More Jake I Dug Up. More Quarter Angles. It Just Happens That Way. I'm Perpetually Trying To Draw A Nice

reading old messages is really fucked up because you see things and you’re like i would not fucking say that

“Stop justifying, defending, and explaining yourself. If something is correct for you, move forward with confidence.”

— Unknown

“I don’t hold on to anything anymore. Pain comes at me and I take it, chew it for a few minutes, and spit it back out. It’s just not my thing anymore.”

— Dave Eggers, A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius

i wish you kinder, softer days that put your heart at ease

You deserve to not be in pain

Now I know everything I thought wasn't real really isn't real. I've been having delusions for years. It's been harrowing. I've bothered others, gone off the deep end. If only I could go back 5 years and undo what has happened and what I did. I don't feel the crippling guilt anymore at least that's lasted my entire life.

Nobody really talks about violence against men and it's a shame.