I WILL Add This To My Bookmarks, But Just From Reading The Tags/warnings I'm Fucking Scared

Rewatching the bed scene between Caitlyn and Maddie makes my skin crawl knowing that Maddie was a spy all along. The first time i watched something felt off when it came to Maddie's behaviour but i choose to ignore it because i thought i was overreacting since am a CaitVi shipper. Maddie was being shady af. Caitlyn didn't react much to her betrayal and death after cause she knows how to compartmentalise and knew she had to focus on more important things but it definitely stung that the person she somewhat trusted, confided into and let into her bed was using her and manipulating her all along. We all love to make jokes about the warmth line but it was actually such a cold thing to say especially considering the fact that Maddie had planned for Caitlyn to experience a slow death by shooting her in the back of her neck. In fact Maddie was such a good spy that we don't really know shit about who she really is, i mean is Maddie Nolen even her real name?

TW: implied self-harm

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We all create art using our pain. The difference is in learning to paint the canvas and not the skin.

I'm filling out a form for school events and one of the options is "swimming & water sports" WHEN I TELL YOU I PANICKED

I swear, my ao3 flashbacks kicked in

I'm unwell...

Violet

Ink version, all traditional

VIOLET WITH GLASSES IS SO CUTE

I redid the teen caitvi thing I made weeks ago :>

the party ended 5 months ago and i’m still here

Things I've written thinking about Caitlyn Kiramman:

"A reputation is living for others in the effort of embracing yourself. Losing ideals that aren't meant to be shared and the youth that would have allowed you to thrive. A reputation locks their views into what they want to perceive from your reality. A reputation keeps you alive in the eyes of society. And we all want to be remembered because a will to live can only come from the desperation of being someone deserving of love"

I'm crying bye

reunion pt3

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ugh women are so cute-

like the way their eyes light up when u say smth nice to them or do smth sweet for them, or when they giggle and hold your arm, or how they look at you while you tell them a story. and when you kiss them sweetly and they wrap their arms around your neck. UGH GUYSSS

In almost every smutty CaitVi fanfic I've read, they develop a pavlovian response to a common phrase they use in daily life that got involved in sex as well, and I consider this to be a canonical perspective.