I'm Damned If I Do Give A Damn What People Say 🌌

real

Went to bed with a good fic at 10pm yesterday and was reminded what life is all about

Mupp My Life Into Pieces.

This is my last resort!

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no wonder people are homophobic this is scary asf

Bring him back

Thinking about the seemingly inconsequential parallels between Dazai and Chuuya from when they were younger to now. Chuuya always used to fight with his hands in his pockets while Dazai had a coat over his shoulders. And now Dazai fights with his hands in his pockets while Chuuya has a coat over his shoulders.

Chuuya fought with his hands in his pockets so he wouldn't lose control of his ability and humanity by proxy, and I wonder if Dazai does the same now as a symbol because he doesn't want to lose control of what he's worked toward. How Chuuya used to revile his hands, now Dazai reviles his own because of the reminder of blood spilled and people killed and to not take two steps back to that dark place.

But it could also be something simpler—their habits just rubbed off on each other that much. And the fact that they copy each other and either don't realize they're subconsciously doing it or maybe they have brought it up, makes me feral.

disintegrating in your arms

(abandoned pose ref study WIP)

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You ever notice how when he goes into battle mode chuuya often goes low? Maybe he's neutralizing his lack of height intimidation by going for a gay little power crouch.