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1 year ago

he looks so grumpy. Ugh im in love

the way Oliver cocks his head at Venetia over breakfast the morning after their vampire scene while he watches her eat and Felix literally just sits there like this :

The Way Oliver Cocks His Head At Venetia Over Breakfast The Morning After Their Vampire Scene While He

It's just so...*chef's kiss* and i'll never recover lol


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1 year ago

i cried an unnecessary amount because of this. seeing healthy father-child dynamics (whether it be biological or not) hurts me but is also so beautiful

Gran Turismo movie personally attacked me w/ the father-son relationship they portrayed 🥲🥲

1 year ago
I Can't Stop Thinking About Him

I can't stop thinking about him

1 year ago

feeling veryyy “god made you for me” about him!

Feeling Veryyy “god Made You For Me” About Him!
Feeling Veryyy “god Made You For Me” About Him!

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1 year ago

i would die for him

introducing my newest little meow meow:

Introducing My Newest Little Meow Meow:
Introducing My Newest Little Meow Meow:
1 year ago

definition of pretty boy

gnawing at the bars of my enclosure

Gnawing At The Bars Of My Enclosure
Gnawing At The Bars Of My Enclosure
Gnawing At The Bars Of My Enclosure
1 year ago

i- WHAT

ohh i am connecting the fucking dots. wonka almost drowns in chocolate, and so does augustus. he’s pushed down a laundry chute, veruca falls down a trash cute. his chocolates are poisoned, violet eats a defective piece of his candy. he’s almost blown into a thousand pieces while travelling, and mike is scattered and reassembled while travelling. did he fucking take inspiration from his own tragedies and near death experiences to psychologically torture the kids. what the hell

1 year ago
They're All Besties Your Honor

They're all besties your honor

1 year ago

i just wanna [redacted] his [redacted] and [redacted] all up on his [redacted]! I need him to [redacted] me soooo bad, pleaaaseee [redacted] me

Was Looking At This Pic The Entire Time I Was Writing, He's So Boyfriend. I Love Him.

was looking at this pic the entire time i was writing, he's so boyfriend. I love him.


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1 year ago

write the fic i’ve been brainstorming since i watched saltburn : ❌

draw scene from the fic that has been stick in my head instead of writing it: ✅

*sigh*


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1 year ago

i must get up, but bed and blanky got me all the way fucked up

in bed absolutely fucked up on pillow and blanky

1 year ago

amen

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1 year ago

shattered heart at 8:18 am, perfect way to start the day.

I Love You

I Love You

felix catton

-In which the reader and Felix are unaware of the twos shared love for each other

UNEDITED (sorry if mistakes)

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You tap your cigarette against the rim of the now empty wine glass in front of you, staring into the darkened backyard of the saltburn estate. You had come here every year for god knows how long to spend your summer break. Now, being in your last few years of college, knew that the yearly summer ritual would be nearing its end for you.

You were sure the catton family were all aware of this as well. Though every one of them cherished your presence over the years. God, you were sure Elspeth would take you in as her own if she could, probably hoping you could provide her own children with some stability.. You loved them all, obviously. It was just clear to all of you that your relationship with them would never be how it once was, and that you would soon part ways to live your own life, leaving them stuck in a life they can’t escape. They didn’t have that privilege like you.

Plus, you had already started to feel like you fell off with them the second the summer had started. There was an odd amount of awkward tension, and you mostly spent your days with Venetia. Very unlike the few past years that you and Felix spent hip to hip. Which sucks, because those were your favorite summers. Sneaking in Felix’s room late at night to hangout, swimming in the lake, lying out in the yard after a long day to watch the sunset. Whatever it was, Felix was always there with you.

He was there when you would cry over your annual new fling from your hometown who made you upset, when you argued with your parents and had no where to go, or no one to talk to. And you loved him. So much.

But who didn’t? Who wasn’t completely enamored with the idea of Felix Catton. Everyone was, and he knew that. So telling him you loved him would have no more importance to him then when another random fling says it to him.

“Dinner is ready downstairs, ms y/l/n.” You are immediately snapped out of your haze when Duncan speaks from the doorway behind you. You gulp and slightly smile, nodding. “Thank you, Duncan. I’ll be right down.” You sigh and push yourself out of the chair, throwing the cigarette in the nearest ashtray.

You sway down the annoyingly long stairs, your ringed fingers gripping the ledge. Your long, deep red satin dress nearly making you trip. You catch Felix’s eye the second you turn the corner and make your way towards the dining room, unaware of his eyes on you. You were effortlessly breathtaking. Your long, silky hair running over your tanned arms, dress perfectly falling over your body, hands and neck lined with gold jewelry, complementing you perfectly.

He was completely devoted to you. The thought of this possibly being your last summer with him completely clouded his thoughts since the summer started. He had waited all these years to tell you how he felt , and now his chance was gone. He continued to watch as you neared the table, pulling out the seat directly across from him. He watched as you greeted one of his mother’s friends who had come for dinner next to you.

Still unaware of his stare, you toyed at the cloth in front of you, waiting for food to be served.

