds into you.Â
Changbin and Hyunjin spit praise at you as you finish, and shortly after you feel Changbinâs release all over your ass. You slump onto the bed, tired, and welcome Hyunjinâs arms around your frame. You nuzzle deeper into his embrace, entirely content. You barely register when Changbin comes to clean you off and then lays next to you. Youâre in between your two favorite people in the entire world, completely safe and content. You let out a happy sigh.Â
âDid you have a good time?â Changbin questions. You almost laugh.Â
âOf course I did. I couldnât imagine a better first time. Thank you⊠Thank you both.âÂ
âDo you think youâll regret it?â Hyunjin asks.
âNo. Never.â You look at his worried gaze and press a firm kiss to his lips. Youâre satisfied laying between the two men, relishing their soft touches and warm embraces when you have a thought that makes you laugh.Â
âCheryl is going to be thrilled,â you say with an eye roll.Â
Hyunjin groans. âGod. Donât tell her. She doesnât deserve to know. In fact, you should block her,â he reasons.Â
âYeah. Sheâs kind of a bitch,â Changbin agrees. You and Hyunjin look at him wide-eyed, not used to him talking about other people like that. Then all three of you laugh. You look at Changbin and can tell that thereâs something else that he wants to say.Â
âI donât want you to do this with anybody else,â he says with a deep sigh. âI want it to be us. Just me and Hyunjin. I donât want anybody else to see you this way.â His words carry a deeper meaning and you know it. You bury your head into his chest and Hyunjinâs arms wrap around your waist.Â
âI love you both. Do you know that?â You say. Youâve told them a hundred times, but the words needed to be said again. Albeit they are now said in a much more intimate context, you will let them interpret it however they want. They both hum in agreement, repeating the words back to you.Â
Youâre not sure what this meant for your friendships or your relationships, but you canât bring yourself to care. Not now. The three of you fall asleep in your bed that night in an entanglement of arms and limbs, and you sleep peacefully knowing that no matter what, they would be there for you when you wake up. They have always been there, and they always will be. *** A/N: I'm excited to announce that this is part 1/4 of a SKZ threesome series with various members ;) I have big things planned
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