Also Like Phils Lore Is Kind Of Solo Lore. He Relatively Stays To Himself (+eggs) While Turbo's Rp Is

sukuna blocking one yuuji punch with his 3 hands🤭

we're gonna be eating so good tomorrow because LISTEN LISTEN OKAY THE JAIDENS? COMEDY GOLD, BRILLIANT, SHOWSTOPPING, SILLY AS FUCK.

but think of the plans to get q!forever off the pills. the tension, the seriousness, the full minutes of silence as q!phil and q!bad were down there just waiting for the perfect second to strike.

group missions are usually the silliest things in the world but this group is the only one i can see taking this heist with a level of seriousness and sobriety rarely seen during qsmp events and i CANNOT WAIT.

im sorry im just absolutely never going to be over how foolish and philza, two of the most positive and truly neutral parties in the server [one chaotic neutral, the other more lawful neutral], the two people that always keep their emotions to themselves and refuse to show their breakdowns to others, two parents who spent most of their time alone with their children than anything esle.

one an angel of death, a man of the skies, clocked in black. the other a totem of undying, from the depths of the ocean, with gilded skin. both of them wise and experienced in war and death beyond their usually goofy and lax exteriors.

both of them in perfect synchronicity as they build up to green base, sneaking arround, shooting to cover eachother, building in different directions, one distracting while the other gets in. and then both sneaking in, covering eachother's back. both begining their silent attack, not only once but instead AT LEAST three times. all of this without BARELY SPEAKING TO EACHOTHER.

one of them is attacking and the other uses blocks to stop the enemy from getting to them. in the few moments when they can, both hit in perfect sync. when foolish sees that they have someone else inside with them, no hesitation he drops a bucket of lava, and philza notices immediately and takes a cider and tea and goes back to work.

the team gave a target to a shark and a bird of prey, and both of them zeroed in and absolutely NOTHING would stan in the way between them and their objective.

Greedy Greedy Phil (ง •_•)ง

I wanna talk about Tubbo and Phil

I know there's some strong opinions from many on either character so I wanna share some thoughts on their relationship from someone who's watched both for a LONG time (way way before qsmp).

Tubbos and Phil's relationship kinda is, the closest I can get to explaining is is Bads and Foolishs, by that i mean is that at first glance you would not necessarily think these 2 had the dynamic they actually DO have. It's easy to get swept up in their banter and chaotic messing with eachother or in the way they mostly communicate through jokes and teasing but those 2 TRUST eachother a LOT.

I'm gonna try to not bring the kids into this cause obviously they don't have the knowledge we as the audience do in this sense, but Phil is not someone who trusts easy, the closets one he has to fully being honest with is Fit and even he doesn't know everything. But Phil trusts capabilities, that's why he trusts Fit so much cause he knows the other veteran is incredibly capable. To bring this back to Tubbo, Phil knows that Tubbo is INCREDIBLY capable and smart, he knows the kid is talented, hard working and determined beyond believe. But those who know Phil also know he's just not good at showing this, but believe me when I say he thinks incredibly highly of Tubbos capabilities.

Tubbo is someone Phil trusts relentlessly, even if he sometimes gets things wrong about him as a character it is never with any malicious intent and he sees that kid as family, meaning he'll do everything to help him if called.

Now to Tubbo, tubbo is interesting because his trust is rare, at least his FULL trust is. Obviously he has people he relies on more than others but true transparent trust is something he really only has with the eggs. He does have people he trusts, he just doesn't want/like to rely on others and it's kinda weaving into his need to be the one that people rely on. Now for me I definitely think Tubbo thinks of Phil as a friend, no doubt about it. And I feel like he's also very aware of how Phil works, a lot more so than others (definitely due to their long term irl friendship too). Tubbo knows where Phil's strengths lie and when he can just ask him for tips or advice, Tubbo knows Phil is reliable when called for, Tubbo knows Phil does not talk about his relationships or emotions a lot. Tubbo has been on the receiving end of a few things no other had to see from Phil yet, Tubbo was one of the only ones who during Purgatory got shown how Phil lost all hope in himself and for his kids (seeing in him being genuinely shocked Tubbo was still fighting for them too), But he also got to see how even with that doubt Phil would never leave someone behind he sees as his flock. Phil sacrificed his wings for Tubbo and both know he'd do it again a thousand times over.

