Jemily Again

I hope I'm not just a mutual to you, but someone you want to bring up in irl conversation so you have to awkwardly and cryptically say "my friend..." and refuse to elaborate on my origins or the origins of our friendships

who doesn't love obscure pictures i saved from my pinterest?

why won't jj and em kiss already

ugh

i am once again asking people i know to do actual research on OCD and what it is b/c i saw someone equating POCD to actual predatory shit recently and i think im going to break out of my enclosure . OCD is not about “subconscious desires” it’s about fear. fears, aversions and repulsions, both subconscious and conscious. OCD forces you to obsess over things that make you anxious, scared, uncomfortable, or disgusted. possibilities (about yourself, your future, your loved ones and their futures, etc) that would give you nightmares if you considered them for too long.  literally the second you start thinking OCD may be about “subconscious desires” you have lost. you made an immediate left turn when you were supposed to make a right and now you’re on a completely different road. this applies to all forms of OCD by the way, even the most “disgusting”, taboo or “disturbing”. whichever form of OCD you’re thinking may be an exception to this rule, is not an exception. b/c there is none

When will it be my turn to be put down like a sick dog

happiness because i stole my computer back to write more oneshots, anxiety i'll get caught again, fear because morning will come and sadness because i had a breakdown 4 minutes ago

The war here in Gaza has been going on for too long, the siege has intensified, the bombing has intensified, and with food running out, the price of flour has reached $500, which is unacceptable. The price of my injectable medication has reached $650. Please, the situation here is very difficult, and my pregnancy is very dangerous. I must continue taking the injections until the end of my pregnancy. Please, this is my first child. Help me. You are my hope. Don't leave me alone, please😭😭. Donate so I can buy food and injections. I have only raised $2,500 out of a $10,000 goal. Please continue donating.🥹

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see how fast emily responded when she heard jj got kidnapped? 'debrief me on the plane I'm omw' IMMEDIATELY. she knew her lesbian liaison was in trouble and said 'fuck it I gotta drop everything for her'

maybe

maybe in another universe there could be a mother that won't look at me and see a cacophony of sin simply because i love who i love.

maybe in another universe she'd sit front row at my wedding and smile as i held a girl's hand in mine like she used to when i crossed the road. Do you have eyes of flesh? Do you see as a mortal sees? -Job 10:4

maybe she'd not avert her eyes

maybe she'd hold my hand down the isle? or maybe she'd just smile. i just wish she'd smile and stop causing me so much pain.

We absolutely cannot emphasize enough that misogyny is an ideology soaked in blood. Misogynists kill women every day in their homes, at their jobs, when they're pregnant, when they're just trying to transition in peace, when they solicit them for sex work, when they're walking down the street, when they're at school, when they're sleeping, when they're begging them not to, when theyre colonizing their countries, when they're abusing their children, and sometimes they do it with their fists and sometimes they do it with assault rifles. To reduce it to anything less serious than that is shameful.