โ ๐๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐๐๐ โ piedmont. โ
โคฅ gn!reader. no quirk au. fame au. exes -> lovers.
four years of no contact. itโs been four years since the two of you laid eyes on each other, yet that never stopped the ceaseless thoughts. after splitting to focus on your careers, you thought you would never see him again. it seemed the universe was aching to prove you wrong.
m.list. previous. next.
the piedmont.
it was a name you hadnโt heard in the long time youโd been away from home. you would often find yourself looking back onto the shared experiences held within those four walls. reminiscing in hopes of bringing any form of semblance of home back to the forefront of your mind.
now here you were, finally settled back into the confines of your own house, in your own country, in your own town. you found your career to be a blessing, but nothing beat the comfortability of your own room and your own bed.
you could practically hear the shrill voices of your friends already, celebrating the return of your coveted friend group. you had to admit, it was difficult being so far; but it wasnโt just you. it seemed the stars had finally aligned with the wishes and whispered pleading that came from the group of you. you couldnโt remember the last time you all had your feet on the same soil. yet somehow, now, you could finally look upon the faces of all those you held dear in person, instead of over the phone. sincerely, it felt like a cosmic hand had lowered itself to push you all together again.
including bringing back the one person you tried to keep locked permanently out of your racing mind.
hitoshi.
stupid fucking hand.
there was no hatred harbored in your heart toward your ex. if anything, your relationship was teetering on the border of something amiable. in a way, this was frustrating. typically a breakup creates some sort of tension, augments some sort of hatred. unfortunately, shinsou was someone who kept his nonchalance in check, making it difficult to loathe the person he was after the separation. often times, you wished he wouldnโt have made everything so easy. holding contempt for him would be easier than the complete neutral feeling you had toward him that settled within you.
neither of you made the effort to keep in touch. you broke up, went your separate ways, and kept those ways separate. until now, of course.
the finishing touches of your look finally came together, and you dissociatively stared back at your reflection.
maybe he wonโt showโฆ?
you aimlessly tapped your finger on the bathroom counter that you found yourself leaning on. repeatedly tapping, tapping, tapping, until you had to forcefully pull yourself from the solid grasp of your overthinking.
who cares if heโs there? weโre cool. him and i are cool. weโre friends. stop freaking out.
pulling yourself together, you placed each strand of hair in its rightful position, smoothed what wrinkles you could from your outfit, and turned on your heel out of the bathroom. one foot in front of the other. until you reached your front door and finally hustled yourself out of the house.
tonight was about seeing your favorite people. tonight was not about worrying over a guy you dated. you mightโve been exes, but you were still friends. somewhat.
the buzzing that came from your phone in your hand caught your attention as you carefully locked the door behind you.
โฏโฏโฏโฏ
bright neon letters shone in front of you, illuminating the features on your anticipated expression. katsukiโs car parked a few spaces away gave you the indication that the others were definitely waiting for you inside. the moment you stepped through the door of the building your senses were met with music on high volume, voices reverberating, bodies bustling, and ten pairs of eager eyes. it wasnโt hard to pick them out of the crowd. it never was.
your feet were barely able to carry you to where your friends stood, before you were met with their expected clamor.
โoh my god!โ a voice sprung in your ear, bringing a wide smile to the canvas of your face. your arms were quick to reciprocate the hug uraraka had engulfed you in, giving her a tight squeeze that said โi missed you tooโ.
you gave this same treatment to the rest of your friends, giving one hug after another; saying words of greeting to whoever found themselves in your embrace.
it was strange how each person seemed to look the exact same as the last time you saw them, yet, sporting aspects you had yet to witness first hand. it made you feel better knowing the people you grew up with hadnโt changed too much. adulthood made your friends before you glow in a radiance that suited them well.
โyou look good,โ hanta expressed, draping an arm around your shoulders, โfinally found a sense of style, i see.โ
his smirk didnโt do well from deterring the playful hit you landed on his abdomen, โiโve always had style, asshole.โ
you found yourself, moments later, with a drink in your hand and a smile still stubbornly adorning your face as you watched the people surrounding you catch up as if no time had passed.
denki still had the same sense of humor that made your face hurt, and it was showcased perfectly as kirishima retorted the banter with ease. the feeling of nostalgia ran high; everyone was finally back and you couldnโt have felt more comfortable than in this moment.
the group of you huddled around a small standing table a good distance from the bar, leaning on each other for stability.