Another moment I like to take as example is very early day of Tubbo joining, it's funny cause u can definitely see a like mentor/apprentice vibe which quickly fizzles out once Tubbo finds his footing in what he is good at. A moment that has always stuck out to me though is the kids disappearance day and those leading up to it. Tubbo was responsible for Chayanne and Tallulah during that time (quick side note, Phil's instant trust with those 2 for Tubbo is HUGE especially the fact that Phil knew Tubbo would take his explanations of how to be there for Tallulah seriously) and once the realization hit Tubbo kinda went into this dooming mindset, he saw himself as a failure and was worried about losing the fact that Phil relied on him, basically afraid of losing his usefulness, he spiraled and was terrified of Phil's response but when it actually came to that day? Phil was nothing but instantly understanding, reassured Tubbo, never lost trust in him with the kids down the line and showed Tubbo where his anger truly falls. It was such a simple moment but Neither have lost any trust in the other when it comes to absolute necessity.

And I think that's where a lot of their headbutting or appeared distrust comes from cause those 2 don't want nor like to rely on others. They're used to being the ones that are relied on! But when it comes down to it, when it comes to push and shove they know the other is someone they could rely on in a heartbeat (when I say necessity I mean necessity btw, like full on life or death)

Because when the people who do not ask for help need to ask for help you know shits bad, and it's a little easier when the person you know is so similar yet so different from you that you're aware this will never be talked about again, it's easier to ignore the heaviness if you've gotten used to hide it with banter and jokes. But a flock will never leave eachother down, even if they don't say it.

(Also Tubbo logging out infront of Phil today and Phil wanting to prank him with a spawn trap only to go "I was gonna put Lava here, but he can't die so no I'm not gonna be a dick" is something like, once Phil is aware of something he instantly adjusts to it, he asked for Tubbos equipment before bringing him a boss mob to fight, gave him food during it etc. Cause again once both are aware of something they do instantly jump in or adjust to it)

Honestly though like if you're following Philza you should get used to the fact that since the dawn of him streaming RP people have violently disliked his reaction to any angst beats because like, the cc finds angst rp funny and is also a very giggly guy. And if you're here for drama and tragedy it looks like he's not taking the pain seriously, which is obviously going to be something you don't like seeing. Trust me. We have been here before. I have watched DSMP. There were people saying he didn't take Techno's IRL death seriously enough because he was positive on stream. Like, this is top five things people get mad at cc!phil and his characters for, after "breaks the fourth wall" and "is an imperfect person/parent" and "idk his vibes just grate and I read them as Bad y'know".

I personally think that like the fact that he was repeatedly saying to the eggs that they were gonna get Tubbo back, they'll bring him back with the create wrench cause he cares about create, don't worry it'll all be okay; that was all evidence that the character does care about Tubbo and for heaven's sake, if you want angst, read that as denial and you're fully comfortably in one of the recognized stages of grieving. I was making jokes the day people in my life died, this is also one of the ways people deal with loss. But I also see why that's a POV clash if you wanted a more straightforward depiction of grief and angst? Phil was pretty far from being in tears, which is what some people think was warranted. So like, sure, if you've been watching a specific perspective, Phil's reaction was trivializing. I can see that perspective as well.

It is not fun to see someone calling your POV "vile" and "heartless" and "too selfish to consider other people" and the other delightful stuff that I just saw on a scroll through the tag, but like, that's just POV clash, you gotta let people have their own opinions and block the neg tags and maybe block people who are being really loud. Sincerely, it does nobody any good to go beefing about people being mean about your favourite cubito. Post careful lore exploration on your own blog if you want but doing replies, sending anons, all of that is the way down which A Bad Time lies. Sincerely like, this has happened before, this will happen again, just go listen to good music or something and ignore it.

i am just such a whore for phil praise, foolish is SO exited to see phil build, and etoiles being so ecited to pvp with phil and cellbit being so exited to solve misteries with phil and adding him as an integral member to the order and just!!!! YES!!!! PHIL IS AMAZING!!!! MORE OF THAT PLEASE!!!

the fact that philza was able to fly but stopped because he was afraid of breaking his wings...

that brief moment of exhilaration was tainted by the anxiety of losing the little freedom he had. he knows in the back of his mind that his wings will be gone again back on quesadilla, but can't bring himself to fly because he's weak, and the eye could smite him at any moment

q!philza is one of my favorite characters on this damn smp and i'm grabbing cc!phil by the throat to stop making everything so angsty chill out man

qPhil kinda hurting me right now. Trying not to show jealousy over Jaiden's perfectly healthy wings and ability to fly. Quietly questioning Jaiden if Cucurucho helped her with her her wings then realizing Jaiden's were never clipped in the first place. Rough