😭😭😭😭
Shauna is such a mess LMAO like she just had to chop up some 14 year old boy for dinner and a few hours later she’s over here bitching in her diary about how she wasn’t picked to be antler queen
DATING RUE WOULD INCLUDE:
rue x fem!reader
warnings: swearing, talks of making out & drugs
she’s kind of complicated to be in a relationship with because she’s unpredictable but you make it work
i think rue is just genuinely such a great person to be around
her love language is totally physical touch. 100%.
that includes hugs, kisses, cuddles
i don’t think she’s very big on PDA though
she’s not embarrassed of you or anything, she’d just prefer to do that in private
her mom would absolutely ADORE you
she thinks you’re a great influence on rue and it’s true
you’re super understanding about her addiction which she really appreciates about you
you two never go on “official” dates, it’s almost always just hanging out in your rooms
you will occasionally get high together but mostly from weed
hot-boxing her room every time you guys get high and panicking
“ fuck, rue your mom is totally gonna smell this, “
“ oh, fuck! “
SHE IS INSANELY JEALOUS
rue puts on that careless persona but inside she cares way too much
she will overthink almost every action of yours
“ you don’t have to fucking stare at him like he’s fucking god or something, “
“rue, he walked by me of course my eyes would land on him, “
she always gets you to do her homework but you don’t mind that much
doing each other’s hair all the time and it becoming your thing
“ red would be your colour, i’m telling you “
hanging out with gia and being super close with her
“ rue, shut the fuck up. i’m talking to gia; my best friend,
being good friends with fez
you were sceptical about him at first but you love him now
rue loves to share stuff
she encourages you to steal her clothing all the time and you think it’s so cute
“ y/n, why don’t you take the blue hoodie, i don’t really wear it anymore, “
having matching rings or bracelets
INSIDE JOKES !!!
you two will laugh at almost everything
that’s why your arguments don’t last very long
one of you will start laughing and boom, problem solved
“ i’m still mad at you, rue. i’m serious! “
“ no, you’re not, “
you’re really the only person rue can genuinely open up to
she feels like she can say anything when she’s around you
and vice versa
i feel like rue’s a great listener like she’s really interested in what you have to say
“ go on, babe. we have all day, “
binging tv shows together all the time and arguing over them
“ absolutely not! he was the worst character. not even listening, “
you love going to parties together
it’s just always so fun and memorable
MAKE-OUT SESSIONS ALL THE TIME
she’s obsessed with your lips like. oh my god.
you make-out more than you speak to each other
“ baby, we have class in like two minutes, “
“ one more kiss, please “
i think you guys would have very different views and opinions on things but that isn’t necessarily a bad thing
she likes some of the things you hate and you hate some of the things she likes but i think that’s what makes you a great couple
me all day, every day
#pit girl identity confirmed #the only way mari would let misty get near the food #is if mari IS the food
mysaria and rhaenyra PLEASE fuck nasty
ah, look at all the lonely people...
volume one got me like
| A/N- was listening to flatland cavalry and i couldn’t resist a short n sad fic abt billy bc i’m evil
| WARNINGS- a sad man who misses his girlfriend a verrrryyy small mention of death and war.
william h. bonney x reader angst? fluff?
as billy lays alone in the hostel bed he quickly begins to regret agreeing to jesse’s proposal of this job in lincoln county. he’s almost a days ride away from you and he has no idea if you’re okay. he can’t believe he used to sleep like this every night, no one to hold.
his mind wanders to the prayers his mother used to lay over him and joe, before everything turned sour in his life. he can’t remember the last time he prayed, feeling like no one’s listening. he doesn’t need a god when he has you, but he doesn’t have you right now.
he clasps his hands together just like he did all those years ago. “i haven’t done in this in quite some time, sorry if it’s not uniform prayer. i just want my girl to be okay without me, and for her to healthy and safe. oh! and for me not to get shot. amen.” he suddenly feels very stupid and confused as to why he thought his words into the empty air would assist him at all, but anything’s worth a shot. especially when it comes to his girl.
he rolls onto his side, just like he does every night with you. he holds a pillow to front pretending it was your instead a bag of feathers. he never realized how warm you were until he couldn’t feel your warmth at all. his eyes drift close and he falls asleep to memories of you.