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“So, y/n. I heard from Venetia this might be one of your last few years here, if not last.” Elspeth says as she sips on her wine, snapping you into reality. “We were heartbroken to hear this, but it’s understandable. How long have you come here for summer? I mean it’s had to have been atleast 12 years now, right ?” She laughs.

You nod, “yeah, I figured it’s about time to get out of your guys hair, y’know? Move on and do my own things in life.” You give a small smile and awkwardly swish around your glass. This gets Felix’s attention as he stares up at you without saying anything. “and what would that be?” He speaks out lowly. You furrow your eyebrows as you shift your attention towards him, making eye contact until he looks back down at his plate.

“I’m sorry?” You snapped. Felix makes a face and shrugs. “Just a question. What do you expect your life to be like if you just go on and leave?” He snickers. Elspeth is quick to scold him as you laugh quietly, shaking your head and bring your attention to your plate. You start to zone out as Elspeth changes the subject, but not before taking a quick glance at Felix’s already staring eyes, sending him a dirty look.

You head to your bedroom balcony the second you’re dismissed from dinner, slamming the door behind you. Your eyes well up as you recall Felix’s backhanded comments at dinner. You quickly light a cigarette as you stare blankly into the trees ahead. You didn’t understand him, what had you done to make him so distant. Was it something you had said? Or possibly something someone else had said to him about you? Or maybe he had just grown plain sick of you.

Your face stays blank, but tears continue pouring out of your dull eyes. You wipe them away quickly, embarrassed of how upset he made you feel. You stiffen as you hear the doors behind you open, quickly blinking before whoever it was could see your glistening eyes. Felix stays silent, staring at the back of your head as you hold your knees tight to your chest. After minutes of silence, he moves to sit in the chair next to you.

You watch out of the corner of your eye as he stares at your face, waiting for you to look at him. You won’t, you keep your attention on those trees because you know if you even glance at him you will start crying . He sighs and taps on the ledge in front of him.

“Are you really not gonna come back?” He says so low, it’s practically a whisper. “does it matter?” You shoot back. His head whips your way as he furrows his eyebrows, not speaking until you make eye contact. “what’s that supposed to mean?” He tilts his head.

You don’t answer, just staring at him as the pink sky reflects onto his face. You wish at this moment you could just pull him to you as you cry into his arms, just for one more time. Your eyes well up again, warm tears threatening to pour out. Felix’s heart wrenches as he watches your lips curve down into a frown. You take a shaky breath as you look away. “I’m sorry, y/n. You know I didn’t mean that, there’s just a lot going on right now and when you were talking about moving on it’s just-“ he begins to choke on his words and his voice quivers, “I just wasn’t ready for things to be different, y’know?” He lets out a small laugh as a tear runs down his cheek.

You giggle as yours begin to fall aswell, physically trying to keep a choked sob from coming out. You reach out to wipe his tear away, taking a deep breath. “I just think it’s time for me to move on.” You shrug and focus back towards the tree line. You didn’t want to stop coming, but you didn’t see yourself even having your parents in your future and if you were still coming to saltburn that wouldn’t be possible.

“I know, and I know you. You’re gonna do great things with your life. I hope you know I didn’t mean that at dinner at all.” He says genuinely as he takes your hand in his, squeezing it slightly. “I know, fi.” You whisper as you move towards him, laying your head on his shoulder. You hold him tighter as you hear his small sobs begin to escape. “please” he whispers against your shoulder.

“please what, fi?” You move your head back to look at him. His eyes are now red and puffy, his eyelashes sticking together with tears. He sniffles and pushes his head back into your shoulder. “please dont go.” He sobs. You sigh and smooth his hair, blinking and holding your head up to stop the tears. “I have to” you choke out.

He stands up and wipes his eyes. “You don’t. You can stay here, you don’t have to see your parents. You can just continue your life here.” He moves his hands around as he rambles on, but you just shake your head. “I can’t, Felix. I need to move on by myself and I can’t do that here. I can’t be around them anymore.”

He stares at you silently as you stare into the yard. “I love you” he whispers. You stiffen, the words playing over in your head. “what?” You turn your head towards him. His face remains blank as his tears roll down your face. “felix what?” . He sighs and turns for the door behind him, stepping through back into your room.

His tears continue to flow out as he walks away in defeat, you running after him. He stops infront of your door when you yell his name and turns his body towards you. He forces a smile and shakes his head slightly. “it’s okay y/n. Goodnight.” He says and turns back towards the door. “Felix I love you.” He freezes and removes his hands from the door, turning back towards you. His cheeks stained with tears and his eyebrows slightly furrowed.

“I love you Felix. So much.” You cry as you stand hopelessly infront of him, waiting for him to speak. “I don’t know what to do anymore, fi.” You whisper as you rub your eyes with the back of your hands. You hear as he moves towards you and remove your hands from your eyes, looking up at his eyes as he stands directly infront of you, tears still falling out of his eyes.

“Neither do I.” He sighs. You reach your hand up to wrap around the back of his neck, pulling it down to press your lips against his. He kisses you deeply and pulls you tight against him. After a minute pulls away and presses his forehead against yours “I’m so in love with you.” He whispers.