โis shinsou not coming?โ izuku asked through the noise that filtered through the air. a few shared glances between the eleven of you ended in awkward side eyes pointed in your direction.
โstop looking at me like that,โ you chuckled out.
it wasnโt a foreign notion to your friends that shinsou was a touchy subject. you tried time and time again to reassure that yaโll were okay with each other. yet, even still, talk of shinsou was treated like taboo if you were in the vicinity. it was mainly to accommodate you, which you thought was a sweet gesture.
a few awkward laughs permeated through the group.
your eyes rolled slightly, โguys, really, itโs okay to talk about him. iโm not going to explode if i hear his name.โ
โyou sure about that?โ katsuki retorted as he stared at you over the rim of his cup, one of his brows arched.
midoriya landed a soft jab into bakugouโs side, causing the blonde to jump with a frustrated grunt. you watched the two silently mouth profanities to each other, eliciting a giggle from your throat.
jirou grabbed your empty hand from where her and denki stood across you, โwe just donโt want to make you uncomfortable or anything,โ her thumb caressed the back of your hand gently. she was always so careful with you, so attentive, โi wouldnโt imagine talking about your ex isnโt very thrilling.โ
โitโs thrilling for toshi,โ denki blurts, โy/n is his favorite topic, actually.โ
kaminari laughed proudly at his own words while the rest of the group laughed along with him. you chuckled awkwardly, letting your gaze fall to the lacquered wood that your fingers mindlessly traced shapes into. you knew hitoshi well enough to remember his tendencies, but even so, you werenโt particularly excited to learn whether he ever got over you after all these years. you had tried your best to move on and create something for yourself without letting him cloud your mind, and you hoped he was able to find the same path. according to denki, however, it seemed shinsou hadnโt let go quite yet.
or maybe denki was joking and you were mistakenly taking his words to heart. either way, why should you care? it wasnโt your problem if hitoshi had left things in the past or not. you and him hardly talked anyhow. what he grappled with in his own time was his responsibility, and you werenโt going to worry yourself over something you had left behind years prior.
โthis conversation is not passing the bechdel test,โ toga sighed.
you nodded your head in agreement, silently pleading for any kind of topic change, โuh, how is the short film coming along?โ
ochako and himiko beamed brightly at your question.
โour team is great,โ ochako began, suddenly ripe with excitement, โthe filming process has been so fun because the actors actually love being apart of the project โโ
โunlike last time,โ toga playfully interrupted.
uraraka rolled her eyes, intertwining her arm with the blondeโs and turning back to you.
โdo you think you could take some photos for us again?โ she questioned with big eyes, โwe want some promo shots and a picture for the poster.โ
you cracked a smile, grateful that your friends trusted you with this task. last time you helped them was during the beginning of both your careers, and now, the three of you had grown so much, โof course i will.โ
the abruptness of denkiโs sudden excited movements jarred you out of the moment you had happily sunk into.
โshinsou, over here!โ
itโs almost as if something otherworldly pushed your head in his direction. without meaning to, almost completely subconsciously, you quickly looked over your shoulder to find his brooding eyes already locking intently with yours. even though four years had passed, and even though he stood halfway across the crowded bar, he still looked the same as the day you left.
you should look away. you know you should. but, the way you watched shinsou visibly stop in his tracks, watched his demeanor instantly change almost as if to adjust to your presence, had your eyes glued to the boy. you were so lost in your stare that you almost didnt notice monoma pop out from behind him, annoyingly pushing hitoshi to where the rest of you resided.
you swiftly turned your gaze away and back to your friends who were watching you closely. embarrassingly so.
โway to be nonchalant,โ hanta said quietly in your ear. you shot him a glare and he was quick to back off after letting out a chuckle.
