*does everything possible other than deleting herself from existence to feel safer and better*
*it doesn’t work because she is caught in a seemingly unending fight or flight response*
my mom’s suffering so much from her arm and there’s nothing i can do to make it better, and she started having a reaction to the antibiotics, so she had to cut back to only taking one each day, and i am very worried that she’s been taking them for a week and is still in this much pain. we have to take the car back in tomorrow and leave it there, so we’ll have to figure out how’s safest to get home. meanwhile i just can’t sleep and am getting really close to the edge of not being able to handle it
Moodboard: Art Appreciation - Autumn.
❝This is the light of autumn, not the light of spring. The light of autumn: you will not be spared.❞
I’ll have a blue Christmas without you… 💙❄️⚡️
@arianatheangel-girl honey!!! I meant to post this a couple of days ago and hadn’t had the chance to be on here, but as it turned out I didn’t get him open until today, so it was perfect timing. 💖 thank you so very much, he’s ADORABLE and you have no idea how much this brightened up the holidays. hugging you so tight from afar right now.
“You have a good heart, and you think the good thing is to be guilty and kind. But it’s not always kind to be gentle and soft. There’s a genuine violence softness and kindness visit on people. Sometimes self-interested is the most generous thing you can be.”
— Angels in America (via ladysaviours)
...and it's exceedingly short, his galloping life. Dogs die so soon. I have my stories about that grief, no doubt many of you do also. It is almost a failure of will, a failure of love, to let them grow old - or so it feels. We would do anything to keep them with us, and keep them young. The one gift we cannot give.
from Dog Songs by Mary Oliver
DEAN WINCHESTER in one random episode per day ‣ 219/327 14.19 JACK IN THE BOX
— mirrorball, taylor alison swift (2020)
“What if we could let go of the binaries of good or bad, beautiful or ugly when talking about feelings?
What if we could see all feelings as necessary arrows, pointing us towards needs that are met or unmet?
What if we looked like the hard, messy, so-called ugly feelings with curiosity and compassion, rather than repressing them out of shame?”
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THE LORD OF THE RINGS + 🍂
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if I cannot fly, let me sing. ♡if I wasn't tough, I wouldn't be here.if I wasn't gentle, I wouldn't deserve to be here.♡if not to hunger for the meaning of it all, then tell me what a soul is for?♡if my immortal soul is lost to me, something yet remains. I remain. ♡ a passionate, fragmentary girl; she stood in desperate music wound; voice of a bird, heart like a house; the ghost at the end of the song.♡ Jessica Lynn 🕊❀ paypal ❀
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