Matching wounds
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coming back after 3yrs just as this site is shutting down to post jayviks and name drop my other socials - find me on twt @OmenBairn
coming back after 3yrs just as this site is shutting down to post jayviks and name drop my other socials - find me on twt @OmenBairn
the party ended 5 months ago and iām still here
Grew up Catholic. My friends are unhinged. I love them.
Happy Easter, everyone!!
Donāt ask me why I like MelVik, MelVikJay, Jayvik and JayMel.
Itās a moment. Itās a vibe. The girls that get it, get it.
Rewatching the bed scene between Caitlyn and Maddie makes my skin crawl knowing that Maddie was a spy all along. The first time i watched something felt off when it came to Maddie's behaviour but i choose to ignore it because i thought i was overreacting since am a CaitVi shipper. Maddie was being shady af. Caitlyn didn't react much to her betrayal and death after cause she knows how to compartmentalise and knew she had to focus on more important things but it definitely stung that the person she somewhat trusted, confided into and let into her bed was using her and manipulating her all along. We all love to make jokes about the warmth line but it was actually such a cold thing to say especially considering the fact that Maddie had planned for Caitlyn to experience a slow death by shooting her in the back of her neck. In fact Maddie was such a good spy that we don't really know shit about who she really is, i mean is Maddie Nolen even her real name?
Not sure if it was intentional but the way the blanket is over viktor on the couch makes it look like he did'n't tuck himself in but somebody else did šš
hmm yes i wonder who that could've been
"If I were orpheus I wouldn't look back"
But we look back everyday- rechecking emails, making sure a friend is still behind you, checking to see if you remebered to pick up your keys. It's second nature, a habit of care.
It was second nature for him too. He looked back, not out of weakness, but love. For what is love, if not to look back?
Why is it always about Orpheus turning back foolishly and never about Eurydice following him out of the Underworld, likely knowing she was doomed. That Orpheus went all this way, singing the story of their love, hopeful that he will return her to the surface and finally build their life togetherā but they will not. She knows her Orpheus will turn back. And yet she still follows him, all the way to the top, because the simple pleasure of seeing his back again is enough for her. Isnāt that a foolish thing to do for love?
Adding to my previous post:
Violet does beat the shit out of everything, and I'm proud of that representation. We don't get this dainty, little fighter who focuses on speed because she is weak and easily overpowered. She fights because she likes it and because she needs it to survive. She IS incredibly strong and uses that as an advantage.
I would like to add how relevant it is for her to still fall into these feminine characteristics here and there. She is not a man, and that's the whole point. She is not extremely feminine but still wears makeup and tops. Her facial features are soft. Even still, there is no "revelation of extreme happiness, and motivation from being feminine, and how it would be life-changing." (That's just stupid, I hate that trope.)
She just doesn't care. There are more important things (like an upcoming war, losing her family, dealing with being an enforcer, a heartbreak, and the list goes on and on...)
Even if there was a situation/scene of her wearing a dress, I don't think she would hate it. I believe Violet is just too comfortable with herself to care about that. Honestly, I feel like her clothing style is practical and a reflection of the life she has.
can we justā¦appreciate Vi for a second? For all the ālet women be feminineā posting Iāve seen, I have literally never seen a butch 100% gender non-conforming female character. There is always a scene where she is forced to wear a dress, where she learns that being girly isnāt that bad. But Vi? Sheās so unapologetic about her presentation. She never wears a dress once. Her fighting style isnāt āoh sheās skinny and fastā like most other women fighters on TV: Vi is muscular and punches the shit out of things. Sheās angry, commanding, and assertive. We need more female characters like Vi.
I...I have no comment for this one...