โdonโt worry guys,โ neito said from behind you as the pair neared the group, โthe fun has finally arrived,โ you could practically hear his stupid smirk. everyone let out a collective groan, wishing he would crawl back into the dank hole he most definitely derived from.
but you didnโt dare turn back, especially not when you could feel hitoshi standing directly behind you, virtually blocking you from turning to leave.
monoma joined the rest of you, slipping himself between denki and sero, yet shinsou didnโt move. his figure stayed put, standing comfortably in your shadow.
should i say something?
you watched the others banter about while it took far too long for you to convince yourself to greet him from where he stood behind you. when you finally did, turning your head over your shoulder, his eyes were already locked with yours.
has he just been staring at the back of my head?
โhey,โ you said through the noise filtering through the bar, giving him an awkward smile.
shinsou shot a smile back, taking your spoken word as his sign to move his feet that felt glued to the floor from the moment he walked in, โhey.โ
hitoshi took the barely open spot next to you, keeping his hands snug within his jean pockets. the silence between the two of you was suffocating โ palpable. yet in that suffocation, was a comfort you had been without for four years. you were ashamed to say you missed it, even. you both watched the others as they engaged in conversation, but neither of you spoke; only listened.
โiโm going to the bar,โ hitoshi said to you, leaning his body into yours to grab your attention, โwant something?โ he asked, pointing to the empty drink you held tightly in your hand.
you stared at the glass, not quite able to tell if you were glad it was empty or wished you could will it back to fullness.
your head nodded, โuh, yeahโฆsure.โ
โyou, uh,โ he raised a brow, โwanna come with me?โ
maybe it was how crowded the bar was, or how loud everything had suddenly become, but hitoshi seemed closer than before and you felt your breath stop short in your throat.
all you could muster was a single nod of your head, which was enough for him to take the lead with you close behind him.
reaching the bar, you ordered your drinks as you made yourself comfortable next to him.
โsince when are you a beer guy?โ you ask with a slight chuckle.
hitoshi shot back a grin, โsince i have to drive home.โ
โyou came with monoma right?โ you asked, remembering how they walked in together. shinsou nodded his head, โcouldnโt you make him drive?โ
you both looked over to where the rest of the group stood across the room. monoma was interjecting into every conversation, loud as usual as he sipped on the drinks of your friends.
โyouโre joking, right?โ
a laugh slipped from your mouth, โyeah, i donโt even know why i asked.โ
he looked over at the drink that rested on the wood in front of you โ the drops of condensation slowly making its way to stain the surface. shinsou watched as you slowly circled the rim of the glass with your finger.
โwhoโs driving you home?โ
you turned to look him the in the eye for the first time since taking your place at the front bar, โme,โ you replied.
the way he raised a single brow at your word elicited a roll from your eyes, โdo i need to take that away from you?โ he asked, a smirk painting his face.
โshut up,โ you replied with a scoff, turning your head to hide the smile that slowly formed on your lips.
this felt natural โ felt good. you were ashamed to say how much you missed talking with him like this. the casualness of it all brought a comfort to your soul.
โif you need a ride, i can drive you.โ
why canโt i stop fucking smiling?
โi wonโt,โ you stated, meeting his gaze once again, โneed a ride, that is. uhโฆthanks, though.โ
the interaction ended as quick as it started; silence radiating between the two of you. shinsou kept his eyes trained on you as you looked away, losing yourself in thought once more.
โso,โ he shimmied himself closer to your figure, keeping his elbows planted firmly on the bar. well, as firmly as he could considering his nerves were shot just being beside you again.
you giggled without meaning to, โso.โ
how long had you been standing here? what really lasted seven minutes felt like three hours.
โyou look different,โ he instantly thought to mend his wording when you shot him a side eye, โgood different. you look really good.โ
โyou look the same.โ
a chuckle you knew far too well flooded your ears, โthat means iโve still got it. i knew my youthful glow was noticeable,โ he laughed again when you rolled your eyes, โi can let you in on my skincare routine if you want.โ
โand youโre still a smart ass, too. good to know,โ he could tell you were messing with him by how wide your grin was. he could never forget the way your face glowed when you laughed. he always saw it in his head, but he was grateful to see it in person again.
โwhatโve you been up to?โ hitoshi turned his body so he could face you completely, leaning his side against the hardwood.
โdenki told me youโve been good at keeping up with that sort of thing,โ you eyed him with a subtle grin.
