I feel like bc I was bullied it taught me sth.
It may seem like a cope but hear me out.
Nobody stood up for me back then so I realised there's not alot of people willing to do it for whatever reason. I want to work hard to be the person willing to stand up for others. No matter if others do that or not. Even if I'm the only one.
Someone needs to be that example.
a part of me understands incel mindset, sex is important to human beings and not having access to it + high libido is not the best combo
I'd never go to abuse women because of it though. I feel like it's mostly bad fate not their fault because most women are not gay, not compatible or my fault for being hurt in life to the point of internal struggle and mental health issues.
It does hurt though. So the anger and frustration is understandable.
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Also, fuck butch femme bullshit
No problem!
Not a fan of those labels, not only they're americentric af but I also think it's basically a gateway to gender ID (the obsession with gender roles, seeking affirmation, fragile femininity/masculinity, wanting to "play house" ect).
I have many many fears.
Some can paralyze me. They make my voice weaker. I'm trying to speak up as much as I can.
And everytime I do I'm mad at myself I didn't say more.
I don't know if I'll change but I wish I could. I want to change. I want to be myself and not afraid of getting hurt.
Not afraid of speaking my mind. Loud and clear.
Loud and clear.
a part of me enjoys being "controversial" aka a free thinker
people surely don't like it though, I feel like most aren't open to new ideas outside of groupthink
loneliness taught me that, when you're excluded from your community by default when you're an outcast you may start thinking "no matter what I say - I won't fit in, so I'm free to say what I actually want to say"
because what difference does it make? Ofc it may complicate things in places like work or uni but the internet exists