Lots Of Traumatizing Child/parent Relationships, People In Half Dead/seemingly Alive But Actually Dead

cowgirl

Eines Tages wurde ein Kalb geboren. Seine Mutter konnte es nicht stillen und so trank es von einer Sau. Das Kalb wuchs zu einer Kuh heran und war gesund und stark aber nackt und pink und hatte sechs Euter. Sechs Euter die sechs mal so viel Milch gaben und so wurde die Kuh jeden Tag sechs mal gemolken. Doch die Milch zu produzieren war anstregend für die Kuh und bald konnte sie nicht genug fressen um sich bei Kräften zu halten. Der Bauer sah, dass die Kuh schwach wurde und wollte sie an den Zirkus verkaufen. Der Zirkus nahm die Kuh und führte sie vor, doch das Punlikum mochte die Kuh nicht. Es war angeekelt von ihrem rosa Körper. Da begann Milch aus den Eutern der Kuh zu fließen, immer mehr, bis das Zelt überschwemmt war und die Kuh schwamm davon.

One day a calf was born but it's mother couldn't feed it and so it drank from a sow. The calf grew up to be a cow and was healthy and strong, but naked and pink and it had six udders. Six udders that gave six times the milk and so the cow got milked six times a day. But producing the milk was exhausting for the cow and soon it couldn't eat enough to keep it's strenght. The farmer saw that the cow was getting weak and wanted to sell it to a circus. The circus bought the cow and showed it to the audience but they didn't like it, they were disguted by it's pink body. Milk started to flow from the cow's udders, more and more, until the tent was flooded and the cow swam away.

Wow wild that I havent been on here in?? over a year. I havent looked at the art I have on here in months and I’m suprised how much more I like it now than I did back then. A lot has happened and I’ve made a LOT of art and it’s very different. Idk if I’m ever gonna come back here but if anyone is reading this I just wanted to say things really do get better and also you all should log off really you will be suprised

first one is my room

your art is very refreshing! i feel a very soothing energy from it, I absolutely ADORE your use of color and the airiness to your lines! just wanted to drop in and say i love your work

🥺🥺Thank you! I really appreciate it!!!

how am I supposed to make art when I‘m empty inside </3

better pics soon to follow :)

wip…probably bit off a little more than I can chew here…

wip

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some more uuhh, twigs and leaves