I Didn't Even Notice The First Time. It's So Beautiful, I Love It.

Oh god, she's so pretty!!

wip of alt universe vi …

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I got a new tablet!

i dont even get mad anymore when i see people reducing mel's character to manipulative girlboss because like. isnt it embarassing to not have your understanding of a main character progress past your first impression of them? did you watch half of season 1 and just kind of call it quits??? are you not ashamed of your poor literary comprehension

Rewatching the bed scene between Caitlyn and Maddie makes my skin crawl knowing that Maddie was a spy all along. The first time i watched something felt off when it came to Maddie's behaviour but i choose to ignore it because i thought i was overreacting since am a CaitVi shipper. Maddie was being shady af. Caitlyn didn't react much to her betrayal and death after cause she knows how to compartmentalise and knew she had to focus on more important things but it definitely stung that the person she somewhat trusted, confided into and let into her bed was using her and manipulating her all along. We all love to make jokes about the warmth line but it was actually such a cold thing to say especially considering the fact that Maddie had planned for Caitlyn to experience a slow death by shooting her in the back of her neck. In fact Maddie was such a good spy that we don't really know shit about who she really is, i mean is Maddie Nolen even her real name?

rebirth

you read stuff on wattpad for shit and giggles where most of the fics there are reader-inserted ones written in 1st person pov where y/n is a barely legal white girl with blonde hair and blue “orbs” who’s so smol and fragile that she’s dependent entirely on this morally questionable guy who’s killing people for a living but for some reason happens to have a soft spot for her.

you read real actual literature on archive of our own where it’s two middle aged men, who are each other’s sworn enemies, with tragic past, trauma and strong homoerotic tension. and while they’ve made each other bleed, killed each other’s friends and loved ones out of jealousy / possessiveness, lied and betrayed and manipulated, the rawness, depth, complexity and slow burn will keep you up all night, haunt you during your day and possibly change your life forever. and also the sex isn’t just smut. the sex is poetry that puts Shakespeare to shame

I believe it is easy to actually imagine that with this specific image. She just looks so soft, cozy, and even in peace compared to other scenes. She is imperfectly perfect.

so like I just wanna hold her sweet face is kiss all over it and make the sad feelings go away

"If I stay, if I hold you, I can’t stop at fucking you. I’ll be forced to love you"

-Vi's thoughts

Heavy is the Crown by Luna_Monroe on ao3

A lesbian once said: "You really think i needed all the guards at the hexgates?"

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A doctor's office appointment won't save me from arcane brainrot. In my defense, they left me alone in that room for about 10 minutes, and those were right in front of me.

(I can actually go into a deep conversation about why I find it meaningful for the blue vase to be cotton and the red one being gauzes lmao)