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I found it at first when I was but a boy. This gnawing little beast inside all of my senses, the occasional brush against my arm, something shifting out of the corner of my eye, a smell I never recognized, sounds that no one else heard and a taste of something so wonderful and yet disgusting I felt like crying. This was the it. It wanted my senses. It wanted to feel through me. It never told me why but I knew it wanted me. The closer we got the less I felt. Every time I drew on it it took more and more from me, until it let me take from others. I have seen through the eyes of many. I witnessed many things, including myself jabbing a shovel into their abdomen. I started to take the parts. It wanted them. It let me replace my own. My eyes are now two different colours. My tongue is split into 3 section where I have sown on new taste buds. Each of my fingers is of a different skin, one of them even being tattooed. I hear the sounds no one else can and can draw out the faintest breaths in a loud room. I can no longer enjoy food without nose plugs if it is not the freshest that it is, each twinge of rot hits my brain like a needle. I can feel it all and when I am complete, when my metamorphosis has reached its finale I will finally be absorbed into my surroundings and I and it shall share each others space, we will be one and the same. I will be happy.
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