โwhat sorta thing?โ
good to know he still hadnโt stopped doing the โplaying stupid on purposeโ act, โme.โ
you giggled to yourself when he bowed his head with a dramatic sigh.
โfirst of all,โ he started, โbelieving that ass hat is actually crazy. kudos to you for trusting a single word out of his mouth, you are so brave.โ
you now turned your body to face shinsou completely, mimicking the way he stood, โis there a second of all?โ
โdo you want there to be?โ
your shoulders shrugged and you still couldnโt wipe the smile from your face; your cheeks were starting to hurt, โmaybe,โ you responded.
hitoshi nodded his head slowly, taking in your features with a smirk resting comfortably on his face, โdo you keep up with what iโve been doing?โ
โplease,โ you scoffed, โi have much better things to do with my time,โ you playfully rolled your eyes and he took a swig of his drink, โi mean, itโs hard to not know what youโre up to when your name is in every headline right now,โ you answered honestly.
โoh, so you are keeping up,โ he wore a disgustingly shit eating grin, โthatโs cute.โ
โdonโt even with me, stalker.โ
another silence settled in the air between you and hitoshi. you looked away from him, opting to watch your friends as they kept a conversation going. toga was elaborately telling some sort of story which had kirishima hunched over with laughter. you watched them as shinsou watched you โ admiring the way your lips pouted, the swoop of your nose, the way your eyelashes fluttered when you blinked.
you werenโt oblivious to the way his eyes were glued to you. he had always done this.
โwhat?โ you asked, cocking your head as you caught his gaze with yours.
โnothing,โ the way he stared at you was pure and inquisitive, taking in every piece of you that he could, โjustโฆhavenโt seen you in a while.โ
โtakinโ in the view, huh?โ you said with an awkward chuckle, obviously messing around. you didnโt know how to combat his sincerity with anything other than a joke. who could blame you. it had been four years since you spoke to him; which was was to break up and say goodbye.
โyeah. if youโre good with that.โ
you knew it was obvious how your breath caught in your throat by the way his lips curled into a grin. the most you could do was stare โ stuck blinking at the boy in front of you.
since when was he this bold?
โhey! you guys!โ izukuโs voice cut through the air that grew thick between the few inches that separated you and hitoshi.
midoriya beckoned the two of you over back to the group.
โprobably suggesting to hit up another place,โ he said to you as you downed the rest of your drink, โyou gonna go?โ
โitโs not like i have anything else to do,โ you responded, finally moving your feet to carry yourself back to where the night started.
โcool,โ he tried to sound as nonchalant as possible, โcool.โ
you giggled silently to yourself at his single word response as he practically attached himself to you, following as close as he could behind you.
โyouโre still a fuckinโ dork.โ
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Chapter 06.
"Oi dumbass." Katsuki huffs as you look up from where you were seated on the couch, scrolling through your phone,
"Don't call me that stupid." You grin, tossing your phone to the side and getting up. "What's up buddy?"
Katsuki scoffs and rolls his eyes. "Grab the chilli powder. Top shelf. On the left. Far left." He instructs and you raise an eyebrow.
"Ordering me around? How rude."
"Not helping me make dinner? I think that makes you, the rude one here."
"I'm the guest!" You gasp, placing a hand on your chest, in mocking offence.
Katsuki scoffs. "Uh huh. Well my hands are full of batter. So if you would rather be doing the dirty work I would be glad to wash them and sit on the couch."ย
He grins, moving his batter covered hands towards you, making you shriek and stumble back.
Katsuki cackles, stepping forward and sticking his hands out, chasing you around his kitchen with his dirty hands.
"Okay okay!" You shout, sides hurting from the running and all the laughing. "I'll grab you the chilli powder!! Just please! Mercy!"ย
Katsuki slows to a stop and grins triumphant. "I won then."
"A draw."
"Nah I won that one."
"Nah I'd say it was a draw."
"You'd say wrong cause I won."
You shake your head and trudge back into the kitchen, reaching for the chilli powder and along with Katsuki's supervision, adding it into the batter.
"Thanks." He mumbled under his breath, rolling his arms, pulling a crick out of his shoulders as he got back into cooking you both dinner.