four hours away by horse, you lay alone in your shared bed with billy. only it’s not shared for a while, it’s just your bed. he’s working, he loves working! you thought trying to make yourself feel better about being by your lonesome. the bed feels like it’s miles long with just your body inhabiting it. you stare at the stationary sitting on your desk, illuminated poorly with one candle.
you write slowly and methodically to billy. he won’t be home for months so you figured you’d might as well start the letters. you write paragraphs upon paragraphs of how much you miss him, how much you love him, and how quiet the night is without his laughs filling the air. you trail off and start telling him about the town gossip you’ve heard but eventually get back on track. spraying your perfume over the pages and an invisible kiss by your signature, you fold it up and press the wax to seal it.
billy and jesse walk back in the saloon below the hostel’s doors. “oh! mr. billy you’ve got a letter! from a lady” the young boy wiggles his eyebrows and hands the letter to billy. he tries to fight the smile but jesse pats his back, rather hard but a kind gesture nonetheless. “the girl of yours is already sending letters after a day? you’ve got her wrapped around her finger.” billy shakes his head laughing. “that’s where you’re wrong, it’s the complete opposite.” he confesses and walks up the stairs to read your letter in private.
he instantly notices the scent of your perfume and all of the tension in his body melts away. he’s smiling like an idiot the entire time he’s reading but holds your letter to his chest after. he walks over to his own desk and begins his own letter to you, he might not see you for months but he’ll be damned if he can’t talk to his girl.
he consistently writes to you and letting you know what’s going on and how stressful things have gotten. you’re proud of him for switching to tunstall’s side because it was the right thing to do, you’ll always admire that about him. the worry for his well-being overtakes the admiration as you quickly gather your necessities and get dressed. you’re out the door and mounting your horse within the hour, riding to lincoln. you’d rather walk to hell and back than not see billy before he gets hurt.
you reach lincoln county much faster than you expected, maybe your horse sensed the desperation leaking from your pores. you ask a kind-eyed woman about tunstall and she directs you a few minutes north. you thank her make your way slowly to your destination. as your eyes focus on the beautiful country home in the dark, your heart flutters. you almost feel sick with how anxious you are, your eyes haven’t laid on billy in three months.
you quickly tie your horse to a fence post and rush towards the door, knocking rapidly. an unfamiliar man opens the door and smiles at you. “how can i help you, madam?” he speaks confidently with a british accent, this must be tunstall. “oh well, um, i was just wondering if billy was here?” he snaps his fingers and turns his head to yell for billy.
billy’s stomach dropped upon hearing his name being called, he’s thinking it might be jesse trying to pick a fight but when his eyes settle upon you his world stops. everything slows down but his heart speeds up to impossible levels. he smiles wide and laughs while running to you. his arms envelope you and you’re drowning in his scent, squeezing so hard he thought you might’ve bruised a rib. “what’re you doin’ here, doll? did you ride here alone? do you know how dangerous that is? have you ate? are you okay?” you giggle at his ambush of worried questions and put your hand over his mouth. tunstall walks away with a grin, never seeing billy so happy.
“yes i rode alone, yes i know the dangers, no i haven’t ate yet, and yes i am okay. i just couldn’t take the thought of you being so stressed with the possibility of getting hurt without me here. i also figured it was due time for a visit.” you mutter softly, never taking your eyes off him. drinking in the sights of the man you love with every fiber of your being.
he quickly ushers you inside and guides you to a main room. “gentleman, this is my girl.” he introduces you and you smile and manage a slight wave. “this the girl you’re always talking about and never shutting up about how pretty she is?” billy goes slightly red and opens his mouth up to talk before closing it. just nodding at the embarrassment. you smile up at him “you tell people how pretty you think i am? you’re so sweet! that’s adorable.” billy sighs and leads you to a seat at the table and fixing you a plate for dinner.
as you both lay together that night in the same bed, everything makes sense in the world. you understand war, they just this feeling to be safe. your eyes begin to fill with tears as you’re just so relieved and happy to be with your love again.
“i was gettin’ real tired of sleeping alone. considered climbing into bed with charlie but i don’t think he’s as warm as you.” you laugh and gently slap his chest.
all is right in the world, because your world is filled with love.