ππππ Β Β Β " i wish i could say i am a light that never goes out, but i flicker from Β time to time. " Β Β // Β Β oh, little one, you have burned so quietly for so long, haven't you? Β burnt yourself out trying to give others light? Β wishing, desperately, Β that they would notice the way your hands shake or the wildflower Β bruises under your tired eyes. Β but they never have, have they? Β and so, Β it obviously wasn't bad? Β right? Β you had more to give, didn't you? Β how Β much could you pour yourself out before they noticed ? it is all you've Β ever known, after all. Β help, help, help, help. Β Β ( are you providing it, or Β begging for it? ) Β Β but you've given too much, spread yourself too thin, didn't you? Β you are Β so heavy, so tired. Β you have spent your life carrying for others the Β way you wished someone would care for you. Β but you're worried, aren't Β you? Β that if you can't be what they need, if you can't be the pillar for Β others to lean on, they'll leave you. what you seek is home, a safe Β place to rest and be taken care of. and little light, you deserve it. Β you have earned it. you are worth more than what you can provide for Β others : Β Β you deserve the same care you so freely give out. Β they will love Β you all the same, honey. Β set down the world, and rest that weary heart Β of yours.Β
tagged by :Β @asteriskheartβ tagging :Β all of ye
Before this moon shall darken, say of me : Β Β Β β πππβπ ππ πππ πππππ, ππ πππππ πππ πππππ ππ ππ. β
πππππ ππππ πππ π ππππππ PORTRAYAL INSPIRED BY MYTHOLOGY. Β credits :Β Β graphic / artist
Details: Portrait of Urania, 19th century, British School.
i. Β Β tenebraeβs native tongue is based on icelandic and french.
ii. Β Β luna is not gifted in drawing, and frankly is horrible at it, but it still belongs to one of her hobbies, along with journaling and gardening. Β she tends to more abstract painting, simply for a creative outlet that requires not much technical skill.
iii. Β Β her artistic affiliation is rather defined by singing, which is more a religious practice as oracle, hence there is only rarely a personal attachment and pride in her angelic voice. Β she can barely tend to her favorites of traditional tenebraen folk songs and naturally has to participate in choirs and sacred ceremonies.Β as a child, she began to despise singing, and wouldβve continued so, had there not been a few examples she could sing in private : Β 1 Β / Β 2 Β / Β 3.
iv. Β Β that car scene in kingsglaive where she would take control of the wheel was improvised. Β she doesnβt have a license.
v. Β Β she had a grandmother called freyja and was named after her.
vi. Β Β she favors perfumes with mild floral scents, not too sweet or overwhelming, uses them as per her mood, not necessarily the same every day, and tends to experiment. Β one day she wears fragrance made from sylleblossom extracts, on another one from lilies or jasmine.
vii. Β Β it is evident that she does not keep sylleblossoms in her room at all times.Β perchance the decoration varies from blue poppies, gentianas, or yellow / purple oxeye daisies, whatever the seasons provide. Β
viii. Β Β while she is most often seen in white or silvery dresses, she does like to wear black or blue as well.
ix.Β Β Β for the most part, obviously, her relationship with niflheimβs military is one of suspicion and hostility.Β however, there was one soldier who stood watch over her not very long after the invasion, guarded her closely and soon became more a father she never had.Β the one exception she made in terms of trusting the wrong side.Β the crescent-shaped pendant is an item he gifted to her on her 16th birthday.Β one day, he vanished, and luna was left alone with a report of him to be presumed dead.
x.Β Β Β if there is an alternative timeline where luna survives, she would return to a shorter haircut.
@hikarizoraβΒ :Β Β She's going to flatter her uwu
β and i am humbled, truly.Β but who am i to accept flattery when you are deserving of it yourself ?Β if i may be so bold to admit, you are rather beautiful. β
Aphelion β’ Jesper KydΒ feat. Melissa Kaplan
βΒ i can offer you my heart, though i have no idea how many more beats it shall sustain. βΒ Β //Β Β @fenrirchβ
πππ ππππ πππππππ ππππ πππππππ ππ ππππππππ π ππππππ ππ πππππ ππ ππππππ ?Β Β mayhaps, because she was never meant for either ;Β a woman too holy to stay Β Β / Β Β too holy for life.Β promised to the dictated cause, engaged with demise.Β she'd liked to make an exception.Β just this once, if she may.Β once in private where the night of the living enshrouded mene, clung and held her ever-tightly, and she, in her pure besottedness, let it all happen.Β all over again which could lead to a second confession and a third, until the guilt out-wore itself like an ill-fitting dress stripped from her hips, finished and scrapped from the obligation list.Β she let this happen :Β Β your arms needy and desperate around her waist.Β all the whispers which only dim lights would bear witness to, and all the touches exuding scandal, shielded by the generous curtains of the hotel room from a stalking, hierarchical gaze.Β she begged not for forgiveness, she did not apologize for the single action that might have kept her alive in place, when, otherwise, she would have so effortlessly slipped away from our fingers.
β plenty of them, i hope. βΒ Β a laugh pushed through a forced sicle-shape, the embarrassed flush of her cheeks no less romantic in nature.Β itβs grit teeth rather than amusement.Β the jaw clenched briefly, the sinew of her tender neck tense against your comforting breath.Β how could one think of it as anything other than torment, knowing she would take that warriorβs heart with her into the grave, instead of soothing its harrow grief ?Β yes, confessions were this terrible.Β and still, she had counted your battle scars, the magic trails, each flaw and scratch.Β lithe fingertips followed worn tissue to the crux of a violent pulse.Β her hand atop, resting, because ophelia wanted something else than to float in the pond.Β it was too cold in there.Β she'd rather crawl ashore and be warmed up by another foolish jest of yours.Β her sweet, heedless soldier with an eroding hero-complex.Β Β β you are such a silly manΒ βΒ why must you be this dramatic ? β Β Β though not overdone, for she simply did not wish to admit it.Β but a holy woman was not meant for confessions, or for clumsy dancing after too many a glass of wine, or for a tender peck after too sweet a girlish giggle.Β so you said what you said and tried your hardest to not kill her with it.Β because love, as always, equated to religion, and religion called for death.Β of course, youβd never let her go this far, but she would and you would indeed go this far, and you both knew this.
πππ ππππ , ππ ππππππ , ππ ππππππ πππππ ---
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