Your eyes stay trained on his skilled hands as they work, watching each muscle flex under his warm skin. His body looked warm - buzzing with blood and nitroglycerinโฆ you wondered how his skin would feel under your fingertips and the palms of your hands.ย ย
"You're staring." Katsuki says in a matter of fact tone, snapping you out of your train of thought.
"Since when were you able to cook, Bakugo?"
He paused and turned to frown at you, raising an eyebrow at you. "Are you sure you paid any attention to me during highschool? We lived in the same fucking dorms for three years? Didn't I cook for the whole damn class on multiple occasions?"ย
You wave your hands in front of your face and shake your head, "Not what I was asking. Like- why?"
"Why what?" He mumbles, going back to cooking.
"Why did you learn to cook?"
"Why not?"
"Bakugo."
"What?"
You cross your arms and raise an eyebrow.
He sighs and taps his foot against the tiled floor.
"I uh... I know you won't believe me but I was a difficult kid to control growin' up,"ย
You snort and Katsuki rolls his eyes,ย
"Yea, real funny. I caused my old hag a lot of fuckin' stress when I was younger..."ย
He paused.ย
"I probably still doโฆ all this hero shit and cominโ home banged up... ahem. Anyways. My old hag thought I needed a healthy outlet for the- and I quote, 'Crappy ass anger in you.'"ย
He shrugged, walking over to the sink and washing his hands,ย
"And she decided cooking would be the best outlet. I didn't care much when I was younger. Cooking... playing the fuckin' drums. All shit that would take me away from training to be the number one... but I can't lie..."ย
Katsuki sighed,ย
"It's not a bad skill to pick up. Especially when dunce face and the rest of the fucking losers, decide they want to eat something I cook for them when their blasted out their fuckin' minds."
He shrugged.
"'Sides. Why go to a fancy ass place, waste fuckin' money, gas, time and have the fuckin' media hound your ass when you can cook the shit yourself?"
And see the way your face lights up when I present it to you.
Katsuki shook his head.
Stupid Eijirou and his dumb romance ideas. Get out of my head!
"Huh. Never took you for a sap Bakugo." You hum, grinning when Katsuki pauses,
"THE FUCK? I'M NOT NO FUCKIN' SAP-"
"Eyes on the stove blondie! Don't want our dinner burning on us! That'd be on you." You poke at his chest, leaning in, your eyes flickering to meet his lips before you flash a grin at his flushed face, stepping out of the kitchen, and into the bathroom.
What the fuck.
What the fuck was that.
WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT.
Katsuki gripped his shirt, bunching it into a fist as he tried to breathe, his heart throbbing against his ribcage as his other hand reached for the counter, trying to hold himself upright.
He could still feel your warm hand, pressing against his skin. You were so close, he could smell your shampoo and count the blemishes on your face and - shit did you lick your bottom lip too?ย
"What the fuck..."
-
"Oi! Stupid! Are you ready? Hurry up before I press play!" You shout from Katsuki's bed. You were curled up in your pajamas, one of his pillows sitting on your lap as you stared at the TV screen in front of you.
"Gimmie five dumbass!" Katsuki shouted from his bathroom.
If you had told yourself three months ago that you'd be sitting in Katsuki Bakugo's bed right now, eating his snacks and curling up with one of his pillows - you would've laughed, spat at your feet and probably cursed your whole family generation - past, present and future for even suggesting something so damn stupid.
But the unofficial "date" you had at the bar with him - it tore something down between you both. Maybe you never really hated him in the first place.
Maybe you said you did because you were scared of telling him that you didn't. You were scared of what he might've said.
You definitely hated that thought.
Regardless, it was obvious that both of you were slowly beginning to open up to each other, the snarky remarks lost their malice and began a sort of... love language?ย
Strangely enough.
Gross.
The glaces of hate had dissolved into glances of longing.
Yuck.
He had even held your hand, when you were much too drunk to walk let alone hold yourself up.
Ick.
His palm was warm, slightly calloused. But comforting.
He was comforting.
This shit is so fucking corny [Name]. Snap the fuck out. He's supposed to be your rival. Not your lover.
"You done spacing out?"
You yelped at the sound of his voice.