“What are we gonna do?”


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1 year ago

When the mutual you really enjoy seeing in ur notes shows up in ur notes

When The Mutual You Really Enjoy Seeing In Ur Notes Shows Up In Ur Notes
1 year ago

do they get delusional too?

do they over analyse every little interaction???

do they make up cute little scenarios in their head??

I HAVE TO KNOW!!!

i wonder how men act when they’re alone and they have a crush


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1 year ago

rip angela carter for she too would have loved saltburn

rip mary shelly you would've loved saltburn


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1 year ago

WHERE ARE ALL THE FARLEIGH FICS???

istg imma have to write one myself… jk.. 👀👀unless


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1 year ago

the way he whimpered while he talked!!!

might as well rip my damned heart out

Poor Baby Girl, I Just Want To Hug Him Tight In That Scene 🫶🫶

Poor baby girl, I just want to hug him tight in that scene 🫶🫶


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1 year ago

thank you for the ask btw!!!

im working on a couple wonka fics (i don’t know why i give myself sm to do at one time)

saltburn isn’t for everyone ngl but i absolutely adore it and would recommend!

Hello! How have you been? How has your fic writing been going so far?

hiiiii love!!

i’ve been good! fic writing is going great!

its hard sometimes but super rewarding when i write something i like. i’ve recently been thinking of writing a multi part Saltburn fic!! im so excited

1 year ago

THIS IS.. I DONT EVEN HAVE THE WORDS TO EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS!!!!

Hey it’s dickie!

please enjoy this Saltburn smut i wrote, thank you to all the amzing fic writers i can’t get enough of it i just had to join 😂

Felix x Oliver x reader one shot – “Just listen”

Warning: degradation, spanking, threesome, cnc, praising.

Hoping you guys like this! Any feedback that could help me improve my smut writing would be greatly appreciated 🖤

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@wormswurld @lovandr enjoy 😉

also i have noticed that people can post there whole stories as a post on tumblr, however it said i went over the word count, just wondering if there was a way to extend the word out thank you 🥰

thank you so much @sandpapersnowman for editing this for me and helping me expand my writing abilities ☺️

FELIX X OLIVER X READER ONESHOT
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FELIX X OLIVER X READER ONESHOT

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1 year ago

I just realized that the actor of Luffy was Juan in The Imperfects 👩‍🦯

I Just Realized That The Actor Of Luffy Was Juan In The Imperfects 👩‍🦯

(Cancelled series but I really liked it)

I MUST WATCH


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1 year ago

Hello! How have you been? How has your fic writing been going so far?

hiiiii love!!

i’ve been good! fic writing is going great!

its hard sometimes but super rewarding when i write something i like. i’ve recently been thinking of writing a multi part Saltburn fic!! im so excited


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1 year ago

FR LIKE… NOOOOO WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT

i want nothing more than tl say i didn’t have a least favourite Saltburn character.. but unfortunately i do.

MICHAEL FUCKING GAVEY

now before yall michael lovers come at me my reasoning is HOW HE HAD THE AUDACITY TO DEFILE THAT CRUNCHY IN SUCH AN ABHORRENT WAY!

HOW DARE HE!

apart from that i got no beef w him.

1 year ago

my loves

Hell Yeah!

Hell yeah!

1 year ago

oh christ

someones probably already done this but

put in the tags the first thing that comes up when you type:

a

b

c

d

i'll go first


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1 year ago

go ahead!

Reblog if it's okay to invade your ask box

Always

1 year ago

i want nothing more than to say i don’t have a least favourite Saltburn character.. but unfortunately i do.

MICHAEL FUCKING GAVEY

now before yall michael lovers come at me, my reasoning is HOW HE HAD THE AUDACITY TO DEFILE THAT CRUNCHY IN SUCH AN ABHORRENT WAY!

HOW DARE HE!

apart from that i got no beef w him.


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1 year ago

that girl is so gorgeous but the whole tome this was happening i was thinking MOVE BITCH ITS MY TURN!

i love women and im a girls girl but i am also a hater… a jealousy jealous hater

ARCHIE MADEKWE As FARLEIGH START SALTBURN (2023) Dir. Emerald Fennell
ARCHIE MADEKWE As FARLEIGH START SALTBURN (2023) Dir. Emerald Fennell
ARCHIE MADEKWE As FARLEIGH START SALTBURN (2023) Dir. Emerald Fennell

ARCHIE MADEKWE as FARLEIGH START SALTBURN (2023) dir. Emerald Fennell


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1 year ago

jacob elordi 50’s heart throb ♥️📽️🍸

Jacob Elordi 50’s Heart Throb ♥️📽️🍸
Jacob Elordi 50’s Heart Throb ♥️📽️🍸
Jacob Elordi 50’s Heart Throb ♥️📽️🍸
Jacob Elordi 50’s Heart Throb ♥️📽️🍸
Jacob Elordi 50’s Heart Throb ♥️📽️🍸
Jacob Elordi 50’s Heart Throb ♥️📽️🍸

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