I will always defend their decisions. As a writer (and as a person with empathy), they did what they could based on experience and fear.
something about vi never wanting anyone in her life to change. something about jayce not caring at all how much viktor has changed so long as he's alive. something about the way vi associates radical change with death, perceiving jinx's continued existence as a kind of necromantic horrorāthe way jayce would shatter fundamental laws of nature without a second thought in order to give viktor the best chance at survival, in whatever form that may take. transformation as rebirth vs murder, hextech vs shimmer. nature has made us intolerant to change, but fortunately, we have the capacity to change our nature. and then jayce, realizing that he hasn't changed at all, not reallyāthat he is a scientist at heart, and he shouldn't have tried to be anything else. and then vi, realizing she has become someone unrecognizableānever thought my sister would turn bluebelly. and for both of them, it's too little, too late.
HAHAHAHAHAH
what if you were a BISEXUAL and your bf nearly DIES and then he leaves you to become JESUS and then your hot gf gets KIDNAPPED and your little sister becomes a DICTATOR and you grow a BEARD
THIS IS WHY REPRESENTATION MATTERS, PEOPLE!!
Honestly, I never thought I'd say this about a cartoon at the big age of 22, but Caitvi and Arcane helped me become so much more confident with my lesbianism and sexuality, it's actually kind of crazy.
Turns out seeing a lesbian couple actually get a happy ending does wonders for the soul.
Fuck. I'm the career overachiever.
Aka the menace to society.
There are two kinds of people, separated by the way they dealing with heart shuttering break up:
They becoming sad alcoholic hobo with no sense of personal hygiene...
2. ...or career overachiver.
My heart aches, I don't know how to explain it. I yearn for a person who understands this level of intimacy. They are focused on each other's lips, holding their breath, expecting.
some fandom disagreements are like "I see your point but I think this other aspect of the narrative is more significant," and some are like "I don't think you can read."
I don't care what people say. Healthy poly relationships are the best. These three are so sweet in ALL the fanart/fanfics. Their dynamics are so much fun
Stress relief Meljayvik doodles
This is fucking amazing.
Hallow
Inspired by āAbstract Basketryā by Fujino Kazutomo
God forbid a queer person knows about loving so deeply that we forget about emotional regulation
bro gay ppl cannot break up normally
God, she's gorgeous!!
will never be sick of drawing her
The ultimate twink was too powerful to keep him alive I guess
LET'S GOOOOOO
Caitlyn Kiramman & Vi X Calvin Klein š
fanfic writers are so fucking awesome man. they write novel length fics that are sometimes even better than some published bestselling books written by professional writers. like fanfic writers are professional writers to me and they gift us their masterpieces for free. they give us something we can look forward to after a long day. something from which we can seek comfort when life is hard. something that can be our own little getaway. in a world of capitalism, despite everything, they give us all of these for free. like holy fuck. shout out to every fanfic writer. I wish all fanfic writers a very āI love you with all my heart and soul. I thank you from the bottom of my heartā
If I'm reading the whole thing, if it took a small giggle out of me, a tear, or a gasp * KUDOS*
(Or if you know how to use a comma properly)
you read stuff on wattpad for shit and giggles where most of the fics there are reader-inserted ones written in 1st person pov where y/n is a barely legal white girl with blonde hair and blue āorbsā whoās so smol and fragile that sheās dependent entirely on this morally questionable guy whoās killing people for a living but for some reason happens to have a soft spot for her.
you read real actual literature on archive of our own where itās two middle aged men, who are each otherās sworn enemies, with tragic past, trauma and strong homoerotic tension. and while theyāve made each other bleed, killed each otherās friends and loved ones out of jealousy / possessiveness, lied and betrayed and manipulated, the rawness, depth, complexity and slow burn will keep you up all night, haunt you during your day and possibly change your life forever. and also the sex isnāt just smut. the sex is poetry that puts Shakespeare to shame
This embrace looks so soft and graceful
Home is where you are.
OMG. THIS.
I'm a humanities major, which means I have to write a TON of essays. I have a masterlist of essay titles I would like to write, but I just can't get myself to start (because it's funnier this way)
writing is hard but coming up with a cunty title and catchy summary will slay even god's strongest soldier