"Don't just do that!" you shook your head and placed a hand on your chest.ย
"Right..." Katsuki snorted, moving to sit next to you. "What did you put on?"
"Scream?" You shrugged as Katsuki reached over to grab a handful of your snacks, ignoring your quiet 'HEY!' as he shoves the food in his mouth.
"A classic." He says, mouth full.
-
"That was fun Bakugo." You smiled as he pulled the door open for you.
"Yea?" He tilts his head to the side and a small smile tugs on his lips. "'M glad... you liked the food too right?"
You hummed, nodding as he helped you out of his car. "We should do that more... only if you want though!" You stammered nervously, a warm flush creeping up your cheeks as you nervously scratched the back of your head.
Katsuki nodded. "Sure... Yea... Okay. Why not."
You nodded walking to your door. "Cool... Cool..." You cough awkwardly and scratch the back of your head. "Thanks for dropping me off Bakugo."
Katsuki nodded, pulling the front door of his car open. "Yea. Sleep well... Or whatever." He mumbled under his breath.ย
You pulled your front door open.
Katsuki shoved his key into the ignition.
-
"Chirst Katsuki. Pull yourself together." He groaned, tugging on his ashen blond locks as he shuffled into his bedroom, kicking the door shut behind him.
Red eyes scan over his bed, the sheets messy and crumples, wrappers overflowing in the small trashcan next to his bed.
He was going crazy. Maybe he was dying? Is this what it feels like to be dying? Dying at twenty three - would you show up to his funeral? Cry and hold his body? Would you miss him if he was gone? Maybe he was going crazy.ย
These are crazy thoughts Katsuki.
โYouโre going insane Katsuki. Snap the fuck out of it.โ
He let out a groan, sitting on his bed and rubbing his hands over his face. โFucking hellโฆโย
Katsuki reached for the pillow you were holding onto the whole night.
Probably smells like them now.
Katsuki paused.
He lifted the pillow up to his face and inhaled. His shoulders dropped and he felt the tension leave his body. Was this creepy? Probably. But damn did he need this.ย
He sighed and flopped back in bed, curling up against the pillow.
And, pretending that he was holding you - Katsuki Bakugo fell asleep.
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Bass Player Touya / (t.todoroki x GN! Reader) (Drabble)
"You're squirming.." Touya's voice was deep and sultry as he dragged his hand up your thigh. "Stop squirming baby. 'M tryna focus here." He whispered, leaning in to press a chaste kiss on the soft juncture of your collar.
Touya's cock pulsated in you. The tip pressed snugly inside you. You were the one to approach him, asking a few weeks back if you could cock warm him while he was writing a new song, or messing around with his bass.
Your boyfriend had loved the idea so much he almost grabbed you and fucked you silly then and there.
But he held out.
Until now atleast.
Touya wasn't a cruel boyfriend - most of the time. If you wanted something, chances are you'd end up getting it. Sure he could be mean when it came to your sex lives but it was rare - and only if he was in a bad mood. And even still, he can only really hold out for about twenty minutes of your pouting before he caves.
You must've pissed him off really badly then. Like really badly - to get to this level of punishment.
Forty minutes.
It had been forty minutes since you had slid down his dick.
Forty minutes of your boyfriend mulling over cords and song lyrics.
Forty minutes of feeling the beaded pre-cum slide down his dick and mix with you.
Forty minutes of gripping the table and praying to anyone that your boyfriend would notice the current state you're in and take pity on you.
Forty minutes of trying to ignore the way you felt so fucking full, and how when you would shift slightly, the the tip of his cock would press into your stomach.
Forty fucking minutes of nothing but torture.
"Touya please... It hurts. Please fuck me please- I promise I'll never ask you for anything ever again!" You sobbed out, feeling your boyfriend pause, pencil in hand frozen in place.
Touya sighed, placing the pencil down and shaking his head. "Anything?"
"Anything." You nodded quickly, turning around to meet his piercing stare.
Touya hummed, a wicked grin spreading across his lips, swiping his book off the desk with a clatter you find your back pressed against the cool wood.
Touya's cock dragged out of you - slowly, like he was observing how your body begged to keep him inside.
