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but what if things i wanna do are not possible in current physical illusion? for eg, i want to have an established business without the hassle of starting it etc.. that puts me in this weird cycle of wanting this “change” in illusion but

wanting means not having, and since we are THAT, everything already is

so im back to trying to know mySelf but then there is no trying and no seeking.. its all a very weird cycle..

please help

Seeking your Self is valid, because if you didn’t seek in the first place you wouldn’t even be here and you would just be like everyone else.

“And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.”

- Matthew 7:7 KJV

Seeking is necessary until you find yourself. And Permanent identification with God is necessary to do the works of God, and you can do this by returning again and again until it becomes more “natural” than your human identification. You can’t be the same limited human as always and suddenly have the power to change things.

No reason to stop living life

Y’all just because you discovered ND doesn’t mean you have to stop “living your life” and do nothing. Go follow your dreams, you can have a career or go to college or be a scuba diver idc, you don’t have to spend all day trying to figure your Self out (a mistake I made) because you’re always your Self regardless of what you do or don’t do. Don’t be afraid to take risks and do whatever you’ve always wanted to do. We’re here for a reason (at least I believe that), let’s live a little 🤪

I think it’s easy to get into the doomer/nihilist mindset when you take anything too seriously lol

Earlier I was feeling anxious while out in public and I silently asked myself “who is anxious?” and I realized no one was there to be anxious, and I felt calm. The rest of the time while I was out, the person blended into the background, it was just part of the scenery. Emotions may arise, but they are happening to no one. Events may arise, but they are happening to no one.

You are already invincible, invisible, indescribable, with no life, no personality, no thoughts, and no anxiety.

You see a body, thoughts arise and you call it “me” and “my thoughts” (because people told you it was you) but where is the “me” who is thinking this? What even is a “me”?

(Notice how thoughts cease when you search for the “me” 🫢)

You could say you are the brain but what is keeping the brain alive? There has to be something prior to neuronal activity. Be THAT and throw away the sense of “I” which is the root of all suffering.

I used to think “I” was the highest state, but problems can exist where there is an “I”. If there is no “I” there is no “I have __” or “I am __” that is the start of all trouble 🙄.

https://www.tumblr.com/seraphic555/747563825080025088/if-you-were-asked-to-describe-just-notice-it?source=share

You answered it very well

I got we don't need to realise since we are it already so why is this illusion so indulged in this illusory searching? 🤔

And all these doubts and the questions about " ", is nothing but " " it seems so hard to drop 🥲

I know it seems like you’re struggling but that’s because you’ve probably become obsessed with trying to drop something. I had to completely stop consuming ND content for like a month to stop being obsessed. Take a break and you’ll realize that you were always at the finish line and the journey was an illusion of the mind.

Hey!

I'm really sorry deep into this that I got lost...

Sometimes I understand everything but then next moment I gave into those doubts 🙂...

But then next moment I read that I'm not even giving in, it's all appearance

So I'm letting these empty appearances doubt myself and always be dependent on others 😭

I don't want to

Don’t take this too seriously or look into it too much all you need to know is that you are Brahman and all “things” are illusions. Doubts, too. Take a break if you need to

If you were asked to describe, *just notice it* how will you describe it?

Well it isn’t something that you have to put effort in to notice because you see it every day. It is you, your surroundings, your thoughts, other people. The source of everything is everything you perceive right now and more. There isn’t anything specific you have to do to “realize” it because you can never not be it. If you want something to do though I suggest stop labeling things in your mind when you look at the world, and question all concepts. Thanks for the ask and I hope I answered it correctly 💙

Is everything possible when we know ourselves and is everything possible the way we want it to be? Can we experience anything we want to experience anything we want to experience?

And can we experience it any way we want and is everything instantaneous?

Is it possible that continuity does not exist in reality and we want it not to exist in appearance?

Yes and it is effortless when you remove the individual Self that is covering up the unlimited Self. Lose your sense of “I” “me” and “mine”.

Stop saying something is “out of your control” (a rant)

If you really believe that you’re God and the entire world is inside of you how can you look at a situation and say “oh yeah some things are just out of my control I can only change SOME things.” When will you understand that the ENTIRE WORLD is your “personal life” and you are CONSTANTLY in control whether you like it or not? I’m sorry but there is no such thing as “their reality” in your awareness it’s a delusion. Your crush, your friends, your family, your neighbors, famous people are all just assumptions in your mind they literally hold no power over reality.

Back in late 2023 and part of 2024 I was obsessed with non duality Tumblr. I was convinced that things were just out of my control and I was an “ego” that had to shed my sense of self in order to gain control to become “one with God”. Oh wait… there’s no difference between the ego and God since God is everything. 🙄 Anyway I noticed that during this time whatever I “believed in” kept getting reflected back to me and then I was like “huh maybe I’m already manifesting and there’s nothing I have to become in order to manifest.”

Later in 2024 I began to experiment with the law of assumption (with more determination this time). I was taking an English class so I manifested straight A’s in that class and I was honestly shocked by my own power. I was the best writer in that entire class and improved significantly by the end of it. My next big manifestation was going to see one of my favorite bands even tho everyone was saying they wouldn’t take me. Now I had actually said last year I was going to go to that concert no matter what (idk why but I had such a strong resolve for this specific thing) but later my mom said I shouldn’t and couldn’t go for various reasons and I was so upset 😭 even my bday felt like a drag. (But she was just reflecting my own doubts.) I got fed up and I told myself I have no choice but to go to the concert which was the day after my bday (2/22 😉).

Whenever someone told me I wouldn’t be able to go I would internally say “yeah sure buddy 🙄”. My sibling was making up their mind on whether or not to take me (cuz they didn’t rly wanna go at first) and I just kept telling myself I had NO CHOICE but to go and guess what? 😏 They texted me saying they would take me and it felt surreal when I got there tbh. Now you may be thinking “Seraphic it’s just a concert” but it meant a lot to me bc one of the band members is very special to me.

There were also more general things I intentionally manifested but with those things I wasn’t really even trying bc it was kind of a “no brainer” assumption if you know what I mean. Moral of the story is trust yourself everything will work out because everything is already turning out the way you say it will you don’t even have to believe it.