In My Slut Era. (i Can't Even Start A Conversation)

Hold on to each other.

I was gonna finish and upload my one tree hill fic but I stayed up late stress baking last night so I will be passing out (why does sleep exhaustion hit you the second it turns 10???)

on my way to go write the most tragic fic about grief and love and forgiveness and like what do you do when your husband loves you but he loves his best friend like he’s air and he dies before you can hate him or scream or love him anyway??? and like what do you do when the love of your life dies before you can ever kiss him but his wife is alive and she’s alone and you know you have to help her because he would want you too so you stay even as it fucking kills you??? and like you’re stuck with the only other person who loved this man, who is grieving him, and you can’t help but hate them and at the same time need them at your side bc who else would understand this pain?? and also two hot people co-parent an adorable child and slowly fall in love in a simple, not a world ending, way.

slaughter-house five - kurt vonnegut / orpheus and eurydice - catharine adelaide sparkes / user sawasawako / orpheus mourning the death of eurydice - ary scheffer / metamorphoses - ovid / orpheus and euridice - enrico scuri / talk - hozier / orpheus and eurydice - michel martin drolling

One of my favorite parts of “Twisters” is the misdirect with Tyler Owens’ character. Because at the start of the movie, he’s introduced as a douchebag YouTuber whose videos are vlogs in which he and his crew get into dangerous situations. But then when our protagonist Kate gets to know him, we learn that Tyler is actually:

1) a really sweet, humble dude who is looking out for all his friends

2) the smartest dumb guy you’ll ever meet. He has a degree in meteorology, but he does dumb things like drive into a tornado.

3) jumps into danger because he “feels” it / he’s attracted to the danger / wants to see if he can handle the danger

So in a weird way, he’s introduced as Cowboy Logan Paul, only for it to be revealed he’s more like Cowboy Markiplier. And let me just say, as soon as I compared him to Mark in the theater, I couldn’t unsee it lol.

Every time I read the news trump has broken yet another law, tried to murder a baby, did something horrifically stupid and unemotionally funny, or talked about doing something that’ll bring harm to everyone for literally no reason

Somebody sedate me for four years, please

love is the point (wip)

Tara thought she had kicked her habit of being easy to blush somewhere along the line of surviving the dead walking and trying to tear her throat out. But apparently not, because her face was warm as she hastily tugged Noah away, “We don’t even know that she likes girls, I mean she and Abraham are, you know, them.”  

They were far enough away that she didn’t have to worry about Rosita overhearing them, so she didn’t tackle Noah as he scoffed, “Please, she’s totally been staring at you, and Sasha, and maybe Maggie but I’m not totally sure about that one.” 

Tara fought the urge to snap back around and stare at Rosita as if she’d see a flashing bisexual flag above her head, or just a rainbow, rainbows were very nice. But she did not, because she was a survivor, because the world was ending and she was so much more mature than that. “You’re an idiot, Noah.” 

every time I try and write fanfic my friends start hating each other and I end up having 3 hour long calls, its so late, I just want to write about addy getting hugs, help

the lumineers : cleopatra album … sentence starters

“Your time is running out.”

“People say I’m no good.”

“I should’ve known better.”

“I don’t wanna live like that.”

“I’m a long way from home.”

“Promised it all, but you lied.”

“And I don’t feel no remorse.”

“Fate dealt you a tricky hand.”

“I was not born to drown, baby.”

“I don’t have a sweetheart, yet.”

“I can’t live life underneath it all.”

“I’d break my neck to please her.”

“You’ll be on my mind, my destiny.”

“Let your mother know you’re safe.”

“I flew far away, as far as I could go.”

“I don’t know why I just can’t let it go.”

“Memory’s old, but I just can’t let it go.”

“I don’t wanna go, but it’s time to leave.”

“Heaven help the fool who falls in love.”

“You got big plans and you gotta move.”

“Hold me and don’t you ever let this die.”

“They raise you up just to cut you down.”

“You’ve been on my mind, girl, like a drug.”

“Days of my youth wasted on a selfish fool…”

“To hold it, aim it, make all of the bad men run.”

“Enough is enough, he’s a long way from home.”

“But that’s all in the past now, gone with the wind.”

“Oh, (name), you spent your whole life running away.”

“And it hardened like my heart did when you left town.”

“And one day, I pray, I’ll be more than my father’s son.”

“But, I must admit it, that I would marry you in an instant.”

“And when we looked outside, couldn’t even see the sky.”

“You’re right next to me, but you’re a long way from home.”

“You better slow down, baby, soon. It’s all or nothing to you.”

“But I was late for this, late for that, late for the love of my life.”

“Damn your wife, I’d be your mistress just to have you around.”

“And, oh, this too shall pass. This loneliness won’t last for long.”

“And I don’t feel nothing at all. And you can’t feel nothing small.”

“'Cause if we don’t leave this town, we might never make it out.”

“But I’ve read this script and the costume fits, so I’ll play my part.”

“They’re writing my history… Think somebody should’ve asked me.”

“And when I die alone, when I die alone… when I die, I’ll be on time.”

“It’s a lonely road, full of tired men, and you can see it in their faces.”

“They sold you a bridge. They fed you the lines… they fed you to lions.”

“Too young to know, too old to admit that you couldn’t see how it ends.”

“I will not be here forever, dear. So let’s just make this count a lot in here.”

“Were you safe and warm in your coat of arms, with your fingers in a fist?”

“But you held your course to some distant war in the corners of your mind.”

“Will you lay yourself down and dig your grave? Or will you rail against your dying day?”

“i want you to know, i will love you as long as i breathe.”

dune part ii / ojibwa / waiting for this story to end before i begin another, jan heller lev