"You asked for this." He grinned, thrusting in you, filling you up until stars danced behind your eyes.
"I'm going to fuck you so good-" he leaned in to whisper in your ear, "you won't be able to think of anything but my dick. I'm going to make a promise on that."
Touya's eyes were bright. And full of heat.
You whimpered.
It was going to be a long night.
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was thinking about aot, mha, and jjk and all the angst in the shows and the characters whoโve died and came up with this angst drabble. i apologize in advance. (could also apply to characters from other shows.) (was thinking a bit about jason todd here and some mcu characters.)
cw; angst but not too bad, allusions to character death (thinking about writing a whole fic on this, might turn it into a story donโt know what character iโd pick though.)
as usual please donโt use, copy, or steal my works. thank you and enjoy ๐
in the dark of the night, when the people sleep and the city is quiet, on a rooftop under the clear sky, two figures sit and watch the stars.
โdo you ever think about redoing it all?โ a whispered voice carries in the wind, a chill running through his veins.
thereโs a soft humming sound that filters in the air, an acknowledgment of the question and a que to continue.
โif you had the chance to go back and do it again, would you? would you change anything?โ
his head tilts as he processes your words. the stars blink at him in anticipation, silently awaiting his answer.
โi donโt know.โ
his voice is meager, afraid to speak any louder and scare you away again.
โdo you?โ
such a simple question yet the answer is anything but.
he draws in a breath at your silence.
โi think i would change one thing.โ
a pause, he turns to look at you.
โiโd fighter harder not to lose you.โ
he smiles softly and gently tucks a strand of hair behind your ear. you continue to stare at the sky, afraid itโll all disappear if you move.
โy/nโฆ you lose me no matter what you do.โ
you sigh and his touch is gone just as quickly as you felt it.
glancing to where he sits, you choke back a sob, heโs already fading as the light from the sun starts to rise.
โi know.โ you feel like you canโt breathe as the words force their way past your lips.
he smiles. itโs broken.
โiโm sorry.โ your heartbreaks as he speaks, youโre starting to forget what he sounds like, itโs been so long.
โi love you.โ you reach for him, hoping, no praying, that you can touch him, feel him one last time before he slips from your grasp again.
โi know.โ he never says it back and you know itโs because you never confessed when he was alive so you canโt imagine what the words would sound like on his lips.
not even your dreams can bring you solace as you watch him fade completely, your body jolting upright in the sweat soaked bed you lay.
the tears are steadily streaming down your face and you do nothing to stop them as the sun crests over the horizon and the light sneaks into your room.
โwhyโd you have to go?โ
thereโs no answer, thereโs never been one and you doubt youโll get one in this lifetime.
Tumblr is odd because youโll see a mutual post something really profound like โthe birds still sing for those who listenโ and you see them 5 minutes later saying something like โneed to be pegged.grilled cheese styleโ
I wish you could do voice notes on here and I could rant ab little things and itโd be like weโre all on the phone
to me i think your trademark is anything and everything shiggy obviously, but also all the love you show your mutuals and anybody who interacts with you
pretty much just your overall kindness <33
look at him how can u not want to talk abt him constantly hehe ty <33
โHe could strip the trees of their skin and use the charcoal as a pencil and exhaust the earthโs crust of its natural life, and still - still he couldnโt capture you.โ
Omfg that was beautiful โค๏ธ๐ฅน
"Was I just the fucking NOTES guy to you??" Part Three / (Bakugo x GN! Reader) (Written)
Bakugo was a smart man.
He knew things that others didn't - and naturally, he caught onto things that others couldn't.
Bakugo was a man who used what he knew and substituted what he didn't. He was resourceful, which means he was useful and that meant he was needed.
He was intelligent, gifted and all the different kinds of things that made people jealous of his inevitable success.
He grew up with a quirk. A powerful quirk. He was told that from a young age, Katsuki Bakugo would grow up to be something incredible. To be one of the most influential heroes the world has ever seen.
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Bakugo had everything he had ever wanted handed to him. Here he was, twenty five, and one of the greatest heroes Japan had ever seen.
And yet, despite holding the world in the palms of his hands. It wasnโt enough. He needed something more.ย
You.ย
His highschool love. The one thing that slipped through his fingers. It was nine years ago.ย
Nine long, excruciating years.
