I Wanted To Go Out
i wanted to go out
And be rebuked
heaven or hell,
whichever one’s got you
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She is a glowing beauty, pink glass petals crack and refract aspects of different potentialities, an endless intermingling of what if realities reflected in a shimmering crystal flower in a jar in a fairytale that I tell myself.
-2023
calm me down, drown me in a distant ocean that never gets discovered Deep dark blankets, blue and far and wise and sad Troubled by the mystery of people on land
-s’s.
you can rip silence apart to sparks like interstellar dust
And embrace the way truth escapes its fiery arms Peculiar noise, infinite void -s’s.
you should know by now what a liar i can be, with two fingers crossed and whispering to you goodnight and sweet dreams, while i resist sleep in favor of picturing what tomorrow's abrupt entrance may bring—
what strength the dusty wind will blow with, what color of light the radiant sun will shine, what striking songs the birds will choose to sing,
or whether this heaviness will still weigh my life's sins on my heart and my mind,
and, maybe, what words from you will greet, from behind a waking veil, these still-sleepy morn eyes;
And it’s how it is So I swim forgotten waters to hide,
drown and decide Dive down, deep down. Like I used to do
-s's.
do you know, who you are?
I’m still wondering, wide awake, at dawn
you were here, now you're gone
I'm still all alone, wondering what you lost
-s’s.
Now you’re fast asleep Now you’ve found some relief Listen more Now you’ve forgotten more than how much you knew You’re gone
you,
you’ve gone up
-s’s.
I don’t think I know
anything at all
I think I have a fireball heart
-s’s.
forget about running away
forget about trying to play it nice better off alone, again I know, it's sad I do it now and then, I do it for myself
-s's.
No Beauty without Stench when my head hurts like nothing else my sideways thoughts come up quite a bit to bug me to death destroy what I had, there's no beauty without its stench
-s's.
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