…I Almost Killed Myself

…I almost killed myself

I put on my sunglasses, to hide my swollen eyes, over my tears. I cried all my makeup off. Went inside to have a milkshake. I don’t know why. I wanted something to drink as I figured out what I would do. I got a soda and a milkshake. Medium. The cashier looked at me and with a line around the corner of the counter he rushed away from the counter “Hold on “ he yelled to a coworker.

I filled my soda and went back and saw him looking all over. I go up and he gets close and says “I made it a large”.

That was seriously enough for me not to do it. His kindness. Someone went out of their way and as I went back in my car to cry I realized I could muster through a few other days. A few more weeks. Then I came down from that panicky high of anxiety, depression, and pain. I finished my shake. And it was enough time to let me feel better. I… I’m alive. I’ll make it through.

Try and be nice today. Tomorrow. Something as much as a smile. It helped so much.

Thank you man at McDonalds.

The milkshake saved my life

PSA that FCC net neutrality deal is going through. Call your senators. This isn’t just about internet. Its about freedom of expression. Democrats are voting this wednesday May 16 to repeal changes.

Please call. Every bit of influence helps. Spread the word

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5 years ago

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6 years ago

Relog if you need this energy

source

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6 years ago

Centifish or Fishipede? You decide.

nervous

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7 years ago

Imagine 2 being the only one mini 9 is somewhat comfortable with. I find it hilarious

If 9 actually kept another secret stitchpunk in his Zipper pouch, what would that stitchpunk be like?

I… I have no idea. That’s such a bizarre idea but I guess it would be similar to him if they’re together.

Like a mini 9

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6 years ago

A loaf of bread made in the first century AD, which was discovered at Pompeii, preserved for centuries in the volcanic ashes of Mount Vesuvius. The markings visible on the top are made from a Roman bread stamp, which bakeries were required to use in order to mark the source of the loaves, and to prevent fraud. (via Ridiculously Interesting)

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6 years ago

OK GUYS THIS IS A FUCKING PSA

if you google search ‘spooky scary skeletons’ do NOT click on this

its a fucking screamer, ok

at about 10 seconds in it comes up with fucking jeff the killers face and a loud screaming

i can promise its fucking loud

just pls

dont go on it

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5 years ago

reblog if ur bi, ur not biphobic, or ur best friend is a beautiful valid bisexual

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6 years ago

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6 years ago

I saw a sad facebook post from the gay bookstore back in Ann Arbor where I used to live about how they hadn’t sold any books that day so I went on their online store and bought a couple, and while you don’t get #deals like elsewhere online, I’d love it if y’all would consider buying your next gay book from them instead of like, Amazon.

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