Though he was too late. He figured out all your cute and cheesy hints, too late - made all the right plans, too late - reached for your longing hand, too late - ached for your touch - dreamt of your lips sliding against his ownโฆ simply too late.
He had tried to shoot his shot back then but he was much too late.
But it had been nine years.
Nine whole years since he saw you. And according to Deku, five years since the both of you had broken up.
Surely now, surely now he had his chance. His opening. It was obvious he was still pining for you.ย
His heart was yours.
He knew that.
Kirishima knew that.
Deku knew that.
You, knew that.
You knew.
Which is how he ended up finding himself, his lips pressed against yours - just like how a younger Katsuki only dreamt of doing - as he pressed you up against his bedroom wall.ย
How did he manage to get himself stuck in this situation?ย
He didn't remember.
And he didnโt give a fuck. He didnโt care. It really didn't matter either.
His friends were throwing a party - thatโs right. Something about celebrating his โheroic successโ or whatever.
Something about inviting his old classmates.
Something about inviting you.
Something about seeing you again, standing there like you were the only person in the room.
It was like the rest of the world melted into nothing as Katsuki stared at you. He didn't realise how much more... how much more you were.
It wasn't more in a bad way.
Not at all.
More. You were just so much. More. He could barely think - let alone place his messed up, jumbled thoughts into coherent words. It was like just the mere glimpse of you had him going insane, a mess of flushed cheeks and racing hearts- and short breaths- and everything. He felt sick, like he was going to hurl all over the carpet but in a good way, yโknow?
His palms were sweaty and Katsukiโs head spun. All the lights were too bright and the music was too much. His legs felt like jelly andโฆ shit - were you looking at him?ย
Looking right at him with those drowning eyes of yours?ย
Smiling at him with that godforsaken smile of yours?
Taking his scarred and calloused palm against the soft skin of your own hand?
Katsuki could write a poem about your beauty - no, he could write a million. He could strip the trees of their skin and use the charcoal as a pencil and exhaust the earthโs crust of its natural life, and still - still he couldnโt capture you.ย
Your raw essence.
Your brilliance.
The way you shine and shimmer.
The way your eyes crinkle- and your breath gets stuck in your throat. The pads of your fingertips and the softness of your collarbones, and the dip and curve of you back and- and- and-ย
God, he was smitten.
And god.
Katsuki was going to die.
He was going to die again and it was all your fucking fault.
Fucking hell. It was always your fault.ย
All of it.ย
Everything was your fault.
He pushed himself harder, all because of those melodic words you used to sing to him. How you looked up to him when you were teenagers.ย
He worked on himself because you had told him you liked seeing the parts of him that nobody else had.
"I want to see the parts of you that nobody else has."
There was no way in hell that sentence was platonic. God he was such a fucking idiot back then, it was so fucking obvious you liked him. So fucking obvious.
And he missed it.
Like the idiot he was back then.
But he wasnโt going to lose you once more. He would rather tear out his own spinal cord - tendons, ligaments, flesh and bloody bone - then let you slip in between his fingers again.ย
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Katsukiโs breath was hot against your lips, his skin was buzzing with life and his heart pounded in his ears. He felt like if he took a step back he was going to stumble and fall. You looked soโฆ ethereal. In his arms with your lips swollen and your cheeks flushed.
Katsuki leaned down and brushed his thumb across your bottom lip, his gaze softened as a soft smile tugged at his cheeks.ย
โI love you.โย
He whispered, voice small.ย
โI always have.โ
That sense ofโฆ being wanted for so long crushed you like a new fish being thrown into its new fish tank- but it was home.ย
Iโm home.
Here in Katsukiโs arms. The smell of caramel, the feeling of his pulse throbbing against your palm, his imperfect and scarred flesh-
โPerfect.โ You whispered under your breath.
โYouโre perfect Katsuki.โ You mumbled, sliding your lips across his, nails digging into the back of his shirt as he slid a strong hand under your leg, pulling his lips away only to latch onto the soft curve of your neck.
โI love you.โ He sighed.
โNever leave me. Never again.โ
Part One / Part Two
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Chapter 06.
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