Take Me To Bed. By. Cozier

Occasionally, it hits me that I can just disappear. I can be whoever I want to be. Whatever I've told people, whatever anyone knows of me can all be history. I can move on and become a totally different person if I wanted to. Anyone can. I think that's what's so scary.

I forget things too much.

Banana Yoshimoto, Kitchen

“Don’t allow someone to treat you poorly just because you love them.”

— Unknown

“Stop justifying, defending, and explaining yourself. If something is correct for you, move forward with confidence.”

— Unknown

I talked about my past again but this time to my Free Company in FFXIV and I'm nervous because I'm afraid I killed the chat or made people not want to respond or talk to me at all.

All the stuff you learn from your attempts at healthy coping doesn't get erased the moment you relapse. And you can use that knowledge to pick yourself back up and try again when you're ready. It's not a case of starting over from scratch, it's a case of stumbling and getting back up

computers, spirals, general tech.

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bpd culture is pushing people away as your coping mechanism but then you realise that you’re being a shitty person and you don’t actually want to leave them -🎐

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I'm sorry to all my friends old and new and loved ones I didn't mean to turn out insane and irksome or bothersome. I wish I had been able to keep my reputation when my last relationship ended. I've done so much I wish I hadn't. It'll never be okay or the same.